Miscellaneous poems, chiefly on divine subjects. In two books. Published for the religious entertainment of Christians in general. / By Samuel Davies, V.D.M. in Hanover, Virginia. ; [Eight lines of quotations]

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Miscellaneous poems, chiefly on divine subjects. In two books. Published for the religious entertainment of Christians in general. / By Samuel Davies, V.D.M. in Hanover, Virginia. ; [Eight lines of quotations]
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MISCELLANEOUS POEMS, CHIEFLY ON DIVINE SUBJECTS.

BOOK I.

I. LORD Thou knowest all Things, Thou knowest that I love Thee. Joh. xxi. 17.
MY GOD! the Wretch that does not love Thy Name To Life and Being forfeits all his Claim, And may he sink to nothing whence he came. Or let the Yawn of the dire Mouth of Hell, Receive him with his Fellow-Fiends to dwell. * 1.1
Oh! if my Heart does not to Thee aspire, If ought with equal Fervour I desire, I'm self-condemn'd, and doom myself to Fire. Let not my guilty Breath profane Thy Air, Nor groaning Earth the monstrous Burden bear. Let Clouds with Vengeance big, burst o'er my Head, And Vollies of red Thunder strike me dead.

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The Sun convert his gentle Rays to Flames, And blast the Miscreant with his vengeful Beams. The whole Creation rise in Arms for Thee, To vindicate the Rights of Thy Divinity.
Vile Wretch! that dare refuse to love a GOD, Who form'd me Man out of my native Clod; Whose Breath the Faculty of Love inspir'd, And with the heav'nly Spark my Bosom sir'd: Whose uncreated Beauties charm the Sight Of gazing Angels, in the Realms of Light: Whose Glories, faintly copy'd, round me shine, And mildly beam thro' all these Works of Thine, Proclaiming Thee their Origin Divine: Whose Grace, diffus'd around in thousand Rills, Arrays a thousand Worlds in chearful Smiles: Thou too, when Man to dreadful Ruin fell, Helpless, unpity'd on the Brink of Hell; When Justice frowning did the Prey demand, And None could rescue from his vengeful Hand; Thou, touch'd with Pity, did'st avert his Doom, And gav'st Thy Son a Victim in his Room. Nail'd to the Cross the bleeding Saviour hangs, And courts my Love with Groans and dying Pangs. Oh! I must love!—Or can the Groans and Blood Of an incarnate Godhead be withstood!
Yet ah! in some dark Hours I hardly know Whether I love my gracious GOD or no. Gloomy Suspicions, twinging Jealousies, And anxious Doubts in all their Horrors rise. I hear the Whisperings of misgiving Fear, "Thy Love is feign'd, thy Ardour insincere" Too true! too true! my trembling Soul replies, Else whence so often could this Languor rise?

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Ah! these unruly Passions would not rove Thus wildly, were they fix'd with sacred Love. Nor would the Flame of pure Devotion die Thus frequent, and my Pow'rs so stupid lie.
And yet methinks in some bright Moments too, I feel the heav'nly Flame divinely glow. To Thee so ardent all my Passions move, That if I love Thee not, I know not what I love. If I'm deceiv'd in this with empty Shew, Then my Existence is uncertain too: An universal Sceptic I commence, Beneath the Glare of brightest Evidence, In spite of Reason, and in spite of Sense.
Oh! if I love Thee not, as Fears suggest, Why am I, in Thine Absence, thus distrest? Whence this strange Tumult, this uneasy Pain, 'Til Thy sweet Smiles compose my Soul again? Whence these wild Pantings of immense Desire? Why should poor breathing Dust so high aspire? I see my busy Fellow-Worms pursue Created Bliss, and nothing nobler view; Content they waste their Life, estrang'd from Thee, In undisturb'd, serene Stupidity. And why, like them, can't I contented play, And eat, and drink, and sleep my Life away? Whence this immense Ambition in my Mind, That scorns all Joys but those of heavenly Kind? Why should a Worm, an animated Clod; Disdain all Bliss beneath a boundless GOD? Oh! what but the attractive Force of Love, Could raise my groveling Spirit thus above?
Say, Great OMNISCIENT! (for Thou know'st my Heart) Can Nature ease my Soul, if Thou depart?

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Can Riches, Pleasures, Honours, Empires, Crowns, Or Friends, content me, when I feel Thy Frowns? No! all Creation dwindles to a Toy, And Heav'n itself could not excite my Joy. The chearful Sun glares hateful to my Eyes, And every blooming Beauty round me dies.
Thou great INVISIBLE! Thou dear UNKNOWN! Why thus to Thee should my soft Passions run? Thus thro' the Objects of my Senses break, And Charms unknown and hidden Glories seek? Deep in Recesses of approachless Light Thou dwellest, far beyond my feeble Sight; Yet drawn by some strange mystic Influence, I love Thee more than all that strikes my Sense; Than all my Ears have heard, or Eyes have seen, Or lively Fancy's gayest Pow'rs can feign.
O! if Thy Love does not my Heart inflame, Why do I thus delight in JESUS' Name? His Name is Music to my ravish'd Ears, Sweeter than that which charms the heav'nly Spheres: A cheering Cordial to my fainting Breast; My Hope, my Joy, my Peace, my Heav'n, my Rest.
I spring from Earth, and Heav'n is my Abode, When I can say those charming Words, MY GOD; MY GOD!—Infinite Joys lie in the Sound: Be Thou but mine; and all the Sun goes round Without reluctant Murm'ring I resign; I have enough, if I can call Thee MINE.
O! if I love Thee not, why do I thus Love the dear Mansion of Thy earthly House? The sacred Morning shines with heav'nly Rays. More bright, more charming than ten thousand Days, That bids me visit that delightful Place.

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There would I dwell, and pass my Life away, 'Til Death convey me up to brighter Day.
In all the Institutions of Thy Grace, For Thee I look; and if Thou hide Thy Face, The sacred Rites would dull and tiresome seem, Did I not hope to find my GOD in them. When at Thy Throne I bow my suppliant Knee, Is Pray'r a stupid cold Formality! Oh! can my Pray'rs content me without Thee? No! these are but the Channels of thy Grace, Transparent Glasses where I see Thy Face: I thirst for living Water all in vain, If Thou Thy gracious Influence restrain: The radiant Glasses shew me nothing fair, Unless I see Thy Charms reflected there.
Then Peace, my restless and suspicious Heart; And ye dire-boding Jealousies, depart. I love my GOD, or else I nothing love; And the pure Flame e'er long shall burn above, And from its native El'ment ne'er remove.
II. Early Piety recommended. (Sent originally in a Letter to two young Ladies.)
YE lovely Flow'rs, that just begin to bloom, And raise our Hope of glorious Fruit to come; That just begin to open all your Charms, While vig'rous Youth your tender Bosoms warms: Indulge a Muse, that's anxious for your Good, Lest some rude Storm should blast the op'ning Bud; Indulge the Muse, that would the Blossoms shield, 'Till they mature, and Fruit immortal yield, And bloom forever gay in Heaven's fair azure Field.

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Now you begin to tread Youth's slippery Path, Where Thousands stumble, and sink down to Death. Where'er you walk, 'tis all enchanted Ground, And Snares in dang'rous Ambush lurk around. The flattering World presents her fairest Charms, And Vice would tempt you to her horrid Arms. The Crowd of fashionable Sinners aim To form you to the Mode, to walk with them; Spread false enchanting Scenes before your Eyes, And promise Bliss from empty Vanities: While sanguine, forward Youth is still intent To make the terrible Experiment; And will not, 'til by dear Experience taught, Indulge the true, tho' melancholy Tho't, That all beneath the Sun is Vanity and Nought.
The dang'rous Path of Youth my Feet have trod, And lately left the smooth enchanting Road: Now safe advanc'd to a more solid Age, Let me conduct, you o'er the slippery Stage.
Trembling I wait th' Event of every Step, And shudder left you make a fatal Slip. O! cautious tread: Let Virtue be your Guard: Virtue alone can keep you un-ensnar'd. O! chuse your Maker for your early Friend, And on His gracious Patronage depend: He can obscure Temptation's brightest Charms, And shelter feeble Youth from threatning Harms; Steel the weak Breast with Grace invincible, And baffle all the Stratagems of Hell. O! heave the Sigh, waft up the weeping Pray'r To HIM who loves that Harmony to hear: He looks and smiles and sheds His richest Grace On Virgin-Souls that early seek His Face.

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O! let not Earth your tender Hearts ensnare; Give your first Love to THE ETERNAL FAIR. 'Twas HE, 'twas HE that form'd your mortal Frame, Inspir'd the living Soul, that heav'nly Flame: Taught senseless Dust to see and hear and move, And kindled in the Breast the gentle Pow'r of Love: But lately, from His all-creating Hand You came, and sprung to Life at His Command; 'Til then, you lay in native Nothing's Shade; And but for Him, had still remain'd unmade; A FATHER's tender Name He bears to you; And is not your first Love a Father's Due? O! can your grateful Souls so soon forget The gracious Pow'r from whence they came so late? Should not your Bosoms with His Love be fir'd, Whose Breath the tender Passions all inspir'd?
He too, when Man to deepest Ruin fell, Helpless, forlorn on the dire Brink of Hell; He, touch'd with Pity, and impell'd by Grace, Sent his own Son to save a guilty Race, And yield His sacred Soul a Ransom in their Place. The Infant-GOD did soon begin for you To bear the Vengeance to your Follies due. For you the heav'nly Mansions He forsook, And a vile Stable for His Chamber took. His Robes of Light Divine aside he threw, And wrap'd Himself in swaddling Cloaths for you. Just as He enter'd on the Stage of Life, He felt the painful circumcising Knife. In His weak Mother's Arms the young Exile, From Herod's Rage fled to the Land of Nile. * 1.2 His Load of Sorrow grew still as He grew; At length, see! on the Cross He bleeds for you!

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There rack'd and tortur'd your Redeemer hangs, And courts your Love with Groans and dying Pangs. See how He agonizes! see His Blood! And say, Can such Allurements be withstood? Oh no! you melt! you yield! I hear you say, "See, JESUS! here we give our Hearts away! "Our earliest Love, Dear Lord! unrival'd take; "'Tis all the poor Requital we can make."
See how in youthful Prime, the smiling Year Now blooms, and all her flow'ry Charms appear: * 1.3 The tuneful Birds, that hail the welcome Spring, Grateful at Nature's Restoration sing, And all the Groves with charming Music ring: A living Green arrays the Woods and Fields, And the sweet Vale a thousand Pleasures yields: The lovely Family of Flow'rs appear, And breathe Perfumes thro' all the balmy Air: The Sun shines bright and mild; the gentle Breeze Regales our Sense, and whispers thro' the Trees: The wide Creation smiles; Earth, Sky and Air In vernal Robes and blooming Youth appear. But ah! e'er long will surly Winter come, Strip the gay Year of all her youthful Bloom, And spread o'er all a cheerless sullen Gloom; Snow, Rain and Frost commixt, and savage Storms Ravage and bluster in a thousand Forms; The smiling World with baleful Influence blast, And turn these charming Scenes t' a rueful Waste.
Here see your mournful Fate, ye blooming FAIRS; Stern Death nor Youth nor Strength nor Beauty spares. The Young, the Old, the Wise, the Fair, the Gay, All fall a common undistinguish'd Prey.

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The Tyrant, senseless of the Pow'r of Charms, Hurries the Beauty to reside with Worms; Covers with mortal Pale the rosy Cheeks, And dooms the Dust with Fellow-Dust to mix: Hurries the Soul at once to Worlds unknown, Doom'd by the Sentence of th' Eternal Throne To shine with Angels, or with Friends to groan. Then catch the fleeting Hour before 'tis past; The present Now perhaps may be your last. For barren Winter early lay up Store, That joyful you may meet the fatal Hour.
Survey the Garden, where the fragrant Rose, In all the Pride of youthful Beauty glows; Go, pluck the tempting Flow'r, and pensive say, "So cruel Death may cut me off to-day."
And when the Sun withdraws his quick'ning Ray, And Ev'ning Shades shut up the cheerful Day; See! how the flow'ry Tribes their Beauties hide, And fade and languish in their gayest Pride; Shrivel their Leaves, and bend the drooping Head; "So (let your Heart suggest) so I may fade, "And sudden sink among the mould'ring Dead."
O! may the Lustre of your Minds surpass The with'ring Beauties of the fairest Face: May every shining Virtue deck your Youth, And ev'ry heav'nly Grace grow with your Growth; Life's fleeting Moments glide delightful by, With every Grace adorn'd, and every Joy; Till Death, far distant, finding you mature for Heav'n, convey you up to Joys more pure.

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III. Philosophic Devotion. (Occasioned by reading The Religious Philosopher.)
1.
WITH Rapture wing'd, my eager Soul Thro' Thy unbounded Empire roves, Great Author of this Glorious ALL! And lost in Wonder, still approves.
2.
Thy Works with Pleasure and Surprize O'erwhelm this weak enquiring Mind; Wonders in long Succession rise, Yet more and greater lie behind.
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Fixt in Astonishment, my Eyes, Intense, attempt the vast Survey; But Glories too transparent rise, And dim them with excessive Day.
4.
The Rays of Wisdom, Goodness, Pow'r, So sweetly blend and brightly shine, My Soul, o'ercome, can but adore, And own the Workmanship Divine.
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Struck with the Sight, I shrink away, Conscious how weak and blind I am: Despair to finish the Survey, And silent dread Thy awful Name.
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Mean tho' I am, (not wholly so, Since wisely fram'd by Skill Divine) Permit me at Thy Throne to bow, While round me all Thy Glories shine.

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IV. SOLOMON. A Paraphrastical Poem on sundry Passages in the Book of Ecclesiastes.
WHY shou'd I, anxious after Happiness, Pursue wrong Ways, or right without Success? Why fret and toil in Searches long and vain, Since a Director I with Ease may gain? A skillful Guide, made by Experience wise, That costly Med'cine for mis-judging Eyes. The Traveller bewilder'd asks the Way, And cautious shuns the Path where others stray: Come then, My Soul, exempt from every Care, Come, to the Royal Preacher lend an Ear; Attend the Monarch, whose unbounded Mind Made one Experiment for all Mankind, Past thro' the Lab'rinths that ensnare the Wise, Try'd all that's charming in the Miser's Eyes, Undaunted climb'd bright Honour's steep Ascent, And thro' the Round of sensual Pleasures went; Listen, while grey Experience tells the Truth; Nor fear Deception from her faithful Mouth.
In happy CANAAN, the World's Paradise, Where constant Harvests of rich Plenty rise; Where candid Milk and pleasant Honey flows In luscious Streams, and ev'ry Pleasure grows: In sacred SALEM, the belov'd and great, Where Canaan's Blessings all collected meet; Where HE who Empires crushes and sustains, Tremendous in His awful Temple reigns, And Clouds of sacred Incense early rise, Breathing Perfumes to the propitious Skies; Where foreign Merchants vend their richest Store, And Ophir-Ships import their golden Oar;

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The Fear and Wonder of the Nations round, Profuse in Wealth with endless Honours crown'd; Where, yearly, tributary Princes meet, To pay their Homage at their Sov'reign's Feet; There first my Lungs the vital Ether drew, And there the Light of Life first blest my View. Sprung from a Royal Sire, a Glorious Crown By heav'nly Designation was my own; Millions of loyal Heroes thro' the Land Confirm'd my Throne, and stoopt to my Command; The Sons of Jacob, Favourites of the Skies! At whose dread Name each Tyrant shrinks and dies, Mov'd at my Nod, their Sov'reign Law, my Will, The Dictates of my Tongue, their Oracle: While neighb'ring Sceptres yielded to my Sway, Ambitious of the Honour to obey; And gentle Peace her downy Pinions spread, Shadowing the Throne, and hovering round my Head, Nature and Art with Emulation strove, T' advance my Bliss, and every Grief remove. * 1.4 My Mind enlighten'd with a heav'nly Ray, Was calm as midnight Hours, and bright as Day, Deep as the vast Abyss, and vigorous as May; Freed from the Freaks of young Impertinence, And ripen'd by Experience into Sense. Thrice happy State! below but seldom found! A Heav'nly Paradise on earthly Ground! † 1.5
Come then, My Soul, this Season sure was lent To qualifie me for Experiment; That Men from my Experience may discern, Where lies their Bliss, and what to follow learn: Come, in this happy Juncture, let us try Wherein the Happiness of Man does lie;

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Pursue that unknown Something, whether hid She in the Bosom of the Wise abide, Or lie conceal'd in the enchanting Stream Of sensual Joys, where the Luxurious swim: Extend thy Searches wheresoe'er the Ray Of yon' bright Sun extends, and kindles Day: The dear, coy Nymph, which Mortals never saw, Where'er she lurks, from her Retirements draw. * 1.6 I said—And as an Eagle, Hunger-smit, Pours all his nimble Vigour into Flight, And thro' aërial Fields pursues his Prey, Swift as a Sun-Beam in the Blaze of Day: So flew my curious Mind thro' all the Plains, Where, in alluring Glory, SCIENCE reigns; With contemplative Eyes the Works explor'd, With which this spacious Universe is stor'd; The hidden Causes and the Ends of Things, And Order which from their Contexture springs; The Powers of immaterial Essences, And puzzling intellectual Mysteries; The Properties of Matter and its Laws, And each Phaenomenon from unseen Cause; The Wonders of the Planetary World, The Rules by which their ample Orbs are hurl'd; The boundless Regions of the fixed Stars, And Comets scatt'ring Pestilence and Wars. Descending thence, I took a wide Survey Of this vast Earth, and the unbounded Sea; From the tall Cedars that luxuriant spread Their stately Branches on Libanus' Head, To the small Hyssop blooming on the Wall Mould'ring to Dust, and nodding to its Fall, My Search extended: † 1.7 — While each studious Sage As my Assistant gladly did engage;

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To their learn'd Lectures eager I attend, Embrace what's right; what's corrigible, mend; Hypotheses upon Hypotheses They raise, and the well-fram'd Illusions please. * 1.8 My Enquiries thus finish'd I begun To view th' extensive Circuit I had run; If haply in the Maze of studious Thought True Happiness may with Success be sought: When struck, amaz'd, I call'd my Mind aside, And pausing deep—thus cry'd;
In tiresome Labours of the busy Brain I seek for Bliss; but ah! I seek in vain. Insinuating Sorrows still pervade The knowing Heart, and contemplative Head. † 1.9 This curious Itch is never satisfy'd With what is known, if aught continues hid, But eager pants and reaches after more, Pronouncing all in vain it knew before. Alass! what Glooms still hover o'er my Soul! And blended Clouds in close Succession roll! The clea est of my vast Discoveries lie Involv'd in Doubts and dark Uncertainty; And most of Things are wrapt in solid Glooms, Where a bright Beam of Knowledge never comes, Conceal'd forever from th' enquiring Sight In Caverns of imperviable Night. ‡ 1.10 The anxious Mind intense in the Pursuit, Faints with the Toil, but never tastes the Fruit; Perplexing Thoughts still ravage thro' the Brain, And twinge the Spirit with acutest Pain; And Melancholy, nurs'd with studious Care, Often erects her sooty Banner there; Hollow and sunk the poring Eye appears, And the dull Image of her Sorrows wears. § 1.11

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In Parts superior, then, what Profit lies? Alas! how small the Pleasure to be wise? 'Tis but to know how little can be known, * 1.12 To see our Ignorance and Weakness shown; To chase a Phantom, which our Chase outflies, And leaves us lagging, distant from the Prize.
This fail'd; I try'd one more Experiment, Still in Pursuit of Happiness intent. Delicate Mirth array'd in tempting Smiles, Pleasures surrounding in delicious Rills, Facetious Jests, and Laughter op'ning wide Her sprightly Jaws, with Hands on every Side, Present themselves, and promise perfect Bliss: † 1.13 〈◊〉〈◊〉 try'd,—but found them lying Vanities. This empty Mirth tends but to make me sad, And thou, unthinking Laughter! too, art mad. ‡ 1.14
Her Vigour next the generous Grape bestow'd, And sprightly Wine in liberal Glasses glow'd: My Palate I indulg'd; yet, lest Excess Shou'd cloy my Taste, and make the Pleasure less, Or Wisdom with intemperate Vapours blind, And in luxurious Puddles drown the Mind, My Reason still her Government maintain'd, And the bold Licence of the Taste restrain'd. § 1.15 But Happiness in Luxury and Wine I seek in vain, and Bliss is too Divine To lurk in Grapes: the Pleasures of the Taste Degrade the Man, and only suit the Beast.
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Columns were rais'd, which spacious Rooss o'erspread; Sculpture and Paint their various Charms display'd: Marble was taught to live, and Shade and Light With fair Illusions pleas'd the ravish'd Sight. And shining Gold its yellow Radiance spread Thro' all the Buildings: Burnish'd Brass display'd Its rougher Glories: All the Charms of Art Blaz'd on my Eye, and sought to win my Heart. * 1.16 But all the Pomp of glitt'ring Roofs and Walls, Of stately Chambers and embellish'd Halls Is nought but Vanity and empty Shew, And never free from rude, intrusive Woe. Shy Happiness abhors this useless State, And shuns the gaudy Buildings of the Great. Wood, Brass and Gold, by all the Powers of Art However form'd, can never ease the Heart.
Then in the sylvan Scene I sought for Bliss; I made me Vineyards, and I planted Trees. Unwithering Verdure, and eternal Blooms Form'd lovely Prospects, and diffus'd Perfumes. Perpetual Spring her numerous Beauties strew'd Thro' all my Groves, and blest the waving Wood. Refreshing Rills, thro' various Pipes convey'd, Their chearing Moisture thro' the Forest spread, And, murmuring, sooth'd the Ear; while Zephyrs mild Panted and breath'd thro' all the pleasant Wild. † 1.17 Here oft' I walk'd in sacred Solitude, And, unmolested, Happiness pursu'd;— In vain; for Happiness cou'd not be found Among the Groves in this delightful Ground.
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Around my sumptuous Table, and abroad When Pleasure call'd me, dazzled all the Road: Domestics home-born, and from every Clime, Of either Sex the Beauty and the Prime, Form'd my illustrious Retinue, and stood Waiting my Will, observant of my Nod. * 1.18 But ah! this proud Magnificence of State Can never make my Happiness compleat.
But Music, sure, that calms the boist'rous Breast, And sooths tumultuous Passions into Rest; That charms deep-fixt Anxieties away, Makes even moping Melancholy gay; The Hero's Breast with martial Ardour fires, And dire Despair herself with Ease inspires: Music will breathe refin'd, exalted Bliss Into my Soul, and lull me into Peace: I said. The Masters of the tuneful Art † 1.19 The utmost Pow'rs of Harmony exert. In sweetly-varying Strains the Music floats, While various Instruments try various Notes. But all these Strains are useless; I despair To find true Bliss in modulated Air.
Hitherto disappointed, I'll behold My vast Possessions, and unnumber'd Gold. The Riches of the World are in my Hand; Surrounding Monarchs, aw'd at my Command, With Wealth immense my spacious Treasures fill, And yield their choicest Blessings to my Will. My Cattle graze upon a thousand Hills, And feed unnumber'd in the fertile Vales. So various, so unbounded is my Store, The greediest Wish can comprehend no more.

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But still unsatisfy'd, from the Survey Scornful I turn'd my weary Eyes away, And cry'd, Bliss is not made of Dust and glitt'ring Clay.
Thus freely I indulg'd my Eyes to roll, And gave unbridl'd Licence to my Soul. Whate'er insatiate Appetite could crave, With lib'ral Hand, without Restraint, I gave. * 1.20 Not to indulge a Lust, was my Design, But act the Philosophic Libertine: I paus'd, I reason'd, and with Eye intense Observ'd the Issue of th' Experiments. But when the tedious Circuit I review'd, And all the anxious Labours I pursu'd, † 1.21 In which my restless Spirit toil'd with Pain, Seeking for Bliss with eager Wish in vain; I saw that all beneath the lower Skies Is abstract Vanity of Vanities. Oppressive Sorrows and Vexations grow In ev'ry State, in ev'ry Clime below. Nor for themselves need future Ages try ‡ 1.22 Th' Experiment; for all is Vanity. Anxieties in all Things earthly dwell, Which All alas! can feel, but none can tell. § 1.23
No Novelties present themselves to View, To tempt succeeding Ages to renew Th' Experiment, or Bliss below pursue. ** 1.24 In dull Succession early Pleasures run †† 1.25 In the same tedious Circle ever on. The Ear with antiquated Harmonies ‡‡ 1.26 Is cloy'd, and with accustom'd Sights the Eyes. The ever-moving Wheels of Nature run In the same Tract; in the same Tract the Sun §§ 1.27

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Rolls on his tiresome, everlasting Round; And still we tread the same old-fashion'd Ground.
Besides; the Intervals of Bliss we find Are short, uncertain, varying as the Wind. Death unsuspected in close Ambush lurks, And undermining still, our Ruin works. * 1.28 Whether we laugh or weep, or wake or sleep, He haunts us, ready on his Prey to leap. So the unthinking Rovers of the Air, Caught unexpected, flutter in the Snare. So finny Shoals rush heedless into Death, Dragg'd to the Land, and gasp in vain for Breath.
But see! above the Earth, beyond the Skies, What charming Scenes, what brighter Prospects rise! There the Paternal Mind, the Source of Good, Feeds His own Offspring with immortal Food. There Happiness in full Perfection grows; And restless Souls enjoy a calm Repose; A Bliss proportion'd to the widest Wish; Ever enjoy'd, yet ever new and fresh. Hail happy Realms! the Bliss we seek below In vain, is only to be found in you.
Soon (welcome Prospect!) the bright Hour will come That wafts us to our blest celestial Home: Soon into Dust this brittle Frame will fall; The Soul return to her Original; † 1.29 Return exulting from her long Exile In this dark Dungeon, and laborious Toil: There dwell forever with her Father-GOD, And find the Bliss before not understood.
Then since the Happiness of Mortals lies Beyond the Bounds of these inferior Skies,

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The only Happiness they here can share, Is for those blissful Regions to prepare.
Thro' various Mazes then at length we come * 1.30 To this Conclusion as the total Sum.
Fear thy Creator God with filial Awe, And all thy Life observe His holy Law. † 1.31
Chuse as thy constant Path this heav'nly Plan; 'Tis the whole Duty, the whole Bliss of Man; ‡ 1.32 The only Point where Happiness is fixt, Pleasures in this World, greater in the next. Tir'd of my fruitless Scarches, here I rest, With this Discovery pleas'd, content and blest.
IV. I said, I will be wise: but it was far from me. (Compos'd when a Student, Nov. 12. 1744.)
HOW rough, how steep, and intricate the Way To Knowledge, and the Worlds of mental Day! How thick the Gloom, how dark the dismal Night That stops the Dawn of Intellectual Light! Thro' what vast Labyrinths my Feet must rove, Ere I obtain the shining Pearl I love! At first it seems at Hand, just in Embrace; And thus allures me to the endless Chace: But as I run, new Wonders strike my Eyes; "Hills peep o'er Hills, and Alps on Alps arise." § 1.33

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As Knowledge, so new Objects still increase; The more I know, I seem to know the less. One Thing presents another quite unknown; A third starts up in View, ere that be gone; 'Till endless Crowds in long Succession rise, And spread Amazement o'er my gazing Eyes. So the etherial Bow, of various Dye, Immensely distant, shews its Colours nigh: The witless Trav'ler, fond of rearer Views, With fruitless Steps th' illusive Shade pursues, 'Till tir'd, bewilder'd, hopeless of his Aim, He rests, and blushes with ignoble Shame.
While one Idea dances in my Brain, Another rising drives it out again. I loose the Treasures of Conceptions past: The Gain is lost, but studious Labours last. So while on Sand a Man his Foot-steps guides, One Foot makes Way, the other backward slides.
Wasted in fruitless Toils, thus pass my Hours; And sacred Truth o'ercomes these feeble Pow'rs. Long last the Glooms of native Ignorance, And by slow Steps to Knowledge we advance. But this dark State will not forever last, This Infancy of Being soon is past: The Soul matur'd, and freed from cumbrous Clay, Shall then rejoice in everlasting Day: Serene employ her clevated Pow'rs On Truths too dazzling for this World of ours.
If Darkness, then, must still surround my Head, 'Till heav'nly Light succeed to Death's dark Shade; Be it my Study and my constant Care For that important Moment to prepare,

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Lest then, secluded from the Realms of Light, I sink forever in more dismal Night. O may the Sun of Righteousness arise, On a bewilder'd Wretch! Then shall my Eyes Discern the happy Path that leads to Bliss, Where perfect Knowledge, and where JESUS is.
VI. Of Him, and thro' Him, and to Him are all Things. Rom. 11. ult.
THOU only Good! Eternal ALL! What am I when compar'd with THEE! A Piece of animated Clay; An Atom sporting in thy Ray — The Loss would be but small, Should I again to Non-Existence fall: Nay, if thy Glory might but rise, Cheerful my Being I'd resign, And fall a willing Sacrifice To gain a Purpose so divine, So much more worthy than this little Life of Mine!
VII. ANOTHER.
I.
WHAT IS great God! and what IS NOT, Should BE, and NOT BE, to thy Praise: Then, if my Non-Existence should but raise, Thy Glory, I'm content thy Hand should blot Me from the Rank of Being, and conclude my Days. 'Tis owing to thy Glory that I AM, And fit I should NOT BE, if that might raise thy Name. Should I relapse to Nothing, scarce Would it appear a Blank in thy vast Universe.

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II.
Thou art th' eternal Source and Spring Of Being and of Possibility: Thy wise omnific Hand can bring Non-Entity TO BE: Then with a Sov'reign Nod Thou can'st remand The vast Productions of thy Hand, To dreary Nothing whence they came,— And be it so, if that might glorify thy Name!
III.
Ah! what are Worlds compar'd with Thee, Great everlasting ALL! But Atoms hov'ring in the Air, Bubbles and Vanity, That at thy great Command appear, And at thy Word to nothing fall, Whose Pleasure gives them Leave TO BE. Thou viewest, independent, from on high, A Sparrow or a Hero die, Atoms or Systems moulder into Dust, And now a World, and now a Bubble burst. * 1.34
IV.
Yet since Thy Hand did build my Frame With Pow'r and Skill Divine, And in my Life Thy glorious Name Does more illustrious shine; O! let me still exist,—But to Thy Praise, That out of Nothing did me raise.

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VIII. Sinful Immortality worse than Non-Existence.
1.
THOU only HOLY! To Thy Name 'Tis fit eternal Praise be given, By all the Things Thy Hands did frame, Thro' the wide Earth, and wider Heav'n.
2.
Being itself becomes a Curse, When not employ'd, Great GOD! for Thee: And Life estrang'd from Thee is worse Ten thousand Times than not to Be.
3.
Better to Non-Existence sink, Or turn to elemental Clay, Than sleep and laugh, and eat and drink My precious Hours in vain away.
4.
Were there no Ground to hope and plead Thy Grace may form my Soul a new, How should I wish to be unmade, And drop to Nothing from Thy View!
5.
For Oh! the dire Disease of Sin Has canker'd all my active Pow'rs; Corrodes my languid Soul within, And all her vital Strength devours.
6.
The Vigour of my Soul is spent On low Pursuits and empty Joys: But ah! how feeble, cold and faint, When to my GOD I try to rise!
7.
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8.
If, contemplative, I retire With Things eternal to converse; My Heart, that restless Wanderer, Rambles thro' the wide Universe.
9.
Or if before Thy Gracious Throne, I humbly bend the suppliant Knee, Languors oppress my Spirit down, I cannot, cannot rise to Thee!
10.
And when in some celestial Song, I pay my Homage to Thy Name; The Anthem dies upon my Tongue; Nor feels my Breast the heav'nly Flame.
11.
So when I view the sacred Page, Where Love and Light united shine, Cold Criticisms my Thoughts engage, Quite blind to Beauties more Divine.
12.
Almighty GOD! With pitying Eye, Behold these useless Faculties! Restore Thy fallen Progeny, That deep immers'd in Ruin lies.
13.
Say, shall my Being still be vain! Oh! shall I never serve my GOD! Then Life itself's a tedious Pain; And gladly I'd lay down the Load.
14.
Oh! shall my Immortality Be spent t' offend Thy dearest Name! No! Rather let me cease to Be, And sink to Nothing whence I came.
15.
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And while eternal Ages roll, Joyful I'll live and act for Thee.
16.
When Nature dies, and Day and Night Measure the Flux of Time no more, In brighter Worlds, with long Delight, The Hands that made me I'll adore.
IX. A Clergyman's Reflections on hearing of the Death of one of his pious Parishoners. Dec. 5. 1750.
I.
ONE more of my Dear Flock is gone T' appear before th' Eternal Throne, And pass the grand decisive Test: "Ashes to Ashes, Dust to Dust." Surviving Friends with Tears entrust, There 'til the General Doom to rest.
II.
The Soul, dismiss'd from cumb'rous Clay, Expatiates in eternal Day, And with the Great Immortals dwells: The Dawn of Immortality With Scenes unknown surprize the Eye, And Wonders vast and new reveals.
III.
Thus while I'm dreaming Life away, Or Books and Study fill the Day, My Flock is dying one by one; Convey'd beyond my warning Voice, To endless Pains, or endless Joys, For ever happy, or undone!

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IV.
I too 'ere long must yield my Breath; My Mouth for ever shut in Death; Nor sound the Gospel Trumpet more: Then may I, while they're in my Reach, With Fervuor pray, with Fervour preach, And eager eatch the flying Hour!
V.
Almighty Grace! my Zeal enflame; Oh! free me from this sluggish Frame; And fire my Breast with vig'rous Love. Oh! teach me that divinest Art, To reach the Conscience, warm the Heart, And all the tender Passions move.
VI.
Then when I must resign my Trust, And at Thy Word relapse to Dust, Undaunted I shall meet Thy Throne; Joyful present, without a Spot, The Children by Thy Word begot, And hear Thy Voice pronounce, "WELL DONE."
X. The Soul releas'd by Death. * 1.35
I.
ACTIVE Spark of heav'nly Fire, In a Clod of Earth confin'd, Ever fluttering to aspire To the Great PATERNAL MIND; Strugling still with upward Aim To mingle with thy native Flame!

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Death soon will break this Pris'n of Clay, And give thee Leave to spring away; Then to thy native Regions go, There with th' Etherial Flames to glow.
II.
Come, thou shining Hour, appear! Happy Moment, Oh draw near!— 'Tis come! — I feel the purple Stream Stagnate; in misty Darkness swim My dizzy Eyes confus'd and dim; Bedew'd with could and clammy Sweat; The dancing Pulses cease to beat; In vain I gasp for Breath — Strange! Can this be Death?
III.
Hark! Th' Angelic Envoy say, "Sister Spirit, come away, "Drop the Cumber of the Clay, "And with thy Kindred join"— Angels, I come; conduct me on: Instruct me in a World unknown, In Mysteries Divine: Instruct me unexperienc'd Stranger how To act as the Immortals do; To think, and speak, and move like you: Teach me the Senses to supply, To see without the Optics of an Eye; The Music of your Songs to hear Without the Organ of an Ear.
IV.
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How active and how Strange! O happy Place! O blissful State! Welcome Felicity compleat! Welcome amazing, happy Change!
V.
And is this then Eternity! And am I safely landed here! No more to Sin, no more to die, No more to sigh, or shed a Tear! — My Soul! can this be I? I, who just now imprison'd dwelt In yonder World of Woe and Guilt! Just now shudd'ring, trembling, sighing, Startled at the Thought of dying! Am I indeed the same? Or is it all a pleasing Dream?— The very same! — Ye heav'nly Choirs! Cherubic and Seraphic Fires! Come, assist my labouring Tongue; Sound aloud the grateful Song; Assist a Stranger to express His Thanks to rich unbounded Grace — JESUS! th' unbounded Grace was thine, Who bled and languished on the Tree, And bore infinite Pains for me, To raise me thus to Joys Divine. And do I see Thy Face at last, O my Dear, incarnate GOD! And has Thy Love Thy Servant plac'd In this Thy shining, blest Abode! Enough! — Thy Bounty gives me more Than I could think or wish before.

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XI. Gratitude and Impote••••••
NOT all the shining Saints on high Owe so much Gratitude as I; Not all the mourning Saints below A Deot so vast and boundless owe. From me the highest Praise should rise, Oblig'd by such unequall'd Ties. My Breast with warmer Zeal should burn, With deeper tend'rer Sorrows mourn, Than Gabriel that surrounds the Throne, Than any Wretch beneath the Sun. For I of all the Race that fell, Deserve the lowest Place in Hell; And I of all the ransom'd Race, Am most in Debt to Sovereign Grace. Ye Saints, no more yourselves abase, But yield to me the lowest Place: No more my rightful Claim contest To offer Praise above the Rest.
Yet, Oh my GOD! there's not a Saint, That sobs in secret his Complaint, That calls himself the very First Of Sinners, and his Case the worst; There's not a Saint, but (to my Shame) Presents more Glory to Thy Name, But serves Thee with a warmer Zeal, And with more Fervour does Thy Will.
Kind Angels! Will You raise on high His Praise, and my Defects supply! Oh! will You pay, in nobler Song, The Debt of my unskilful Tongue! And you, Dear Saints! Will you below, Help me to pay the Debt I owe!

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No doubt the Blessings You receive, Exceed the highest Thanks you give; Yet sure, You can't refuse to join To pay a Debt so vast as mine.
All-gracious GOD! the Thanks receive, From others, which these Lips should give. And Oh! forgive a Worm that mourns, Because he can make no Returns.
XII. The universal Lamentation. * 1.36
I.
WHEN Heav'n with a vindictive Frown Throws an aspiring Monarch down, The trembling Nation takes th' Alarm. And when we view the wide Champaign Soak'd with the Blood of Heroes slain, The softest Passions wake, and every Bosom warm.

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II.
The softest Passions wake and mourn, When Sons of Honour, nobly born, Are sold for Slaves in barb'rous Climes. 'The Wretch that on the Gibbet hangs Moves in us sympathethic Pangs, Tho' self-destroy'd he dies for his own scarlet Crimes.

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III.
Th' importunate and helpless Poor, Naked and famish'd at our Door; The Widow and the Fatherless; The melancholy House where Pain, Sickness and Death and Sorrows reign, Dissolve the gen'rous Heart to softest Tenderness.
IV.
But from our Hearts if Death should rend Some darling Relative or Friend, How we bewall the mould'ring Dust! Our Life is Grief, our Breath is Sighs, Our Days are Glooms, and from our Eyes Torrents of ever-flowing Sorrows burst.
V.
But what are Thrones or Monarchs sunk, Or Fields with Blood of Heroes drunk, Or Lords in barb'rous Climes confin'd! Ah! what are Lumps of breathing Clay, That into Ruin pine away, What, when compar'd with one immortal Mind!
VI.
Th' immortal Mind! a heav'nly Spark, Lost and extinguish'd in the Dark! By Sin seduc'd, by Sin undone!— Let all superfluous Sorrows cease; And Deluges of Tears, for this, For this alone! gush forth and unremitted run!
VII.
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Forgetful of their noble Birth, Despise the Great PATERNAL MIND, So bright, so fair, so good, so kind, And loose their heav'nly Essence in ignoble Earth!
VIII.
Souls ransom'd by the vital Blood And Death of an incarnate GOD, Insult his dying Groans and Cries; And still, remorseless, dare commit The Sins that pierc'd His Hands and Feet, And rack'd his tortur'd Soul with twinging Agonies!
IX.
The mild, propitious, heav'nly Dove Desends from his own Realms of Love, To strive with unrelenting Souls: In vain;—the Rebels love their Chains, And Sin, the Tyrant, Sov'reign reigns, And ev'ry heav'nly Tendency controuls.
X.
The Voice of Mercy sounds aloud, And offers a Redeemer's Blood, Eternal Joys, and heav'nly Crowns: But still, with stiff unyielding Neck, The gracious Offer they reject, And rather perish of their mortal Wounds.
XI.
Eager with full Career they run In Chase of Pleasures, 'til undone, Nor pause at Mercy's loudest Call: Dancing with inadvertent Feet Round the dire Borders of the Pit, 'Til helpless, unexpected, down they fall.

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XII.
There are (delightful Thought!) a Fow Who the unbeaten Path pursue, That leads to purer Joys on high: Transporting Sight! but Oh! how rare! While mournful Prospects every where Glare on our Eyes, and Thousands round us die!
XIII.
And shall they unlamented die!— Come every tender Heart and Eye, Join in the Lamentation, join! Fr〈…〉〈…〉th my Eyes let Rivers flow, And Floods of sympathetic Woe Gush from this adamantine Heart of mine.
XIV.
Ye Sons of Levi! Sacred Train! That spend your Breath and Strength in vain, That toil and sow, but seldom reap; See thoughtless Mortals, in your Eye, Deaf to your loudest Warnings, die! Behold the mournful Scene, ye sacred Tribe! and weep!
XV.
See your dear Fellow-Men undone, While shock'd, astonish'd, you look on, But can, alas, yield no Relief! Yet sure you may indulge your Tears, And ev'n o'er those that stop their Ears, Vent your full Hearts in Streams of useless Grief.
XVI.
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Or are your Bowels form'd of Stone? See how ungrateful Worms despise JESUS the Darling of your Eyes! See the dear Souls you love by their own Hands undone!
XVII.
Ye gen'rous Souls! whose Bosoms bleed O'er some dear Creature cold and dead, Some dearer Self torn from your Heart; Forbear your useless Tears, and turn The Stream from them, and only mourn The cruel Hands that kill their own immortal Part.
XVIII.
Come all ye Sons of Adam, join; Mingle your flowing Griefs with mine; Let Groans tumultuous heave your Lungs. But you alas! refuse your Tears; And waste them on inferior Cares; Or lull yourselves to Ease with Luxury and Song.
XIX.
Angels! that charm the list'ning Skies With everlasting Harmonies, Say, Have Ye ne'er a mourning String? O! while your Songs transport the Poles, Raise one sad Note for Kindred-Souls, Your Kindred lost to you, revolted from your King!
XX.
Fountain of Day and cheerful Light Why should the Gloomy Sons of Night, The Radiance of thy Beams abuse? The Mourner's sable Dress assume, And wrap the Globe in Midnight Gloom; Why should they see the Light who Works of Darkness chuse?

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XXI.
Ye Lamps of Heav'n that nightly burn, O'er brighter Flames extinguish'd mourn, As wakeful you survey the World. Regent of Night! Resplendent Moon! Bewail the Scenes of Lewdness done, While thro' the silver Shades thy ample Orb is whirl'd.
XXII.
Ye Winds that gently fan the Air, Or ravage in fierce Tempests there, Expend your Breath in Groans and Sighs: Disgusting Joys of heav'nly Kind, Immortal Spirits feed on Wind, And eager pant for airy Vanities.
XXIII.
Ye Thunders groan from Cloud to Cloud, Roar your majestic Sorrows loud, O'er Worms that scorn JEHOVAH's Voice. Tempests, and Hurricanes and Storms, Bewail in all your dreadful Forms, The more pernicious Storm that Human Kind destroys.
XXIV.
Ye Clouds that lightly float in Air, Or roll in heavy Oceans there, Weep on a wretched World below. Soft Dews and fruitful Show'rs, bewail Th' ungrateful Plants, that constant feel The Show'rs of Grace distil, but never fruitful grow.
XXV.
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And in Meandrine Circuits flow; Exhaust in Tears your liquid Store, And murmur Grief; or swell and pour Your useless Chanels dry in Deluges of Woe.
XXVI.
And thou immense, majestic Main, Let not thy Billows roll in vain; But swell each Billow to a Tear; Mortals the Pleasures disesteem That roll their plenteous Chrystal Stream In Paradise; and thirst for sordid Pleasures here.
XXVII.
Sweet Mourner! melancholy Dove, And all ye Songsters of the Grove, Let tuneful Sorrows swell your Throats; You warble gratest Songs of Praise, And join with heav'nly Choirs to raise Your Maker's Name; but Mortals will not join the Notes.
XXVIII.
Ye fierce, rapacious Beasts of Prey, That in the horrid Desert stray, Thro' the rough Wild your Sorrows roar: Men put your Savage Natures on, Renounce the Mildness of their own, And Tyger-like, their Fellow-Men devour.
XXIX.
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Lament the wretched Animal, Fashion'd by Nature rational, Degraded by himself, and one of you become.
XXX.
Let all Things mourn: Let Rocks and Stones Learn Sympathy, and burst to Groans, And senseless Marble learn to melt: Marble will weep, and Rocks relent Sooner than stubborn Hearts repent, And contrite wail their own oppressive Guilt.
XXXI.
O Thou All-Good, Paternal Mind! Pity the Crowds of Human Kind, Whose Hearts are hearden'd from Thy Fear. The Madness of the Wretch controul, Who ruins his immortal Soul, Without acute Remorse, without a pitying Tear.
XXXII.
JESUS! Thy tender Griefs did stream O'er Obstinate Jerusalem, Thy dying Breath implor'd "FORGIVE:" O! may Thy soft Compassions move, And Thy unconquerable Love Constrain a dying World to turn and live!
XXXIII.
Then shall the glad Creation smile, New Pleasures every Bosom fill, And Sin and Death and Sorrow die: Angels with sevenfold Ardours flame, And sound new Praises to Thy Name, While Mortals join below, and to their Song reply.

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XIII. The Aspiration.
I.
EAGER, craving, hungry Soul, All thy loose Desires controul: Anxious, restless Spirit, cease To search inferior Skies for Bliss: Flutt'ring, panting, wild Desires, Recall, abate your sprightly Fires: Upward guide the quivering Flame, There unremitted let it glow: There purer Joys than Wealth or Fame, Lasting, satisfying, grow.
II.
Sparks with nat'ral upward Aim, Wheeling, quivering, still aspire, To mix with elemental Fire: Come then, active heav'n-born Flame, Hov'ring, trembling, restless Spark, Still twinkling, sparkling in the Dark, Heav'nward, Homeward active tend, And to thy Kindred Flames ascend. Conscious of thy superior Birth Generous spurn ignoble Earth; Exert thy Vigour, spring away To Regions of eternal Day: No more obscur'd in Glooms below, Soar with thy kindred Flames to glow.
III.
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Once they were struggling here below, Fainting, opprest, as thou art now; Yet to their native Element aspir'd.
O! the Bliss, the Joy they feel! Raptures succeed to Raptures still, And in their Bosoms ever burn: Then my Soul with soaring Wing, To thy great Companions spring; Nor linger here to weep and mourn.
XIV. The Soul early estranged from its Divine Parent.
FATHER of Spirits! why, ah! why Should thy own Offspring be so shy? This Soul inspir'd by thee so late, Her bright Original forget? So soon forget her heav'nly Birth, And basely grovel in the Earth?
But a few Years their Rounds have run, Since first my Infant-Life begun: 'Till then, in native Nothing's Shade I lay infinite Years unmade; And but for thy creating Will, Had slept in dreary Nothing still. "Let Nothing spring to Life," Thy Tongue Pronounc'd, and straight to Life it sprung. Thou only art my Father, Thou My Author and Preserver too.
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Enslav'd to Flesh, and Lust and Sense, Reluctant to aspire from thence: With gilded Toys familiar grown, Her Father lost, unsought, unknown. Not so my Child: His Infant Tongue, Owns me the Parent whence he sprung: His little fondling Actions show What grateful Passions inward glow: Joying he rests in my Embrace, Or fondling round me smiles and plays: From real or imagin'd Harms, Flies for Protection to my Arms; And thus, with undesigning Tongue, Upbraids me of ungrateful Wrong.
Ah! shall this Child return to me, A warmer Love than I to Thee! To Thee the universal Cause, Whence Nature her Existence draws. Thou gracious Author of my Frame, A wand'ring Prodigal reclaim. From glitt'ring Toys my Soul recall, To Thee her bright Original. Allure me to my Father's Arms By Thy own uncreated Charms.
XV. A Survey of human Nature.
The INTRODUCTION.
WHILE inconsiderate here I play The uncertain Trifle, Life, away, Let me indulge a solemn Hour, And view the Race of Adam o'er; On Contemplation's Pinions rove To Worlds below and Worlds above.

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What different Scenes around me rise! What different Prospects strike mine I 〈◊〉〈◊〉! What strange, what various Characters The self-same human Nature wears!
I. PART. HEAVEN.
See in the fair celestial Plains, Releas'd from Sin, and Death, and Pains, How, clad in Robes of Light Divine, Human Immortals glorious shine! The mean, inglorious Sons of Earth, With Angels of celestial Birth, On Ever-Green, in blissful Bow'rs, Pass their eternal social Hours. No more expos'd to lurking Snares, No more perplext with trifling Cares, No more the eager starving Mind Would feed on Vanity and Wind; But Chrystal Springs of Pleasure burst, And gently flow, and quench the Thirst. The Tree of Life luxuriant spreads Its fragrant Shade above their Heads; And shook with gentle Breezes, pours Its Fruits around in golden Show'rs. Still eager, still uncloy'd, the Blest Th' immortalizing Apples taste. Grim Death with all his ghastly Train Attempts to enter there in vain, Heart-bursting Groans and heaving Sighs No more attempt to swell and rise.
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While, lost in Wonder still, they see The GOD that bled upon the Tree? Fir'd with immortal Transports rove O'er all the Wonders of his Love: Unweary'd the dear Theme pursue; Still view'd, yet still beyond their View: From Wonders still to Wonders rise, 'Til lost in vast Infinities: Dazzled with sweet Excess of Light, For strong Seraphic Eyes too bright. Their Knowledge brightens more and more; And what they know not, they adore. The high celestial Arches ring With Hallelujahs while they sing; The Hills, the Dales, the Fountains round With sweetest Harmony resound.
Say, my bright kindred Spirits, say, Dare an Inhabitant of Clay, Direct his Hope and wishful Eye, To share with you in Joys on high? Hope in some humble Place to sit Amongst your Thrones, or at your Feet? Or does his stagrant Guilt deny Th' Ambition of a Wish so high?
Once You, in dull Mortality, Were struggling and opprest, like me; Allur'd with tempting Vanities, And the false World's ensnaring Lies: Unruly Passions in your Hearts; Wounded with Satan's fiery Darts: Thro' thousand Dangers fought your Way; Trembling to fall a helpless Prey:

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Trembling to lose the glorious Prize, You now enjoy above the Skies.
Say, Human Angels! by what Art Did you subdue th' unruly Heart? O'er the ensnaring World prevail, And all the Stratagems of Hell? O! tell me whence your Vict'ry came?— And was it from the bleeding Lamb!* 1.37 Blest JESUS! be my Guide, my Strength; And I shall triumph too at length.
O! did the Sons of Men below, The perfect Bliss above but know; O could they dart a piercing Eye Thro' the blue Curtains of the Sky; And view in what Perfection there Some of their Family † 1.38 appear; To what Degrees an human Mind, May be exalted and refin'd; How would they nobly soar, and spurn This Earth, and all its Trifles scorn; With brave Ambition Heav'nward aim, And all inferior Joys disclaim; Gen'rous break thro' the narrow Rounds Of Time and all created Bounds; Break thro', and wing'd with strong Desire, To pure celestial Joys aspire!
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Eternal GOD! erect our Souls; Nor let them grovel here like Moles. O! teach a downward World to rise; And seek to gain their native Skies.
II. PART. HELL.
But Oh!—what dismal Scenes of Woe Open in yonder Gulph below! See! how the fiery Surges swell, And dash against the Cope of Hell. The sulph'rous undulating Flames Thro' the thick Gloom shed awful Gleams; Pale Gleams that but expose to Sight The Horrors of eternal Night. * 1.39 Ah! there, forever, ever lost, On these dire Billows ever tost, Some of my wretched Kindred roar, Feeling the Flames they scorn'd before. When Mercy call'd, they would not turn; Now Mercy frowns, and they must burn. Now Justice makes the Rebels feel The Tortures of the restless Wheel. Now nail'd to Racks of endless Pain, They cry for some Relief in vain. Deep Groans and Screams torment the Air, The horrid Language of Despair. The Vulture, Conscience, preys within; Once charming, now tormenting Sin In all her hellish Colours glares, And pays her Slaves the long Arrears For all the painful Drudgery done— Sad Wages! worse by far than none.

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Ah! how 'ey writhe, and agonize! How wildly stare their flaming Eyes! No Heart can think, no Language tell, No Fancy paint the Pains they feel.
Yet in their greatest Pains they own The Justice of th' Eternal Throne. "Justice! all Justice! still they cry; "By our own Folly here we lie. "Where should we lie but in this Pit, "Who made ourselves for Heav'n unfit? "Alas! should Heav'n her Gates display, "And take us to the Realms of Day; "We Sons of Darkness, back to Night "Would shrink, confounded with the Sight. "And in these Glooms make our Abode, "Rather than see a holy GOD. "While sinful Passions rule our Breast, "Not Heav'n itself can make us blest. "Impossible we should be sav'd, "While thus corrupted and deprav'd. "Nor do these raging Flames refine "Our Spirits from the Dross of Sin; "But still we harden in the Fire, "And still our Lusts new Strength acquire, "The Bliss we would not have, we lose; "And have the Portion that we chose."
O! did surviving Mortals know The Pains their Kindred feel below; O! did they know the dire Reward For all the Slaves of Sin prepar'd; How would they shrink from Vice's Charms, And thrust the Monster from their Arms! The smooth broad Road with Trembling shun, Where Thousands walk'd, and were undone!

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At the loud Call of Mercy stop, And eager catch the offer'd Hope!
But all these real Terrors seem But frightful Tales and Dreams to them. Their Fellow-Sinners die around; They lay their Reliques in the Ground: The ghastly Corpse they only view, But Oh! could they the Soul pursue; Pursue her t'other Side of Death, To her eternal Home beneath; What Terrors would alarm the Heart! How would the thoughtless Sinner start! What Fear the Hypocrite surprize, And tear away his base Disguise!
Or might abandon'd Ghosts again Visit the Earth, and talk with Men: Might they in human Ears proclaim The Torture of infernal Flame: In Characters majestic draw The Honours of th' insulted Law: Sin and its heavy Punishment In their infernal Colours paint: With flaming Tongues aloud expose, The crying scarlet Guilt of those Who dare neglect a dying GOD, And trifle with redeeming Blood: How would a sleeping World awake, And conscious Guilt confounded quake! Security should take th' Alarm, And shudder at th' impending Harm. Hardy Prophaneness learn to shrink; And thoughtless Luxury to think. Misers no more with Gold bewitch'd, Should damn themselves to be enrich'd.

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No more the Proud for empty Fame, Should sink in everlasting Shame. No more th' insulted Heavens should hear The dull Formality of Prayer; But flaming high, Devotion's Fire In Zeal importunate aspire. Spiritless Breath and languid Zeal No more eternal Truths reveal; Nor cold Harangues, or Trifles vain, The solemn Pulpit more prophane. The Thunders of the Law should sound, And hardy Sinners tremble round: JESUS allure with winning Charms Despairing Sinners to his Arms.
So Fancy dreams.—But if the Law Fails to inspire a pious Awe, And even the Gospel cannot draw; In vain Apostles from the Dead Might Thunder Wrath, and urge and plead In vain infernal Messengers Would try t' alarm presumptuous Ears. The trembling Fright would soon be o'er, And all ascrib'd to Fancy's Pow'r. Or frequent Apparitions grow Familiar, and be treated so.
III. PART. EARTH.
Now to the Earth I turn my Eyes: And strange! what diff'rent Prospects rise! Here Honour glitters, Riches shine, And Pleasure's various Forms combine: There meagre Poverty, Disgrace, And sullen Griefs usurp the Place.

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Here Health her blooming Visage shews, Clad in the Lilly and the Rose: There Sickness groans and pines in Bed, And scarcely lifts his fainting Head. Here the unthinking jovial Crowd Dissolve in Mirth, and laugh aloud; While Music all her Charms employs To lull their Cares, and wake their Joys: But hark! how Melancholy moans, And solitary Sorrow groans, Here Luxury her Table spreads, And, squeamish, on her Dainties feeds: There Hunger gnaws, and starving Want Unpity'd vents his vain Complaint. Prophaneness lifts her impious Eyes, And mocks the Thunder of the Skies; Presumes with daring Tongue invoke The Vengeance of the ling'ring Stroke While here and there a pious Sigh, And humble Pray'r ascend the Sky; JEHOVAH hears, and with a Smile Lays the dread Thunder by awhile. The Ways of Vice are still pursu'd By the triumphant Multitude; Sin high-applauded walks the Street, And tramples Virtue with his Feet: Yet an unfashionable Few Virtue's untrodden Path pursue. These are the Pillars of the Land, And by their Pray'rs whole Nations stand; When they are gone, Wrath shall be hurl'd To blast and burn a guilty World.
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Some landing on th' eternal Shore, The Dangers of Life's Ocean o'er; While others ent'ring on the Stage Of Life, begin their youthful Age.
The CONCLUSION.
But who can tell the various Views, The various Projects Man pursues? The States, Conditions, Characters, In which Humanity appears?
O! were our narrow Views more wide, Did human Race our Cares divide; The tender social Tear would rise; The social Bosom sympathize. The Heart of Charity would bleed, And round her gentle Influence shed. Benevolence would open wide The generous Wish, to none deny'd. Nay, Vice appal'd in her Career, Should feel Remorse and drop a Tear. Oppression break her Rod of Steel, And senseless Tyrants Pity feel.
XVI. Whom have I in Heaven but Thee? And there is none upon Earth I desire besides Thee. My Flesh and my Heart faileth; but Thou art the Strength of my Heart, and my Portion forever. Ps. lxxiii. 25, 26.
FOUNTAIN of Good! from Thee incessant flow The Streams of Bliss that cheer the World below. The Charms of Nature in her fairest Dress Are but faint Copies of Thy fairer Face.

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As some sweet Flow'r, when vernal Suns infuse The vegetative Soul, and fertile Dews, Impearl the Grass, its painted Foliage spreads, Blooms fair and gay, and fragrant Odours sheds; But when the Sun withdraws his genial Ray, Contracts its Beauties, droops and pines away: So at Thy Smiles, the wide Creation blooms; But should'st Thou frown, Horrors and dismal Glooms Would cover All; Deformity would reign; All Nature die, and Chaos come again.
Unnumber'd Worlds, thro' boundless Aether lost, Are clad by Thee in all their Charms they boast. Impell'd by Thee, the mighty Spheres roll on, And Nature's ample Wheels harmonious run. Thy Glory twinkles thro' the Midnight Sky, From thousand Golden Lamps suspended high In azure Vaults. Yon' boundless Source of Day, That flames from Age to Age without Decay, That cheers surrounding Worlds with vital Rays, Is but a Gleam from Thee; whose brighter Face, Dazzles the Eyes of Angels as they gaze: Who sit'st enthron'd, insufferably bright, In the Recesses of eternal Light.
Thy Goodness in the vernal Seasons blooms; From Thee the Rose derives its rich Perfumes. By Thee the Groves are in their Verdure clad, And Plains and Vales with flow'ry Carpets spread. Eternal All! what is this lovely Frame But a faint Transcript of Thy glorious Name?
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Th' exalted Genius, the celestial Fire Of Piety, Thy Spirit did inspire.
'Twas thou Fidelio form'd in Friendship's Mould, And stampt the social Virtues on his Soul; The candid Temper, and the Heart sincere, Thee their divine Original declare.
When Chara, the Companion of my Life, The chastest, mildest, tenderest, kindest Wife; The Honour and the Beauty of her Sex; Whom every Grace and every Virtue decks: When she blooms on my Sight in all her Charms, And every correspondent Passion warms; I farther look; and thro' this radiant Glass Gaze on the brighter Beauties of thy Face.
Thus Mortals read some Letter of thy Name, On every Pin in this amazing Frame: View some reflected Beams of Charms Divine Break thro' Thy Works, and with bright Radiance shine But O! how far the loveliest Creatures fall Beneath th' immensely bright Original! Thou Excellence unknown, divinely fair! Shew us what uncreated Beauties are. Reveal THYSELF! Let trembling Mortals see Th' unrival'd Glories that beam forth in Thee. The borrow'd Beauties of Thy Works but raise The restless Pant to view Thy brighter Face; But warms the eager Wish, that breaks thro' all The Ranks of Creatures to th' Original: But O! 'tis Thou, 'tis Thou alone canst fill The boundless Wish, and bid the Pant be still. Without Thee, every Charm insipid grows, And the aspiring Soul finds no Repose.

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In Quest of Thee she flies; in Quest of Thee Roves thro' the Mazes of Immensity, Restless, bewilder'd. O my only Joy! Reveal Thyself; these Cravings satisfy: Fill this unbounded Void; nor let me more For solid Bliss created Bounds explore
Oh! if Thy Goodness will not satisfy These boundless Aims, why were they rais'd so high? Why was I curs'd with this immortal Mind, This Dignity of Thought, these Pow'rs refined; O! why, if Thou wilt ever, ever hide Thyself, and leave them still unsatisfy'd?
Far better had I flourish'd for a Day A fading Flow'r beneath the quick'ning Ray Of vernal Suns; or with my Fellow-Brutes Roam'd o'er the trackless Waste in low Pursuits, Graz'd the green Mead, or unmolested lain, And stretch'd my careless Bulk in some wild Den, Sleeping dull Life away; nor fear'd my Doom From Evil past, or present or to come. O envy'd Lot to mine! if I must pass My Immortality far from Thy Face; Whether on Earth, in Air, or Heaven I dwell, If Thou art absent, every Place is Hell.
Advance me to the Grandeur of a Throne, And let me call the Universe my own; Let Planetary Worlds my Nod obey, And Earth and Ocean reverence my Sway: Yet, if depriv'd of Thy auspicious Smile, I shall be curst, abandon'd, wretched still.
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Angelic Harps their sweetest Notes employ, And round me Rivers flow of heav'nly Joy; My Soul would sicken at the hateful Sight, If hid from Thee, sole Spring of my Delight! The Light offensive to my Eyes would glare, And heavenly Notes grate harsh upon my Ear. But if refresh'd with Thy propitious Face, My Soul would find a Heav'n in ev'rv Place.
Thy Presence would eternal Pains beguile, And cause the Realms of Desolation smile. A Beam from Thee would kindle into Light The solid Glooms of everlasting Night; Not even infernal Horrors could affright.
O! then, where e'er Thou fix my last Abode, Be it in Reach of Thy sweet Smiles, my GOD! Be Thou my Portion, Thou my Bliss, my ALL; I care not to whose Share the Creatures fall; I have enough in Thee, th' immense Original.
XVII. Conjugal Love and Happiness. February 27, 1750-1.
COnjugal Love my joyful Heart inspires, And warms a languid Muse with active Fires. The pleasing Impulse the glad Muse obeys; And as a pious Monument of Praise, Grateful she consecrates these humble Lays. Nor can she stray in trackless Wilds unknown; Since to describe the Bliss, I need but tell my own.
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Hencebanish'd, to your native Hell return! There with your loose degen'rate Bards to mourn; There with your kindred Flames to rage and burn.
Hail, gentle Love! thou sacred Heaven-born Flame! Pure Spark, that from th' eternal GODHEAD came! Who clad in Glories infinitely bright, Does in this mild Perfection most delight; In Love rejoices as this darling Name, * 1.40 And breathes thro' Nature the celestial Flame.
'Tis Love adjusts this fair harmonious World; On Wheels of Love the heavenly Spheres are whirl'd, Ten Thousand Systems round Ten Thousand Suns, Impell'd by Love, each in its Orbit runs. What's the Attractive or Projectile Force, But Love well-ballanc'd, to direct their Course? Love, the great Cement of the Universe, That hinders Worlds to conflict and disperse.
'Tis Love that tunes th' harmonious Harps above; And the blest Voices sing immortal Love. There in its native Element it glows; There from the uncreated Fountain flows, Diffusing Heav'n where e'er its Current goes.
Of firm Societies Love form'd the Plan, "And Creature linkt to Creature, Man to Man." Blest the rude World with Friendship, downy Peace, And humaniz'd a wild, barbarian Race. The kindest Gift indulgent Heaven bestow'd, To sweeten Life, and ease the crushing Load; To sooth Anxieties, to lull to Rest The Hurricanes that ravage thro' the Breast;

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To double scanty Bliss, and multiply The rare celestial Plants of Peace and Joy, So apt in this unnat'ral Soil to die.
Could Hell extinguish this celestial Spark, The Universe would sall, the Sun grow dark; Infernal Horrors thro' the World prevail: And Heaven itself would sadden into Hell: Men chang'd to Savages, forsake their Home, And with fell Tygers, the wild Desart roam: The screaming Infant die as soon as born, By his own Father's Rage to Pieces torn.
But Thou, All-gracious Maker! hast imprest This heav'nly Stamp upon the human Breast; Mixt in the tender Embryo of our Frame, Some gentle Sparks of Thy essential Flame.
O! early may the sacred Fire return To Thee its Source, and there divinely burn! Ev'ry soft Passion to Thy Name aspire, And Love to Thee the whole Creation fire! But chiefly, may thy Praises be exprest, By those whom gentle Love has rendered blest!
Ye Parents, whose kind Bowels melt and move With all th' Endearments of paternal Love; Who feel the silken Bands of Nature tye Your yearning Souls to your fond Progeny; O! praise Him, who a feeble Spark imparts Of his paternal Kindness to your Hearts.
Ye grateful Infants, whose young Souls begin To feel the soft Emotions work within; In thousand little fondling Actions shew The filial Duty that begins to glow; O! while you toy in your fond Mother's Arms, isp to his Honour who your Bosom warms:

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O! consecrate th' imperfect rude Essays Of your first Language, to your Maker's Praise.
Ye Youths and Nymphs, who feel the pleasing Flame Pant in your Breast, and throb thro' all your Frame; Who lost in anxious, pleasing Transports prove The charming wild Extravagance of Love; Let human Beauties claim their proper Share, But Oh! supremely love THE EVERLASTING FAIR!
Friendship, thou sacred Name! may every Mind Whom thy soft Fetters in sweet Bondage bind; Who melted into Union coalesce, And but one Joy, one Grief, one Life possess; O may their warmest Gratitude ascend In Extasies to their celestial Friend!
Praise Him, ye happy Pairs, who no more sigh For absent Bliss, but all your Wish enjoy: Your Hands conjoin'd, cogenial Souls commixt; And not a jealous Thought intrudes betwixt; While mutual Confidence, and Peace serene Smile in your Looks, and still the Storms within: Your mutual Virtues mutual Wants supply; Your Burden shar'd, and multiply'd your Joy; Adore His Name who join'd two kindred Souls, And fashion'd you in correspondent Moulds.
CONNUBIAL LOVE! thrice happy was the Hour I fell a willing Captive to thy Pow'r. Opprest I panted underneath my Load, While I a single Individual stood: But, Chara, since with thee I coalesc'd, And join'd thee to my maim'd imperfect Breast, I grew into a finish'd Man, compleat, And hardly feel the huge unwieldy Weight—

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So when a marble Pillar singly tries To bear the Weight of some vast Edifice, The Pillar trembles, and the tott'ring Wall Horrendous nods, and threats a thund'ring Fall. But if the prudent Architect bestows A Set of Columns in proportion'd Rows, The Building stands indissolubly firm, And mocks the blust'ring Hurricane and Storm.
Nor will my OTHER SELF refuse to own She finds her Soul to perfect Stature grown, And two conjoin'd but make a finish'd ONE The rougher Virtues of a manly Mind With her more tender female Virtues join'd, Form a well-temper'd Compound.—So unite The Glooms of Black, and the mild Streaks of White, And form a well-mix'd Picture, pleasing to the Sight. The Mildness of her Temper seem'd to court Masculine Boldness for its kind Support; Unfit, alone, t' avert impending Harms, And face Life's Terrors and outragious Storms.— So creeps the noble Vine along the Ground, When no supporting Elm is near her found: No gen'rous Clusters her rich Boughs adorn, Smother'd with noxious Weeds and overborn. But place some kind Support within her Reach, Her marriageable Arms you'll see her stretch; Round the rough Trunk with loving Tendrils twine, And bloom on high, a fair prolific Vine.
Chara, beneath thy Influence I felt The charming Flame; my Soul was taught to melt In Extasies unknown, and soon began To put the Stoic off, and soften into Man. The Veil of Modesty, in vain confin'd Th' alluring Beauties of thy lovely Mind:

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The shining Charms beam'd thro' the fair Disguise; Blush'd in thy Aspect, dazzled in thy Eyes; In every Word, in all thy Conduct known, And in thy artless Face, well-copy'd, shone— So thro' refulgent Clouds breaks the bright Morning Sun. I saw, I lov'd, I sought to gain, The blooming Fair; nor sought in vain. Thy yielding Bosom soon began to glow With the same Flame thy Charms taught me to know. Thy Soul, unskill'd in those inhumane Arts, Thy Sex affect to torture captive Hearts, A constant Lover did disdain to vex, Or with unkind Delays and treach'rous Wiles perplex. Thy Soul, that knew not what dissembling meant, With modest soft Reluctance, blush'd Consent. In Transport lost the joyful News I heard; And vow'd my Life the Favour to reward. A solemn Rite the willing Contract seal'd, To stand, 'til Death divide us, unrepeal'd.
'Twas gracious Heav'n presided o'or our Choice— Come, Chara, then, assist my grateful Voice. To Thee, Great GOD! to Thee alone we owe This mutual Bliss, this Paradise below. And dost THOU, Sovereign Ruler of the Spheres! Stoop down to Worms, and manage our Affairs! THOU, in Whose Sight Arch-Angels are but Nought, And highest Heav'n beneath Thy meanest Thought! Compar'd with Whom, ten thousand Worlds appear But Vanity, unworthy of Thy Care! Oh! what are we, or what our Father's House, That THOU should'st condescend so low to us, And with peculiar Favours crown us thus! * 1.41
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While wretched Thousands, form'd of diff'rent Clay, In nuptial Fetters fret their Days away; Jangle and murmur in eternal Strife, And gnaw'd with Jealousies consume their Life; In mutual Love, in mutual Confidence, Unconscious of Suspicion or Offence, In Fondness, Peace and melting Tenderness, The calm unclouded Day of Life we pass: Pitying survey the angry jarring World, Contentious, loud, in boist'rous Passions whirl'd: Then into sweet Society retire, And find the peaceful Calm our Souls desire. Love charms the Heart, and in the Aspect smiles, Our anxious Griefs and fretting Cares beguiles; Doubles our Pleasures, while th' impartial Scale Of Sympathy divides the Woes we feel. Thus over Life's tempestous Sea we sail, When Storms blow fierce, and the rough Surges swell; With equal Hands ply the tough yielding Oar, And fly triumphant to the wish'd for Shore.
O! may our Days, Eternal GOD! be Thine; And every Passion yield to Love Divine. Oh! in our Hearts still do Thou reign supreme; Nor let us steal the Love thy Glories claim.
But here, ah! here a guilty Scene appears!— Oh! break my senseless Heart, and flow my Tears! How manifold and strange my Frailties be! Chara, I find Temptations ev'n in thee! When fondly in thy loving Arms I rest, And thy resistless Charms enflame my Breast, The pleasing Tempter seizes all my Heart, Or leaves my GOD but the inferior Part. Almighty Grace th' Extravagance controul Of this unruly Pow'r that captivates my Soul.

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From all created charms my Heart recall, To the ALL-PERFECT FAIR, TH' ETERNAL ALL! My lovely Chara! help me to restrain The wild Excesses of the Love you gain. With Horror, shun the sacrilegious Thest, And tho' I give, yet Oh! refuse the Gift. Far from my Breast expell each human Fair; But Oh! let JESUS reign unrivall'd there: JESUS! Thou sacred and unrivall'd Name! My warmest Love thy matchless Glories claim. Ah! shall this Spark Thy Spirit did inspire, From Thee, its Origin, my Heart ensnare! No! Claim my tend'rest Passions for Thy own; Or tear them from my Heart, and change me into Stone.
Another pleasing Scene, my Muse, disclose— Love multiply'd in blooming Branches grows. These smiling Infants with a thousand Arts To fond parental Love dissolve our Hearts. In our fond Arms the pretty Triflers toy, And overwhelm us with oppressive Joy. Young Reason blooms, and shews its tender Flow'rs, And importunes INSTRUCTION's gentle Show'rs. Delightful Task! to rear the tender Thought; To teach the young Idea how to shoot; To form the pliant Mind in Virtue's Mould, Before it hardens, and stiff Vice grows old.
Eternal GOD! to whom ourselves we owe, To Thee we dedicate our Offspring too. O! may Thy Conduct guide them o'er the Stage Of slipp'ry Youth to Manhood's sob'rer Age; And if Thou crown their Heads with hoary Hairs, May they devote to Thee their aged Years; Proclaim Thy Praise, when we resign our Breath, And lie forgotten in the Dust of Death.

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Then in Thy kind Embraces let them die, And people the celestial Colony.
Chara, thou dear Partaker of my Heart, The Hour approaches, when ev'n we must part: We tho' in strongest Bonds of Union join'd, Must feel the painful Rupture of the Mind. When on the Bridal Day I took thy Hand, And clasp'd thee to me in the nuptial Band, This Thought did mod'rate my Excess of Joy. "Resistless Death this Union will destroy: "This spendid Jewel must not still be mine; "But cruel Fate will force me to resign." I shudder at the Prospect!—Ah! my Dear, How could I leave you solitary here! Leave you, like the poor widow'd Dove, to mourn! Opprest with Cares, in the wide World forlorn! With all the Mother yearning in your Breast, To see your helpless Orphan-Babes distrest!
Methinks I see you weeping o'er my Clay, And drown'd in Sorrow, my pale Corpse survey: "There all my Comfort, all my Joy lies dead, (You cry) "Each smiling Prospect now is fled. "My Love, alas! was impotent to save "The Man I lov'd from the all-conquering Grave. "To Thee, Great GOD! the Widow's Friend, I flee; "I've no Support, no Refuge now, but Thee."
Methinks I see you sad and solemn tread The Place where I lie mould'ring 'mong the Dead "Here the dear Reliques lie, the Dust lies here," You say, and sob, and drop a tender Tear, "The Dust of that dear Man, who once possest "My Soul, whom these fond Arms have oft embrac'd.

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"Here silent, senseless, now he lies; nor hears "His Chara's Sighs, nor minds her flowing Tears."
O Chara! could the iron Bands of Death Be bursted, and its Slaves resume their Breath; Thy Sorrows would revive my mould'ring Clay, And Death's eternal Stupor drive away. My senseless Dust with thee would sympathize, And spring to Life to wipe thy streaming Eyes. But ah! the Tyrant Death will not dismiss His Captives, nor grant one poor Hour's Release.
Yet now at least my pitying Tears can flow, In Prospect of th' approaching Scenes of Woe, And now anticipate the Sympathy I owe. Your Grief at my own Funeral I share, And since I cannot then, now drop a Tear.
But Oh! the Prospect overwhelms my Minds— I cannot, leave my Fair behind. No!—Hear, Indulgent Heav'n! this humble Pray'r; "Let her not mourn for me, but me for her! "Doom me to live to close her dying Eyes, "And see her struggling in Death's Agonies. "The pale cold Clay with last Embraces clasp, "And from her Lips receive th' expiring Gasp. "Attend her Reliques to her clay-cold Bed, "And o'er her Grave my dewy Sorrows shed. "In pensive Solitude oft thither rove, "To view the Mansion of the Dust I love. "In melancholy Crape myself array, "And darken with the Pomp of Grief the Day. "Thus mourn away the sad Remains of Life, "'Til friendly Death restore me to my Wife." Ah no! ah no! Kind Heav'n! refuse to hear; Nor curse me with the Answer of my Pray'r.

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My Heart would break, my Spirit faint away, To see my Chara pallid lifeless Clay. To hear the Clods with hollow murm'ring Sound Fall on thy Coffin, would my Soul confound.
And when th' important, solemn Hour draws nigh, When I must bow my fainting Head and die, How could I face the Terrors, if thou wert not by? May I expire in thy kind Arms embrac'd, And Guardian Angels take me from thy Breast, And guide my Soul to everlasting Rest! May thy dear Voice some cheering Thought suggest, And teach me on my Saviour's Arm to rest; Whisper some Promise from the sacred Writ, That thro' Death's Glooms may dart a cheerful Light. Above for thee I'll wait, 'til gentle Fate Waft up thy Soul, and make our Bliss compleat.
But here again the dismal Views return,— I see my Chara pine and weep and mourn. The moving Sight my Spirit cannot bear; And here again I must retract my Pray'r. Straiten'd, perplext, I know not what to crave; A longer Life than she, or earlier Grave. Propitious Heav'n! direct my doubtful Vow, And what is best, ask'd or unask'd, bestow.
Thus the best Blessing does perplexing prove; These are the wild Anxieties of Love. The senseless Stoic seeks the Bliss in vain, 'Tis true — but then, he pines not with the Pain, His little Self is all his narrow Care, And all his Fears and Wishes center there. But this fond Soul with various Passions tost, Is in a Maze of Contradictions loft.

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Now could I almost wish from Love to flee, And harden into quiet Apathy.
But Oh! is there no Cure, no heav'nly Art To case this twinging Anguish of my Heart? To arm this coward Soul, and make her smile At all the Terrors of approaching Ill? To teach these Spectres no more to affright, That stalk in future Time's impenetrable Night? O yes there is!—My anxious Soul be still; Calmly submit to Heav'n's all-ruling Will. His Will be done! Refuse to chuse thy Lot; And leave that Trust to His unerring Thought. He rules unnumber'd Worlds with Skill Divine; And can't He rule these mean Affairs of thine? What's best for us, His Wisdom only knows; And what is best, His boundless Grace bestows. Here will I rest: And here, my Chara too, Appears a Rock in every Storm for you.
But Nature, perverse Nature, will rebel, And o'er my calm and settled Thoughts prevail. The rising Waves will dash me from my Rock; And all my firmest Resolutions shock.
Father! forgive these Ravings of my Love; These lawless Passions that rebellious rove. O! to this Fondness proper Limits set, And its Extravagancies regulate. If my wild Pen one guilty Word has writ, Pity my Weakness, and that Word remit.
Be Thou my Bliss, be Thou my All, in Life; My Strength, my Comfort, in the dying Strife. If 'tis Thy Will that I should pine alone, Bereft of Chara, may Thy Will be done! Or if I first relapse to native Dust, And leave her here to mourn, Thy Will is just.

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Thy Right it is, the Knot Thy Hands have ty'd When, where, and as Thou pleasest, to divide.
Yet O! forgive Thy Servant if he speaks, And Dust and Ashes this one Prayer makes: If Thou consent, thankful before Thy Feet I fall! if not, I'm silent and submit. "O! may we both at once resign our Breath, "And sink together in the Arms of Death. "One humble Tomb preserve our mingling Dust, "'Til the all-rousing Trump demand the Trust. "Conducted by one heav'nly Convoy rise, "And soar together to the upper Skies. "There in eternal Union praise Thy Name, "And Love Divine our mingled Souls enflame."
Chara, this humble Monument I raise Of our fond Passion, in my youthful Days; That if you're doom'd the mournful Day to view, When I shall cease to speak or write to you; When my dull Muse shall silent lie in Death, Or in celestial Strains employ her tuneful Breath; To still, or rather vent your Griefs, you may With gushing Eyes these tender Lines survey, And as you pore upon them, sigh and say, "Well; once I had a Friend, whose loving Soul "Did antedate these Sorrows to condole; "That early wail'd my then uncertain Doom, "And mourn'd in Prospect what I mourn as come.
Or if grim Death first tear you from my Breast; And waft you earlier to eternal Rest; I may at least enjoy that poor Relief, To find a Help to vent my bursting Grief; To raise the Sluices of o'erwhelming Woe, That Deluges of easing Tears may flow.

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But Oh! why does the cruel Muse repose So early, Treasures for our future Woes? Nor you nor I can then endure to view These sad Predictions then so sadly true. Again perplext, I wish my Work undone; But the resistless Passion push'd me on. I doom these dire Predictions to the Fire; Yet would the sad Accomplishment appear; Therefore I check my Ravings, and forbear.
XVIII. The MESSIAH's KINGDOM. Extracted out of the Prophet Isaiah * 1.42
DEscend, Celestial Dove! my Voice inspire O thou that tipt Isaiah's Tongue with Fire! † 1.43 Teach me like him to feel th' extatic Flame, And raise my Numbers equal to my Theme.
"Rapt into future Times, the Bard begun,— "A Virgin shall conceive, a Virgin bear a Son." ‡ 1.44 His Names Divine His Dignity declare! Immanuel, the wondrous Counseller: Th' eternal Father, the pacific Prince, The GOD arm'd with His own Omnipotence. § 1.45
Th' eternal Spirit shall profusely shed His richest Unction on his sacred Head: Wisdom and Knowledge, Piety and Might Descend, and on His sacred Temples light. ‖ 1.46 The radiant Beam of His all-piercing Eyes Shall dart thro' lurking Frauds obstruse Disguise.

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Sly Hypocrites with all their artful Shews On His Omniscience try in vain t'impose. * 1.47
His Shoulders shall the Government sustain, And He triumphant o'er the Nations reign: His growing Empire o'er the World extend, And know no Bounds but Nature's utmost End. † 1.48 To this illustrious Ensign, high in Air, The numerous Tribes of Adam shall repair: Thither the Gentiles with unwearied Feet Shall tend, and there in endless Armies meet; With the MESSIAH's peaceful Conduct blest, Shall, undisturb'd enjoy eternal Rest. ‡ 1.49 The scatt'red Remnant of the sacred Stock, Shall to their own MESSIAH's Standard flock; With eager Haste in endless Orders crowd From foreign Climes and barb'rous Servitude. § 1.50
Impartial Justice shall erect her Scale, And weak, insulted Innocence prevail: The Meek, the Poor defy impending Harm, And smile secure beneath His Guardian Arm. ‖ 1.51 Eternal Righteousness shall rule the Globe, The glorious Girdle of His royal Robe. ¶ 1.52 Confusion, Anarchy, with wild Dismay, Shall fly afar from his well ordered Sway: Serene and steady his Affairs shall run In calm, harmonious Order ever on. ** 1.53
Nor shall His Reign those Revolutions know That toss the petty Monarchies below; But while eternal Years their Circuits run, Triumphant He shall sit on David's Throne. ** 1.54
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He into Peace the jarring World shall look, And still their Contests with his dread Rebuke: The jarring World, obedient to His Eye, Shall lay their useless martial Weapons by. The bloody Sword new form'd shall learn to plow, And mortal Spears to Pruning-Hooks shall bow: No more shall Fields drink in heroic Gore, Nor brazen Trumpets kindle Fury more, Nor deadly War with usual Thunder roar. * 1.56
The Tribes that savage and rapacious rove In Quest of Prey, shall soften into Love; And weary of their former sullen Joy, Shall in the sacred Mount no more destroy, "The Lambs with Wolves shall graze the verdant Mead. "And Boys in flow'ry Bands the Tyger lead. "The Steer and Lion at one Crib shall meet, "And harmless Serpents lick the Pilgrim's Feet. "The smiling Infant in his Hand shall take, "The erected Basilisk, and speckled Snake; "Pleas'd the green Lustre of the Scales survey, "And with their forky Tongue and pointless Sting shall play." † 1.57 The proud Rebuke, the big insulting Frown Shall on the smiling Earth no more be known. "No Sigh, no Murmur the wide World shall hear; "From every Face He wipes off every Tear." ‡ 1.58
Then shall the Earth, the Air, the Sea, the Sky Eccho with Praise and grateful Harmony. To Thee JEHOVAH! every Tongue shall sing; And with loud Praise the wide Creation ring. Tho' late Thy Wrath did with dread Fury glow, The Flame is quench'd, and now Thy Mercies flow. The Hand that wounded, now affords Relief, And endless Joy succeeds to transient Grief. § 1.59

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Behold a GOD vouchsafes to be my Aid! Why should I, thus protected, be afraid? Th' Omnipotent becomes my Strength and Guard, And His Salvation my immense Reward. Therefore my Tongue, the Glory of my Frame, Exulting shall His grateful Praise proclaim. * 1.60 My Soul with lib'ral Draughts be satisfy'd, Where living Streams of pure Salvation glide: In parched Desarts copious Streams shall burst, And flow, and quench the Pilgrim's raging Thirst. † 1.61
Then various Tongues shall say with one Accord, Come jointly let us praise th' Almighty Lord; With reverent Lips invoke His awful Name, And round th' astonish'd World His wond'rous Works proclaim. Let thousand Tongues with glad Submission own, JEHOVAH reigns exalted on his Throne; ‡ 1.62 Let thousand Voices in loud Accents sing The vast Exploits of the eternal King; Exploits to Earth's remotest Limits known, Vast as his Power, and boundless as his Throne. § 1.63
As some besieged City, when they spy Their kind Deliverer's welcome Flag draw nigh, With Shouts triumphant stun the ecchoing Skies, And shock the Courage of their Enemies: So sacred Zion! with exulting Voice, Shout loud thro' Heav'n and Earth thy boist'rous Joys; For great in Majesty, and great in Arms, Clad in fair Holiness with all its Charms, Great in the Midst of thee JEHOVAH reigns, And the fierce Rage of hostile Pow'r restrains. ‖ 1.64
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Laid in rude Heaps the strong aspiring Tow'r, And Palaces to be repair'd no more. * 1.65 These mighty Works convey'd on Wings of Fame, Shall teach the World to reverence Thy Name. Conqu'rors shall lay their Laurels at Thy Feet, And savage Nations tremble and submit. † 1.66 Tyrants shall feel the Terror of his Rod, And own, reluctant, a superior GOD. Oppression, blasted with his vengeful Breath, Wither and sink in everlasting Death; Thro' Rebel Crowds the Terror of his Word Shall pierce resistless like a griding Sword. ‡ 1.67
Aspiring-Mortals! hide you in the Rock From the majestick Terror of His Look: Into the Dust, abas'd, confounded sink, And struck with Awe from his dread Presence shrink. § 1.68 The supercilious Look, the lofty Brow, The stubborn Haughtiness of Man shall bow; And in that Day th' UNNUTTERABLE NAME, Shall reign unrivall'd on His Throne supreme. ‖ 1.69 The proud, aspiring Monarchs of the World Shall from their fancy'd Dignity be hurl'd. ¶ 1.70 His vengeful Thunder with destructive Strokes Shall rend and blast proud Bashan's sturdy Oaks, The stately Cedars of Libanus scathe, And blend their Fragments with the Shrubs beneath. ** 1.71 The tow'ring Mountains and aspiring Hills Adoring fall and sink to humble Vales. †† 1.72 The Tow'r impregnable, the fenced Wall Crumble to Dust, and with loud Ruin fall ‡‡ 1.73 The Ships of Tarshish, fraught with golden Store, Founder in the rough Deep and float no more. §§ 1.74

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Struck with the Terror of JEHOVAH's Look, Aspiring Worms shall creep into the Rock; To gloomy Clefts and Caves, with wild Dismay, From His majestic Presence shrink away, When He with Terror shall Himself enrobe, And rises to affright the trembling Globe. * 1.75
With pious Boasts then shall th' insulted Just Proclaim the Issue of their patient Trust. Ye impious Scoffers of our Patience, see! Our GOD appears! th' Incarnate Deity! Our GOD appears! for Him, for Him we sought; And lo! our patient Tears are not forgot. This is our GOD! and lo! the GOD appears! Exult our Hearts! and flow no more our Tears! Salvation on this glad Approach attends, And grants the largest Wishes of his Friends. † 1.76 Here shall Omnipotence itself exert, And His right Hand shall never hence depart: With wrathful Majesty His Feet shall tread On Zion's Foes, and Heaps of hostile Dead; Insult the Rebels prostrate struck with Awe; So heavy Oxen tread the rotting Straw. ‡ 1.77
Then shall He scatter the dark Glooms of Hell, And from benighted Nations tear the Veil, The universal Veil that now excludes The cheerful Light from groping Multitudes. § 1.78 So bright a Glory shall He dart around, The dazzling Deluge shall the Sun confound, Absorpt and lost in the superior Light, The Sun shall hide his Face, in everlasting Night: The Moon confounded, thro' the midnight Shade Shall gleam no more, nor feeble Radiance spread. ‖ 1.79

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For as th' accumulated Waters crowd Th' unbounded Deep, old Ocean's vast Abode; Th' unbottom'd Cavity compactly fill With Waves on Waves, Billows on Billows still: So shall the Dawn of bright celestial Light O'erflow the World, and banish ancient Night; Thro' thickest Glooms of Ignorance shall pierce, And dart its Lustre round the Universe. * 1.80 The wretched Tribes that walk in Death's dark Shade, With Clouds of Ignorance and Guilt o'erspread, Observe the heavenly Ray, with glad Surprize, Dart thro' the hideous Gloom and bless their Eyes. † 1.81 (Not so the Tribes beneath the Artic Bear, Immur'd in Ice and Darkness half the Year, Rejoice to see the Stranger-Sun appear.) With brighter Splendors fir'd, the languid Moon Shall shine the Rival of the Noon-day Sun; The Noon-day Sun with sevenfold Lustre glow, And seven Days Light at once the World o'erflow. † 1.82
The heav'nly Branch from Jesse's sacred Root, To bless the World shall germinate and shoot; See clad in vernal Beauty, how it blooms! And breathes among the Nations rich Perfumes: Blest with its Fruit th' expiring World revives, And Death avoids the Fragrance of its Leaves. § 1.83 O'ercome with sultry Heat, the fainting Head, Reclin'd beneath its fragrant cooling Shade, Shall fresh returning Life and Vigour feel, And in the Blaze of Noon himself regale. When ruptur'd Clouds in rapid Torrents burst, And rush o'erwhelming with outragious Gust, The verdant Shelter guards the Tempest off, That raves in vain around the arb'rous Roof. ‖ 1.84

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As with a Cloud Thou dost the Earth regale, When Noon-day Beams and scorching Suns prevail; * 1.85 As cooling Streams in barren parched Lands Refresh the Trav'ler on the burning Sands; As some great Rock with its propitious Shade Protects from piercing Beams the drooping Head; † 1.86 So shall Thy Grace relieve the helpless Poor, When round them Crowds of hostile Strangers roar; ‡ 1.87 Their fiercest Rage shall ineffectual fall, Like Blasts that ravage round a brazen Wall.
The Lord of Armies shall his Table spread On Zion Mount, and famish'd Nations feed; With heav'nly Dainties form the sumptuous Feast, Where luscious Marrow shall delight the Taste; The gen'rous Grape her vig'rous Juice bestow And vet'ran Wine in copious Rivers flow; Wine well refin'd, extracted from the Lees, Season'd by Time, and ripen'd fit to please. Th' expiring World shall take what He prepares, Appease their Hunger and renew their Years. § 1.88
On barren Wastes th' eternal Spirit pours His sacred Influence in prolific Show'rs; The Desart flourishes a fruitful Field, And verdant Groves adorn the horrid Wild. ‖ 1.89 The Desert blossoms like the fragrant Rose, And there sweet Leb'non's flow'ry Beauty glows. ** 1.90 There a new Sharon breathes its sweet Perfumes, Fresh Lilies spring, and sudden Verdure blooms. †† 1.91 "The Trav'ler starts amidst the Wilds to hear "New Falls of Water murm'ring in his Ear." ‡‡ 1.92 Thro' the wide Wastes eternal Justice reigns, And Judgment blooms thro' all the dismal Plains; §§ 1.93

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Celestial Splendors from the Source Divine Thro' the sad Realms of Desolation shine. * 1.94 The barren Rocks, the bleak unwater'd Hills Shall with irriguous Streams refresh the Vales; From parched Mountains copious Rivers flow, And on their barren Peaks eternal Verdure grow! † 1.95
Surprizing Event! yet we rest assur'd; A GOD, a GOD has spoke the solemn Word; Even jealous Unbelief shall own it true, For what his Lips declare His Pow'r can do.‖
XIX. 〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉, Or, The invisible World.
PROUD Mortal! to what narrow Bounds confin'd Are the most ample Prospects of his Mind! Impenetrable Mists and Clouds surround His Reason, and its boasted Pow'rs confound. He roves, tho' fixt to this contracted Spot, In all th' Extravagance of boundless Thought. Behind, Before, from the precarious Now, (His only Time) he turns his eager View. Behind, Eternity's unbounded Main Extends infinite Lengths beyond his Ken, Before, the same valt Ocean swells again. Our Time is but a little floating Isle; For wide Discoveries we look round and toil, In vain; the Isle lies wrapt in thickest Glooms, Where scarce a Gleam of shining Knowledge comes.
If back we turn our Eyes, we only see 'Twas some Almighty Pow'r gave us To Be; Some bright INVISIBLE, some great UNKNOWN Spoke us to Life But a few Years agone.

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Whate'er Thou art, Thou Dear UNKNOWN! receive The humble Praise and Love Thy Offspring aims to give: For O! Thy innate Glories must outshine Their fairest Copies in these Works of Thine.
Duration, ere that Hour, a Blank appears; We're lost in Mazes of unbounded Years. A thousand Contradictions press us round, And our unequal Faculties confound Yet thro' the vast Obscure, we see and own The Maker reign'd on His eternal Throne, Self-happy, self-sufficient, Ages unbegun: Rich in unmov'd Benev'lence, planning Schemes To vent His Goodness in o'erflowing Streams To Worlds unborn; or then perhaps employ'd In new Creations thro' the boundless Void In long Succession; Worlds beyond our Ken, Or to their native Nothing turn'd again.
Before me, What unbounded Prospects lie Wrapt in the Darkness of Futurity! I feel the Pulse of Immortality Beat, and assure me I must ever Be; But where! or how!—Here feeble Reason fails, The Gospel too but glimm'ring Rights reveals; Assures the good of Joys in Paradise, And thunders Vengeance to the Slaves of Vice; Enough to give fair Virtue winning Charms, And shock the Libertine with dire Alarms: Yet hides those Scenes, in which with humble Eye A Philosophic Mind aspires to pry.
Eternity! We daily walk upon Its slippery Brink, and yet it lies unknown; Seems an unbounded Void, a dismal Waste, With Shadows, Clouds, and Darkness overcast.

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Fain would we plunge into the vast Abyss, And trace ourselves these boundless Mysteries; But dark Suspicion gives a sudden Check, And strait the Soul recoils and startles back.
Some daily make th' Experiment around, But none return t' inform us what they've found: They leap impetuous from this mortal Shore, And dive; and we behold them rise no more; As tho' absorpt in the unbounded Deep, Or sunk and lost in everlasting Sleep.
Some, whose dear Mem'ries now dissolve my Mind, Once to my Heart in closest Friendship join'd, Have gone before, and left me here behind. Now in th' immortal Colonies they dwell, And people Worlds to us invisible; Hold Converse with the Tennants of the Sky, The various Nations of Eternity; The various Tribes with which Omnipotence Has peopled Regions thro' the vast Immense.
ROBINSON! * 1.96 Once my Father, Patron, Friend, Thy painful Labours now the Prize have gain'd. Now in a happy SOMEWHERE dwells thy Soul, Where Rivers of immortal Pleasures roll. Tho' Heav'n no doubt is thy blest Residence Yet, where, O! where, thro' the unknown Immense, Dost thou reside? how live, and act, and move? And thro' what blissful Regions dost thou rove,

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Transported still?—O could I soar to thee, My ROBINSON! how happy should I be! Is JESUS still the Matter of thy Song? The Theme below of thy harmonious Tongue. O yes! His Name diffuses Heav'n to thee Thro' all th' Apartments of Immensity. Thy Voice on Earth to Mortals taught His Name; Now Angels listen to the glorious Theme.
Or does thy Soul delight, as when below, T' attend as Guardian to conduct us thro' This dang'rous Wild? With Fellow-Angels wait To guide departing Saints to th' heav'nly Gate? Then in thy Turn the gen'rous Care resign, And hymn th' eternal Throne with Songs Divine? Converse with Seraphs, and in equal Lays And equal Zeal, proclaim thy Maker's Praise?
There CARNWATH * 1.97 shines, who won the rich Reward Ere for the sacred Service quite prepar'd; Obtain'd the Prize before he felt the Toil, And reap'd his Harvest ere he till'd the Soil. He left the Theologic Subtilties Of Schoolmen, † 1.98 to be taught above the Skies; Blest Change! where one bright Hour instructs him more Than all his painful Studies could before.
O! could'st, thou now thy Thoughts to me relate, As oft thou did'st, while in this mortal State; What wondrous Lessons would my Ears surprize, What unexpected Scenes before me rise, And in one shining Moment make me wise!

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Or were the Curtains of the Flesh withdrawn, That Immortality might round me dawn; What Prospects wonderful, immense and new Would instantaneous crowd into my View! Beings, and Worlds, and Regions hid before, And the Great Author, whom those Worlds adore!
Well; I ere long th' Experiment must try, And launch into unknown Eternity. The mould'ring Bank that now supports my Weight, Ere long must fall, and sink beneath my Feet: Then tho' I catch and hold and strive to stay, My Doom is fixt, my Soul! thou must away; Thou must away, some distant Worlds t'explore, And see the Vanities of Earth no more; Must howl with Fiends, or with blest Angels shine, In endless Torments, or in Joys Divine. The Interval, at most, is short between The present fleeting NOW, and Worlds unseen. Forty or fifty Years, perhaps a Day, Or Hour, will break this tottering House of Clay. Alarming Thought! Almighty Grace prepare My shudd'ring Soul to fly she knows not where. All-gracious GOD! be Thou my Resting-Place; Heav'n flows exuberant from Thy smiling Face Thro' the Immensity of unknown Space. O! be Thou mine; and wheresoe'er I dwell All will be Heav'n, tho' in the Glooms of Hell.

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XX. The Triumphs of CHRIST's dying Love. * 1.99
I.
THEE, Great Incarnate Godhead, Thee Th' Almighty Father's equal Progeny, Thee, JESUS! dear and venerable Name, Partaker of our frail Humanity, Thee shall my Voice, my Harp, my Muse and Quill proclaim.
II.
Wake my Harp! melodious sing On each sweetly-sounding String Th' illustrious Conquests of the Saviour-King: In loud majestic Accents sound His Triumphs o'er the Pow'rs below, When He gave Death his everlasting-Wound, 'Led the infernal Monsters bound, And crush'd the direst Terrors of His Foe.
III.
While Ages unbegun Their vast, their boundless Circuits run, On His eternal Father's loving Breast, Self-happy, infinitely blest, Lay the coeval Son; In the immense JEHOVAH satisfy'd, And the entire Divinity enjoy'd.

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IV.
There lay the filial Godhead, till He saw From the superior Sky, Adam trangress his Maker's Law, Hell yawn with greedy Jaws to draw Into one Ruin all his wretched Progeny. He saw the Flashes of vindictive Fire Break out impatient from the Throne, And the Angelic Messenger Wave his dread Weapons, that high-brandish'd shone, Thirsting for human Blood; while Hell grew proud With Hopes of Prey, and laugh'd prophanely loud.
V.
He saw, and (O amazing Grace!) He lov'd, With Pity all his inmost Bowels mov'd, And Love omnipotent began to glow: "Shall all the human Race, He cries, "Fall an eternal Sacrifice, "And grace the Triumphs of the insulting Foe? "What! shall Hell's Tyranny destroy "My Father's Image, Work and Boast, "And riot in malicious Joy "To see His fav'rite Creature lost? "No! rather confounded, "With Chaos surrounded, "Be Heav'n, Earth, Ocean and all! "The Wheels of Nature break, "The Universe to horrid Wreck, "Blended, disjointed, fall! "I will o'ercome, or be o'ercome, "Wrench from the Tyrant's Hand his royal Rod, "Or yield him mine, and own him God: "My chosen Race shall live, or I will share their Doom.

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"By the dread Life of the Divinity, "Possest by the eternal THREE, "I swear and ratify the firm Decree."
VI.
He said; He rose, and bow'd The chrystal Heav'ns, and down he came: Aside He threw the Grandeur of a GOD, In mortal Regions fixt his low Abode, And cloath'd Himself in feeble human Frame.
VII.
He gave His Heart to the vindictive Sword Without a murm'ring Word; Patient, His sacred Breath At the Arrest of Death Resign'd—O! the dire Terrors of the THUND'RER'S Wrath! O! the immense Severity Of the dread Law! the dire Reward Of Sin! the Vengeance of the flaming Sword Of Justice! O! dire Fruits of the forbidden Tree!
VIII.
Come, Sinners, see your Saviour dead, And weep around His Tomb: Your Hope, your Joy, your All is fled; For Oh! your Champion's overcome. For you in Conflict with the Pow'rs of Hell He nobly fought, but ah! He fell.
IX.
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The Dying Champion overthrows Th' united Force of all His Foes;— In louder Strains proclaim His Victories abroad:
X.
Sing how thro' the Shades of Death He enter'd the dark Realms beneath, Where Hell and Horror rage: Th' infernal Pow'rs perceiv'd the GOD, And the grim Monsters roar'd aloud, Nor durst the well-known Arm engage.
XI.
Old Chaos trembled, Satan fled, And in Hell's deepest Pit sought to conceal his Head. "In vain thou fleest, the Conqu'ror cries, "Fly to the Bottom of th' Abyss, "This vengeful Thunder-Bolt shall dart thee thro', "And to the lowest Deep pursue." He said, and strait the glowing Bolt He threw: New Horror seiz'd the trembling Host, Blasted with vengeful Flame; For well they mind the Day when Heav'n they lost, And Thunder drove them to th' infernal Coast, To Darkness, Pain and Shame.
XII.
He broke the Instruments of Pain, Engines to torture, guilty Ghosts; And strew'd them o'er the gloomy Coasts; The Rack, the Wheel, the adamantine Chain He tore and scatter'd o'er th' infernal Plain, Unstrung the Monster Death, and bid him hiss in vain * 1.100

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XIII.
But see! the Conqu'ror leaves the Glooms Of Hell, and climbs His native Sky: Around His Head victorious Lawrel blooms, And Triumph sparkles in His Eye: He drags the Tyrant of the Gulf profound At His triumphant Chariot bound.
XIV.
Heav'n celebrates a Jubilee, And shouts aloud His glad Return; The heav'nly Choirs proclaim His Victory, And with unusual Rapture burn. His TRIUMPHS all the Harps on high, His TRIUMPHS Mortals grateful sing; The Universe joins in the Harmony, And Stars, and Earth, and Seas, with His loud TRIUMPHS ring.

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MISCELLANEOUS POEMS, CHIEFLY ON DIVINE SUBJECTS.

BOOK II.

(It has been my usual Method for some Time, after studying a Sermon, to cast a few Thoughts into a poetical Form, either containing the Substance of the Sermon, or expressive of my Disposition in com|posing it. The following Poems were written on such Occasions.)

I. The obstinate Security of Sinners lamented (annext to a Sermon on Matt. iii. 10. April 15, 1750.)
I.
UNHAPPY Man, allur'd by Sin, Still drinks the deadly Poison in; And tho' expos'd to endless Woes Still lolls secure in dull Repose. Tho' Thousands daily from his Side Are snatch'd by Death's resistless Hand, And hurry'd to the infernal Land;

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Yet still he lets his fleeting Moments glide Unheeded by; still busily employ'd In Chace of Toys; and while bright Prospects rise Thro' false Futurity, and charm his Eyes, Death unexpected comes; the Prospects fly Like vanc'd Smoke that once allur'd his Eye, And all his flatt'ring Expectations die.— Not so the deathless Soul; but torn Reluctant, from her ancient Seat, She sinks tormented and forlorn Into the Flames she once could scorn, But now bewails, alas, too late!
II.
What Eye can view the mournful Scene, And not dissolve in Tears! Ah! who shall warn unthinking Man, And fill his Breast with useful Tears? Warn him!—'Tis all in vain; He scorns the Tears that human Pity sheds; Nay, laughs at all the mlting Arguments Which Love Divine itself invents; Nor loves the Saviour tho' for him he bleeds, And dies in Tortures, Agonies and Pain!
III.
Ah! what can Thy poor Servant do? See, here he sits in fruitless Grief! While thoughtless Mortals all around Perish with Mercy's charming Sound Loud in their Ears; perish just in his View, And he looks on, but can give no Relief! A feeble Mortal's Breath Cannot speak Life to them that sleep in Death.

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IV.
Then since I can't prevail To snatch my Fellow-Man from Hell! Since heedless of Disuasives, down The dread Descent with full Career they run, Nor pause at Mercy's loudest Call; Let me retire, and o'er them weep As down they sink into the fiery Deep, And my poor Tears pursue them as they fall!
V.
MAKER OF SOULS! to Thee, once more to Thee I turn my interceeding Cry! See how Thy wretched Progeny Madly destroy themselves and die By Thousands in Thy Sight! O! let Thy Sovereign Grace appear, And stop them in their mad Career; Turn them from the frequented Path That leads unerring down to Death And everlasting Night.
II. Penitential Sorrows. (annext to a Sermon on Luke xiii. 3.)
I.
WITH bleeding Hearts, and gushing Eyes, With deep Repentance and Surprize, We take a tedious, sad Survey Of Sins of Heart and Lip and Way.
2.
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3.
Our very Nature's all unclean, All ruin'd and defil'd by Sin: And filthy Currents from that Source Have flow'd with an incessant Course.
4.
The God that taught our Lungs to heave, And still gives Rebels Leave to live; Whose Bounties have perpetual flow'd; Ah! we have griev'd that Gracious GOD.
5.
The Terrors of the fiery Law Could not alarm our Hearts with Awe: Nor would these stubborn Hearts be won Ev'n by the Gospel of the SON.
6.
Our guilty Ears heard all around His melting Invitations sound; And JESUS too, with Groans and Blood, Such unrelenting Rebels woo'd.
7.
And yet we live! amazing Grace! Nor yet quite desperate in our Case; The Saviour still, with heav'nly Charms, Stands calling Sinners to his Arms.
8.
JESUS! we yield! no more, no more Will we offend Thee, as before, Here, LORD! submissive at Thy Feet, We for Thy sovereign Pleasure wait.
9.
O Thou Almighty, injur'd Name! O'erwhelm'd with Grief, and flush'd with Shame, Prostrate before Thee, see we lie! Frown us not from Thee, lest we die.
10.
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Then shall Thy Praise sound loud in Heav'n For guilty Worms on Earth forgiven.
III. SELF-DEDICATION. (annext to a Sermon on Rom. vi. 13. June 15, 1750.)
1.
TO HIM that form'd this mortal Frame, And still inspires my Lungs to heave, From whom my nobler Spirit came, My Flesh, my Soul, my All I give.
2.
When Heav'n, and Life, and All were lost, JESUS redeem'd them, with his Blood; Great was the Ransom, vast the Cost, The Blood of an incarnate GOD!
3.
And can my stubborn Heart withstand The Invitations of His Love! No; I resign me to His Hand, And to His soft Embraces move.
4.
Yes, my dear JESUS, here I give All that I am and have to Thee; To Thee I'll die, to Thee I'll live; No other Lord shall govern me.
5.
Let not a Motion of my Heart, From Thee once venture to depart; But bound with lasting Bands of Love, O! let me, let me ne'er remove.
IV. Sight thro' a Glass, and Face to Face. (annext to a Sermon on Matt. v. 6. March 18, 1750. be|fore the Lord's Supper.)
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And sacred Emblems, thro' the Sense, Strengthen our Faith with Evidence. My infant Days were wholly Thine, Devoted by an early Sign * 1.101; And at Thy holy Table still I bind myself to do Thy Will. Once more I purpose to renew The Tie, and promise to be true. Once more beneath Thy Cross I'll sit Weeping, and gladly dedicate My Soul, my Days, my All to Thee, Who groan'd away Thy Life for me.
Thro' various Types and Shadows dart Thy Glories on my ravish'd Heart; While far above created Sight, Thou sit'st enthron'd on Hills of Light.
But say, shall Types and Figures still The Glories of Thy Face conceal? While these thick Shades Thy Beauty shroud, It breaks but faintly thro' the Cloud. I love Thine Image in a Glass; But Oh! to see Thy naked Face! THYSELF I long, I pant to see; I turn mine Eyes in Quest of Thee. Where is that dear, incarnate GOD, That once on Earth made His Abode? That JESUS, who upon the Tree Languish'd, and bled, and died for me? Ah! will my Saviour now be shy, Whose Love excited Him to die? He found me when I sought him not; And will he not be found, when sought?

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The Glories of Thy Face display, Tho' Life should for the Vision pay. O! let me die, opprest with Light, Rather than live without the Sight.
V. The Law and Gospel. (annext to a Sermon on Gal. iii. 9, 10. Aug. 19, 1750.)
1.
WITH conscious Fear and humble Awe, I view the Terrors of the Law; Condemn'd at that tremendous Bar, I shrink, I tremble, and Despair.
2.
But hark! Salvation in my Ears Sounds sweetly, and dispells my Fears: JESUS appears, and by His Cross Fulfils His Father's broken Laws.
3.
JESUS! a SAVIOUR! dearest Name! By Him alone Salvation came; Terror, Destruction and Despair, Where e'er I look besides, appear.
4.
Adam, my Head and Father fell, And sunk his Offspring down to Hell: And the dread Sword of Justice waits, To guard me from the heav'nly Gates.
5.
Unnumber'd Crimes of dreadful Names Call loud for everlasting Flames; And all the Duties I have done Can neither merit, nor attone.
6.
Yet weak and guilty as I am, I fix my trust on JESUS' Name. JESUS, whose Righteousness alone Can for the deepest Crimes attone.

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7.
On HIM, my Soul, on HIM rely; The Terms are fixt—BELIEVE, or DIE. Thee let the Glorious Gospel draw, Or perish by the fiery Law.
VI. CHRIST the Beloved and Friend of His Church. (annext to a Sermon on Cant. v. 16. Oct.—1748.)
1.
LET Others let their Passions rove Round all the Earth, from Shore to Shore; Since JESUS is my Friend and Love, My utmost Wish can grasp no more.
2.
His Glories have allur'd my Eye And into Love transform'd my Heart; To Him my tender'st Passions fly; JESUS! nor shall they e'er depart.
3
Upon His Friendship I rely, Still of His tender Care secure; My Wants are all before His Eye! Nor can they overcome His Power.
4
His Presence fills unbounded Space; My heav'nly Friend is always nigh: Full of Compassion, rich in Grace; Touch'd with the tenderest Sympathy.
5
Faithful and constant is His Love, And my ungrateful Conduct hides: Safe to the happy World above The meanest of His Friends He guides.
6
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O may an everlasting Flame Of Love possess my gratful Mind! And my last Breath adore His Name Who condescends to be my Friend!
VII. The Spiritual Warfare. (annext to a Sermon on Rev. xxi. 7.)
1.
ARM thee in Panoply Divine, My Soul, and fir'd with Courage rise; A Thousand Enemies combine T' obstruct thy Progress to the Skies.
2.
Infernal Darts perpetual Fly, And scatter various Deaths around; Around thee Thousands daily die, And none escape without a Wound.
3.
The World presents her tempting Charms, And wears the Aspect of a Friend, Yet ah! She carries deadly Arms, And all her Smiles in Ruin end.
4.
But Oh! the Flesh! that latent Foe! That treach'rous En'my in my Breast! 'Tis hence proceeds my Overthrow, And hence I'm conquer'd by the rest.
5.
Thro' Troops of potent Enemies, Thro' hostile Snares, and Fields of Blood, If I expect the Glorious Prize, I must pursue my dangerous Road.
6.
But ah! how can a feeble Worm Obtain so hard a Victory? Alas! I perish in the Storm, And helpless fall, and bleed, and die.

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7.
The glorious Prize stands full in View, But Deaths and Dangers stop my Way: Thou glorious Prize! Adieu, adieu! Here, Cruel Foes! Come, seize your Prey.
8.
But hark! an animating Voice Majestic breaks from th' upper Sky: "Courage, frail Worm! Live and rejoice; "I have procur'd the Victory.
9.
"Suspended on th' accursed Tree, "I crush'd the Might of all thy Foes: "Dying, I spoil'd their Tyranny, "And triumph'd o'er them when I rose.
10.
"This Arm that props the Universe, "And holds up Nature's tott'ring Frame, "Can all surrounding Harms disperse, "And safe protect the feeblest Name.
11.
"The CAPTAIN OF SALVATION deigns "To lead the Van, and guard thy Way: "And since thy conquering Leader reigns, "Th' infernal Pow'rs shall miss their Prey.
12.
"In ME confide; from ME derive "Courage and Strength to keep the Field: "In Crowds of Death then Thou shalt live, "And all thy stubborn Foes shall yield.
13.
"The Spirit's Sword victorious wield, "And steel thy Breast with Righteousness; "Let Faith be thy Triumphant Shield; * 1.102 "Thy Helmet, Hope of heav'nly Bliss.

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14.
"See in my Hands the glorious Prize; "This Crown the Conquerer shall wear: "Rise then with dauntless Courage rise, "And bid adeiu to every Fear.
15.
Tho' sharp the Combat, 'tis but short; Vict'ry with active Wing draws nigh: "And my brave Soldiers, all unhurt, "Ere long shall triumph in the Sky."
16.
Blest JESUS! fir'd with martial Zeal I arm, and rush into the Fight; And thro' my Weakness still I feel, I am Almighty in Thy Might.
17.
Thy gracious Words my Heart inspire With gen'rous Zeal for noble Deeds; Let Hell and all her Hosts appear, My Soul, undaunted, now proceeds.
18.
Satan, affrighted at thy Frown, Retreats, despairing of his Prey; And all the Flatt'ries Earth has shewn, In vain their treach'rous Charms display.
19.
The Flesh, subdu'd by Grace Divine, No more shall triumph o'er the Man. Now, Glorious Prize! I call thee mine, Tho' Earth and Hell do all they can.
VIII. A guilty Conscience. (annext to a Sermon on 1 John iii. 20. Nov. 25. 1750.)
1.
AH! who can bear this twinging Smart, That tortures and corrodes my Heart! These guilty Horrors, that molest This self-condemn'd, self-tort'ring Breast!

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2.
Tremendous Prospects strike mine Eye, Through vast, unknown Futurity: Grim Death a thousand Terrors wears, And ready to arrest appears.
3.
I view with a distracted Stare, The dread eternal Regions near; Tortures, and Racks, and quenchless Fire, And Shrieks, and Groans, and Torments dire!
4.
The wrathful Heav'ns vindictive frown, And Thunders murmur to be down, To blast a Worm that durst provoke Omnipotence to give the Stroke.
5.
Surmises, Fears and Jealousies In this self-conscious Bosom rise; And prest with Guilt my Spirits sink, When I allow myself to think.
6.
But ah! this giddy rambling Soul, Ere a few fleeting Moments roll, Some vain enchanting Toy admits, And her unhappy Case forgets.
7.
Amusements or th' intrusive Care Of this vain World, my Thoughts ensnare: My solemn Resolutions fly, All lost in thoughtless Levity.
8.
But ah! the Agony returns; Again my Spirit pines and mourns; Again dire-boding Fears surround My shudd'ring Soul, and deeply wound.
9.
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Fain would I shun these shocking Views, But Conscience restless still pursues.
10.
A cheerful Aspect I assume, But all within is dismal Gloom: Or if I lose the inward Pain A Moment, ah! it gnaws again.
11.
I leave this gloomy Solitude, And mingle with th' unthinking Crowd; There trifle, talk, and laugh awhile; But ah! the Anguish will recoil.
12.
In Crowds and Noise the guilty Mind Some anxious Intervals will find: Guilt whispers Terror in the Breast, And interrupts the transient Rest.
13.
Oh! Misery 'til now unknown! I am a Self-Tormenter grown: Nor can I my Accuser shun, Unless I from myself could run.
14.
Oh Sin! is this the dire Reward For all thy wretched Slaves prepar'd! Are these, alass! are these the Fruits Of all my pleasing vain Pursuits!
15.
Ah! had I kept the narrow Road, Where the blest FEW enjoy their GOD: Then all serene, unmov'd with Guilt, These Horrors I had never felt.
16.
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17.
JESUS! if any Help remains, It flows from Thy dear bleeding Veins: Nothing can please an angry GOD, Or angry Conscience, but Thy Blood. * 1.103
18.
Oh! dare I yet with wishful Eyes, Look for Salvation from the Skies? Oh! will that Blood my Sins have spilt, Relieve my Mind, and wash my Guilt?
19.
All gracious Saviour! Oh! remit A Rebel prostrate at Thy Feet: He has no other Place to fly; If die he must, here let him die!
20.
Say, shall that Hand that patient bore To be by Nails and Torments tore,— Oh! wilt Thou now, vindictive stretch That Hand to crush an humble Wretch!
21.
No! Blessed JESUS! rather slay These Sins that led my Soul astray: O make my Heart and Conscience clean, And give me Heav'n and Peace within!
IX. Love to God for His Holiness. (annext to a Sermon on 1 John iv. 16. Dec. 2, 1750.)
1.
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May Love sublime our Hearts possess, From every selfish Mixture free, Fir'd with the Charms of Holiness, The Beauty of Divinity.
3.
We see the Beauty of Thy Grace, That saves rebellious Worms from Hell: But ah! the Charms of Holiness We dimly see, and faintly feel.
4.
Selfish and mercenary Views Are with our purest Passions mixt: A nobler Passion, Oh! infuse, On Holiness supremely fixt.
5.
Thus in the glorious Worlds on high, Where Holiness is most ador'd, Th' Angelic Choirs incessant cry, "Thrice HOLY, HOLY, HOLY LORD!"
6.
Refine our Hearts, inspire our Tongue, And We in humble Notes below Will imitate the heav'nly Song, And eccho "HOLY, HOLY," too.
X. Brotherly Love. (annext to a Sermon on 1 John iii. 14. Dec. 9, 1750.)
1.
DESCEND, Thou mild, pacific DOVE! Thine Image on our Hearts impress; Transform our Passions all to Love, And sooth our Discords into Peace.
2.
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3.
We are but Parts of one great Whole, And may our Hearts, enlarg'd, exult To scatter Bliss from Pole to Pole, And still the Gen'ral Good consult!
4.
But may the beauteous Sons of Grace, Attract a more peculiar Love; And the fair Charms of Holiness A more exalted Passion move.
5.
Where o'er our Father's Image shines, And his dear Lineaments appear, May we approve the heav'nly Lines, And our Affections center there.
6.
May sympathetic Sorrows fill Our Hearts, to view another's Grief; And may our Hands be open still To bless the Needy with Relief.
7.
May we our Brother's Fault conceal, And mild and inoffensive live; And may our Bosoms ever feel That God-like Pleasure, to forgive.
8.
O gentle Love! Celestial Guest! Visit a jarring World again; Come dwell forever in our Breast, And there triumphant ever reign.
9.
Then while the noisy Sons of Strife Are with tumultous Passions whirl'd, We shalt enjoy a peaceful Life, Amid a murm'ring, jangling World.

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XI. The doubting Christian. (annext to a Sermon adapted for Self-Examination, on 1 John iii. 7, 8. December 16, 1750.)
1.
HAPPY the Man whose peaceful Breast A smiling Conscience charms to rest; Whose pious Heart and Life express The living Characters of Grace!
2.
He humbly claims the Promises, And calls their richest Blessings his: In Peace he lives, and dies in Peace, And peaceful soars to heav'nly Bliss.
3.
Thrice happy he! But ah! I feel The Twinges of Suspicions still; Dark boding Fears and wild Surmise, And Jealousies perpetual rise.
4.
Perplext with various Characters, My Mind is tost 'twixt Hopes and Fears: Here some kind Tokens rise, but there The dismal Counter-Tokens glare.
5.
I humbly hope, in some bright Hour, My State is safe, my Heav'n secure: But soon the shining Moment flies, And soon tremendous Glooms arise.
6.
Thus in a dubious Twilight lost, With various Waves, alternate, tost, O'er Life's tempestuous Sea I roam, Uncertain where shall be my Home:
7.
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Before me the vast Prospect lies, But cover'd with Uncertainties.
8.
I view the Ocean vast and wide, Where Time unites its ebbing Tide; Now, hoping, would th' Adventure make, Now trembling, shudd'ring startle back.
9.
Confounded, now back shrinks my Soul, To see the fiery Billows roll: Now Rivers of immense Delight Glide copious by, and tempt her Flight.
10.
O! if these Doubts were chas'd away, How calmly then, without Dismay, I'd launch into the boundless Deep, And fearless take the final Leap!
11.
But what if in some dark Abode, Banish'd forever from my GOD, My Soul should pine in endless Pain!— Ah me! This Fear returns again.
12.
Say, my dear GOD, and ease my Heart, O wilt Thou frown, and say Depart! Depart!—ah! where, LORD! shall I flee? I have no other Bliss but Thee.
13.
Thou seest my Passions to Thy Name Kindle, tho' with a feeble Flame And shall a Spark of heav'nly Love From its own native Regions move?
14.
O! shall the meanest of Thy Friends, Forever dwell with hateful Fiends? No! let me claim the humblest Place In the bright Mansions of Thy Grace.

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XII. CHRIST's Agony in the Garden. Luke xxii. 41, 44.
SEE there, o'erwhelm'd with Agonies, Prostrate, forlorn, my JESUS lies! Panting, moaning, groaning there, On the cold Ground, in midnight Air: No Friend, no kind Assistant near; No sympathizing Comforter; But all alone, unheard, unknown, To the dark Night He makes His Moan. Malignant Spirits glare around, And with their fiery Arrows wound: Trying to add, with spiteful Pow'r, New Horrors to the dismal Hour; And in his tortur'd Soul to rear The gloomy Standard of Despair. The frowning Heav'ns tremendous low'r, And murm'ring Thunders dreadful roar; Then shot by sudden Vengeance dart, And tear and ravage thro' His Heart.
To his own Heav'ns He lifts his Eyes, Father, remove this Cup, he cries, This deadly Cup of bitter Dregs, Mingled with Wrath and Pains and Plagues; Dear Father, O! remove this Cup; Or some kind Cordial in it drop: Yet if thy Will decree it just, That drink it I, or Sinners must, Rather than they should taste the Gall, See, Father; here I drink it all: Thy Will it is I should atone, And, Father! let Thy Will be done!

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The Father hides his wonted Smiles, And all his Soul with Horror fills, Transferring on his darling Son The heavy Crimes by Mortals done.
See! 〈◊〉〈◊〉 beneath the dismal Load, He sinks, he falls, altho' a GOD! A mortal Sweat bedews His Limbs, And down his sacred Body streams; See! how it bursts thro' every Pore, Mingled with Lumps of clotted Gore! His hollow Groans with mournful Sound, Eccho thro' all the Garden round.
While thus I view, with gushing Eyes, My dear Redeemer agonize, With crushing Sorrows overborn, Methinks I see him wishful turn His Face, where Love and Anguish mix, And full on me His Aspect fix; And from His Tongue methinks I hear, These moving Accents strike my Ear.
"See, Sinner! see the cruel Load "With which thy Sins oppress thy GOD! "Thy Sins extort these hollow Groans; "For thee, for thee thy JESUS moans! "Thee so ungrateful, so unkind! "So prone to cast Me from thy Mind! "And can thy stubborn Heart endure "To grieve, forget and slight Me more! "Oh! canst thou hear these Groans and Cries, "And thy kind Saviour still despise! "Come, Sinner, view these Clots of Gore, "And say, Wilt thou forget me more! "Say, Canst thou view this mournful Scene, "And strait return to Sin again!

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"What! Leave thy Saviour bleeding here, "And go"—
—Forbear! my LORD, forbear! Thy Words o'ercome me! JESUS, stay! O here I faint and die away. It kills me, LORD! but to suppose That ever I should treat Thee thus! No! rather stop my guilty Breath! To treat Thee thus is worse than Death. If I such Love as this forget, Then let my Heart forget to beat: If e'er I slight Thine Agony, In that curs'd Moment let me die; Or if I cease to love Thy Name, Relapse to nothing whence I came: If Sin be any more my Joy, Me, with my own Consent, destroy.
Sin!—When I hear the hated Name, With keen Revenge my Passions flame. Ah me! that e'er my foolish Breast Indulg'd the Monster as a Guest! Caress'd him in my dearest Part! Ah, this Reflection tears my Heart!
What, blessed LORD! what shall I do? I own I have indulg'd Thy Foe; With my own Life the Monster fed, That made Thee groan, and sweat, and bleed, O could my Actions be undone! O were the Race of Life to run! Ye misimproven Hours! return, Which now with flowing Tears I mourn, Vain, fruitless Wish! the restless Wheel Of Time moves onward, onward still;

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Nor can Intreaties bring it back To roll again its former Track.
Blest JESUS! take each future Hour; 'Tis all the Amends within my Pow'r: O may Thy Praise in grateful Song, Forever eccho from my Tongue! O may Thy Love enflame my Soul, While everlasting Ages roll!
XIII. Spiritual Inactivity lamented.
1.
JESUS! What eager Zeal inspir'd Thy Heart to die for me! O that my languid Breast were fir'd With equal Flame to Thee!
2.
But how has Sin benumb'd my Soul! My Heart how hard and dead! My softest Passions, ah how dull! Heavy and cold as Lead.
3.
Mean Time inferior Toys can charm, And all my Passions move: A Friend or Relative can warm, And melt my Heart to Love.
4.
My Thoughts refuse to soar to Thee, But full of Vigour spring To chase some gilded Vanity, Some useless trifling Thing.
5.
Blest JESUS! I would rather lose My thinking Faculty, Than waste my Thoughts on Trifles thus, And never think of Thee.

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6.
If my soft Passions be not Thine, My Passions are a Pain; Let me the Power of Love resign, Rather than love in vain.
7.
LORD, 'tis a Curse to live and breathe, Unless I live to Thee; If I must lie thus stupid, Death Is better than to Be.
8.
Thy quick'ning Energy exert, Blest JESUS! and bestow A living Soul, a tender Heart To serve my GOD below.
XIV. On a sudden Death. (annext to a funeral Ser|mon on Eccles. ix. 12. Jan. 5. 1750-1.)
1.
HOW thin the separating Wall 'Twixt Time and vast Eternity! How sudden thoughtless Mortals fall Into that dark unbounded Sea!
2.
The Soul, this Moment vain and gay, Eager pursues the Trifles here; The next, reluctant torn away, In a dark SOMEWHERE to appear.
3.
Death still pursues us every-where, And unsuspected haunts our Steps; And while we think no Danger near, Sudden upon his Prey he leaps.
4.
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5.
My sudden Fate perhaps may seal The melancholy Truth I write; And e'er I farther move my Quill, The vital Pulse may cease to beat.
6.
How strange, how solemn the Surprize! Hurried at once to Worlds unknown! Snatch'd from this Scene of Vanities, And plac'd before th' Eternal Throne!
7.
The lower Skies, the Earth and Men All in a Moment out of Sight! While Wonders of the World unseen In endless Prospects rush to Light!
8.
Great GOD! and do I heedless step On this tremendous Precipice, Perhaps to take the final Leap, Unwarn'd, ere this short Moment flies!
9.
And does Eternity depend, And all its infinite Affairs, On every fleeting Hour I spend, And waste upon inferior Cares!
10.
Alarming Thought! My Soul, awake! Prepare, prepare to meet thy GOD! These mortal Regions soon forsake, And often view thy last Abode.
11.
Almighty Grace! in youthful Prime Teach me t'improve my fleeting Time; That whensoe'er the Summons come, I may receive a joyful Doom.
12.
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My Soul at once, with glad Surprize, Shall find herself in upper Skies.
13.
Thrice happy Death! to drop the Chain Of Life, without a ling'ring Pain! To spring at once to endless Life! Without a tedious dying Strife!
XV. The Conflagration. (annext to a Sermon on 2 Pet. iii. 11. Jan. 27, 1750-1.)
1.
NOW Harmony adjusts the World, And charming Order round me smiles: Ere long Confusion shall be hurl'd, And break and shatter Nature's Wheels.
2.
The Day approaches, (dreadful Day!) When Chaos shall resume his Place? This mighty Frame of Things decay, And vanish in the general Blaze.
3.
Ye azure Arches, lost in Smoke, Shall shrink, affrighted, to a Scroll: The Pillars of high Heaven be broke, While Lightnings glare from Pole to Pole.
4.
Thou too, accurst terrestial Ball, That saw the Son of GOD expire; Thou and thy Works shall perish all, And sink in universal Fire.
5.
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6.
Mountains wide-bursting! liquid Fire In glowing Torrents rushing down! Rocks, Stones, fierce Min'rals, Sulphur dire Melting, the Plains and Vallies drown!
7.
Old Ocean of its Moisture dry'd, Receives the fierce descending Tide: Thither dissolving Worlds retire, And form a boundless Lake of Fire.
8.
With loud Aetnean Thunders roars The Globe, with Earthquakes tost and torn; Palaces, Cities, Castles, Tow'rs, Towns, Wood and Plains united burn.
9.
And where! O where shall Sinners then Flee from the universal Wreck! Aghast they view the burning Main, And plunge into the sulph'rous Lake.
10.
There overwhelm'd, the rebel Worms Lie ever, ever, ever lost! Beaten with everlasting Storms, On fiery Eddies whirl'd and tost.
11.
But ye dear Saints, ye pious Few, JESUS shall screen your feeble Souls: Safe from on high your Eyes shall view The burning Earth and melting Poles.
12.
JESUS shall live when Nature dies; And while he lives, you must be blest: Behold he forms new Earth and Skies, Where you eternal Years shall rest.
13.
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Mountains dissolve, and Oceans burn, GOD is your Bliss, your Heav'n, your ALL. * 1.104
XVI. Separation from GOD the most intolerable Punishment. (annext to a Sermon on Gen. iv. 13, 14. Jan. 13, 1750-1.)
FOUNTAIN of Good! 'twas thy creating Breath Inspired the boundless Wish, th' immense Desire, That gasps for perfect Bliss. The panting Soul, That still unsatisfy'd, still restless, breaks Through Nature's Bonds, with dark implicit Aim Unconscious points to Thee, the unbounded Source Of all Perfection? So young Ravens cry, And gape to catch the Bounty from Thy Hand, By Instinct taught, unconscious what they ask, And whence the Blessing comes. So the parch'd Earth, When brazen Skies deny the timely Rain, With silent Importunity implores, Unknowing, the soft Show'r: her gaping Chinks Her with'ring Verdure, and dejected Flow'rs Mourning present the silent Pray'r to Thee.
These innate Wishes, that impatient break Through all the Limits of created Joys, Direct their Flight to Thee: th' Extravagance Of these immense Desires, proclaim aloud My Soul can ne'er be happy but in Thee.

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In Thee alone her Faculties find Room, In Thee alone expatiate unconfin'd. Through all the Affluence that Earth can yield, Through all the Canopy of Heav'n contains, Through all the Ranks of heav'nly Forms, she breaks In Quest of Thee. In Quest of Thee she roves In all th' Anxieties of Discontent, In all the distant Prospects Hope can shew, And all the wild Excursions of Desire. For Thee she heaves the Sigh; for Thee dilates The boundless Wish; Thee under some Disguise, Tho' oft deluded with fallacious Views, Restless pursues; and short of Thee despairs To find true Bliss, proportion'd to her Wish.
Let all the richest Blessings Nature yields Diffuse themselves around me, with Disdain My Soul would all th' insip'd Trifles spurn: Through all the gay Temptations still look out For some superior Bliss; look out to Thee, My only Happiness, with wishful Eyes, And find my Heav'n in Thy propitious Smiles.
O! may I hope, when the long Drudgery Of Life is past, to rise and soar to Thee? There all my boundless Cravings satisfy, And fill my vast Capacities of Bliss?
But gloomy Guilt obscures the glimm'ring Hope; Whispers a thousand Horrors, and forebodes Eternal Separation from Thy Face, In the waste Realms where Desolation frowns, Unconscious of Thy Smiles. Tremendous Thought! Oh! Horrors! Horrors!—An immortal Soul, With ever gnawing and immense Desires, Torn off from all the Pleasures Sense can yield,

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Without a GOD! Without a Drop of Bliss To quench her raging Thirst! Curs'd from the Earth, A restless Fugitive thro' the dark Voids Of boundless Space, and the thick Glooms of Hell! Haunted with horrid Furies! Rack'd and torn With guilty, dire Reflections! Not an Eye To pity! Pining, panting, gasping still For Bliss in vain, with hungry wild Desires!— I sink beneath the Prospect! Horrors chill The vital Stream, and palpipate around My agonizing Heart!—My Maker GOD! My Father! Saviour! every dearest Name! Oh! wilt Thou doom me to a long Exile From thy propitious Face, my only Bliss! See! LORD, a Supplicant before Thy Throne Importunate I bow; for Grace I cry! For Grace to fit my Spirit to enjoy Thee as my final Portion and my All.

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