The soveraignty & goodness of God, together, with the faithfulness of his promises displayed; being a narrative of the captivity and restauration of Mrs. Mary Rowlandson. Commended by her, to all that desires to know the Lords doing to, and dealings with her. Especially to her dear children and relations, / written by her own hand for her private use, and now made publick at the earnest desire of some friends, and for the benefit of the afflicted.

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They said, when we went out, that we must travel to Wachuset this day. But a bitter weary day I had of it, travelling now three dayes to gether, without resting any day between. At last, after many wea∣ry

steps, I saw Wachuset hills, but many miles off. Then we came to a great Swamp, through which we travelled up to the knees, in mud and water, which was heavy going to one tyred before. Be∣ing almost spent, I thought I should have sunk down at last, and never gat out; but I may say, as in Psal. 94.18. When my foot slipped, thy mercy, O Lord held me up. Going along, having indeed my life, but little spirit, Philip, who was in the Com∣pany, came up and took me by the hand, and said, Two weeks more and you shal be Mistress again. I asked him, if he spake true? he answered, Yes, and quickly you shal come to your master again; who had been gone from us three weeks. After many weary steps we came to Wachuset, where he was: and glad I was to see him. He asked me, When J washt me? J told him not this month, then he fetcht me some water himself, and bid me wash, and gave me the Glass to see how j lookt; and bid his Squaw give me something to eat: so she gave me a mess of Beans and meat, and a little Ground-nut Cake. I was wonderfully revived with this favour shewed me, Psal. 106.46 He made them also to be pittied, of all those that carried them Captives.

My master had three Squaws, living sometimes with one, and sometimes with another one, this old Squaw, at whose Wigwan j was, and with whom my Master had been those three weeks. Another was Wettimore, with whom I had lived and served all this while: A severe and proud Dame she was;

bestowing every day in dressing her self neat as much time as any of the Gentry of the land: pow∣dering her hair, and painting her face, going with Neck-laces, with Jewels in her ears, and Bracelets upon her hands: When she had dressed her self, her work was to make Girdles of Wampom and Biads. The third Squaw was a younger one, by whom he had two Papooses. By that time I was refresht by the old Squaw, with whom my master was, Wet∣timores Maid came to call me home, at which I fell a weeping. Then the old Squaw told me, to encou∣rage me, that if I wanted victuals, j should come to her, and that j shouldly there in her Wigwam. Then j went with the maid, and quickly came again and lodged there. The Squaw laid a Mat under me, and a good Rugg over me; the first time J had any such kindness showed me. J understood that Wettimore thought, that if she should let me go and serve with the old Squaw, she would be in danger to loose, not only my service, but the redemption∣pay also. And j was not a little glad to hear this; being by it raised in my hopes, that in Gods due time there would be an end of this sorrowfull hour. Then came an Indians and asked me to knit him three pair of Stockins, for which j had a Hat, and a silk handkerchief. Then another asked me to mak her a shift, for which she gave me an Apron.

Then came Tom and Peter, with the second Let∣ter from the Council, about the Captives. Though they were Indians, j gat them by the hand, and

burst out into tears; my heart was so full that J could not speak to them; but recovering my self, j asked them how my husband did, & all my friends and acquainiance? they said, They are all very well but melancohly. They brought me two Biskets, and a pound of Tobacco. The Tobacco j quickly gave away; when it was all gone, one asked me to give him a pipe of Tobacco, I told him it was all gone; then began be to rant and threaten. I told him when my Husband camel would give him some: Hang him Rogne (sayes be) I will knock out his brains, if he comes here. And then again, in the same breath they would say, That if there should come an hund∣dred without Guns, they would do them no hurt. So unstable and like mad men they were. So that fear∣ing the worst, I durst not send to my Husband, though there were some thoughts of his coming to Redeem and setch me, not knowing what might follow; For there was little more trust to them then to the master they served. When the Letter was come, the Saggamores met to consult about the Captives, and called me to them to enquire how much my husband would give to redeem me, when I came I sate down among them, as J was wont to do, as their manner is: Then they bade me stand up, and said, they were the General Court. They bid me speak what I thought he would give, Now knowing that all we had was destroyed by the In∣dians, I was in a great strait: I thought if I should speak of but a little, it would be slighted, and hin∣der

the matter; if of a great sum, I knew not where is would be procured: yet at a venture, I said Twenty pounds, yet desired them to take less; but they would not hear of that, but sent that message to Boston, that for Twenty pound. I should be re∣deemed. It was a Praying-Indian that wrote their Letter for them. There was another Praying In∣dian, who told me, that he had a brother, that would not eat Horse; his conscience was so tender and scrupulous (though as large as hell, forthe de∣destruction of poor Christians) Then he said, he read that Scripture to him, 2 Kings, 6.25. There was a samine in Samatia, and behold they besieged it, untill an Asses head was sold for fourscore pieces of silver, and the fourth part of a Kab of Doves dung, for five pieces of silver. He expounded this place to his brother, and shewed him that it was lawfull to eat that in a Famine which is not at another time. And now, sayes he, he will eat Horse with any Indian of them all. There was another Praying-Indian, who when he bad done all the mischief that he could, betrayed his own Father into the English hands, thereby to purchase his own life. Another Praying-Indian was at Sudbury-fight, though, as he deserved, he was afterward hanged for it, There was another Praying Indian, so wicked and cruel, as to wear a string about his neck, strung with Christians fingers. Another Praying-Indian, when they went to Sudbury-fight, went with them, and his Squaw also with him, with her Papoos at her

back: Before they went to that fight, they got a company together to Powaw; the manner was as followeth. There was one that kneeled upon a Deer-skin, with the company round him in a ring who kneeled, and striking upon the ground with their hands, and with sticks; and muttering or humming with their mouths, besides him who kneeled in the ring, there also stood one with a Gun in his hand: Then he one the Deer-skin made a speech, and all manifested assent to it: and so they did many times together. Then they bade him with the Gun go out of the ring, which he did, but when he was out, they called him in again; but he seemed to make a stand, then they called the more earnestly, till he returned again: Then they all sang. Then they gave him two Guns, in either hand one: And so he on the Deer-skin began a∣gain; and at the end of every sentence in his speak∣ing, they all assented, humming or muttering with their mouthes, and striking upon the ground with their hands. Then they bade him with the two Guns go out of the ring again; which he did, a lit∣tle way. Then they called him in again, but he made a stand; so they called him with greater ear∣nestness; but he stood reeling and wavering as if he knew not whither he should stand or fall, or which way to go. Then they called him with ex∣ceeding great vehemency, all of them, one and a∣nother: after a little while he turned in, stagger∣ing as he went, with his Armes stretched out, in

either hand a Gun. As soon as he came in, they all sang and rejoyced exceedingly a while. And then he opened the Deer-skin, made another speech unto which they all assented in a rejoicing manner: and so they ended their business, and forthwith went to Sudbury fight. To my thinking they went without any scruple, but that they should prosper, and gain the victory: And they went out not so rejoycing, but they came home with as great a Vi∣ctory. For they said they had killed two Captains, and almost an hundred men. One English-man they brought along with them: and he said, it was too true, for they had made sad work at Sudbu∣ry, as indeed it proved. Yet they came home with∣out that rejoycing and triumphing over their vi∣ctory, which they were wont to shew at other times: but rather like Dogs (as they say) which have lost their cars. Yet I could not pereceive that it was for their own loss of men: They said, they had not lost above five or six: and I missed none, excep in one Wigwam. When they went, they acted as if the Devil had told them that they should gain the victory: and now they acted, as if the Devil had told them they should have a fall. Whither it were so or no, I cannot tell, but so it proved, for quickly they began to fall, and so held on that Summer, till they came to utter ruine. They came home on a Sabbath day, and the Powaw that kneeled upon the Deer-skin came home (I may say, without abule) as black as the Devil.

When my master came home, be came to me and bid me make a shirt for his Papoos, of a holland∣laced Pillowbeer. About that time there came an Indian to me and bid me come to his Wigwam, at night, and he would give me some Pork & Ground nuts. Which I did, and as I was eating, another Indian said to me, he seems to be your good Friend, but he killed two Englishmen at Sudbury, and there ly their Cloaths behind you: I looked behind me, and there I saw bloody Cloaths, with Bullet holes in them; yet the Lord suffered not this wretch to do me any hurt; Yea, instead of that, he many times refresht me: five or six times did he and his Squaw refresh my feeble carcass. If J went to their Wigwam a•• any time, they would alwayes give me something, and yet they were strangers that I never saw before. Another Squaw gave me a piece of fresh Pork, and a little Salt with it, and lent me her Panto Fry it in; and I cannot but re∣member what a sweet, pleasant and delightfull re∣lish that bit had to me, to this day. So little do we prize common mercies when we have them to the full.