tis; How Unfruitful am I; Alas, How do I even Cumber the Ground? He often Laments? Pride, 〈◊〉〈◊〉 Vain Glory, and, Selfishness, and, Sen|suality, and, Earthly Mindedness, and, Ungoverned Passions. To these he adds Lamentations over, Grievous Defects in Gifts as well as Graces; and, Much Unfitness for Service to the Kingdom of GOD: and, Misbehaviours in all Relations. These Re|mainders of Indwelling Sin were such a Constant Sorrow and Burden to him, that they Exceeding|ly Reconciled him to the Dying Hour; which he always mentioned, with a Sensible Transport, when that Advantage of it came to be mentioned, Never SIN any more!—The Hour upon which he was Particularly Pleas'd with Dying Dr. Goodwins way of Expressing it! My Corruptions, I shall now shake them off! Those Croaking Toads, I shall never any more be Infested with them!
Know it, O Soul pressing after a Perfection of Holiness in the Fear of GOD, and with Un|utterable Groans Complaining under the Want of it; There are Saints now in the Paradise of GOD, (and one, whose Life is now before thee,) whose Lives were all along filled with the same Com|plaints, with which thine is now Embittered.
From one more Quoted than he deserves to be, I will yet now make one Quotation: Da|mibi quemcunque vis Magni Nominis Virum, dicam quid illi oetas sua ignoverit.
§. 5. Whether it will be thought any Retainer to the former Paragraph, I know not: But I have a Paragraph before me, about which I have a Thousand Struggles in my mind, whether I shall