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The vvofull Lamentation of William Purcas, vvho for murtherin his Mother at Thaxted in Essex was executed at Chelmsford.
To the tune of, The rich Merchant.
[illustration]
THe Swan before her death,
most pleasantly doth sing:
But I a heavie hearted note
with teares my hands doe wring,
With teares my hands doe wring,
yet not a teare for death;
For I am weary of my life,
desiring losse of breath.
No feares for death I shed,
but for my sinnes I mourne;
Oh, for that sin that makes me wish,
I never had béen borne,
I never had béen borne,
mercy good Lord I crave:
Oh would my mothers tender womb,
had béen my timelesse grave.
Ah me, that very word
strikes through my wounded heart,
The name of Mother (oh my soule)
doth aggravate my smart,
Doth aggravate my smart,
and much increase my woe,
Ne'r villaine did so vile a déed
as I have done, I know.
Oh now (alas) I know,
but now (alas) too late,
Drinke then depriv'd me of my sense,
and of my humane state.
Oh, that detested Vice
is that we should detest,
A thousand thousand times I curse,
though once I lov'd it best.
Yea, once I lov'd it well,
oh, too too well indéed:
For that I did in drinke ore-gone,
my woe-tyr'd soule doth bléed.
For this foule spotted fault,
my mother many a time
Would gently chide me, & would wish
me leave this loathed crime.
Shée'd tell me 'twas a sinne
that many sinnes did feed,
As swearing, whoring, and such like,
and true she said indeed.
With teares she oft did say,
a wicked end 'twill have,
Therefore my son doe thou take héed,
take heed of it I crave.
With heavie heart she thus
would seeme to turne my minde,
But slightly Ide regard her words,
which now too true I finde.
Her Hony words to me
more bitter were than gall;
I tooke her for my foe, when she
was most my friend of all.
Shée'd speake to me in love,
I'de answer her in rage,
Without all feare or reverence
of title, or of age.
Thus oft with words wée'd part,
till good with bad I crost▪
But at the last, in drinking rage
my wit and sense I lost.
Her words I would not heare,
in rage I drew my knife,
To take deare life away from her,
by whom I had my life.
The sight of which did make
her heart much sorrow féele:
(Then as I should have done to her)
she unto me did knéele,
And on her knées did beg,
that I her life would spare,
And 'twere but for my soule, on which
she pray'd me have a care:
Oh spare me, sonne, she said,
forget not who I am,
Thy aged Mother doe not then
thy eares against me dam.
Alas, how canst thou, sonne,
endure to sée me knéele,
And beg & wéep and wring my hands,
and no compassion féele?
For telling thée thy fault,
and wishing thée to leave,
I pray thée doe not desperately
me of my life bereave.
Thus knéeling would she beg,
and begging, weep apace;
And weeping, she would wring her hands,
in lamentable case.
Yet nothing was I mov'd
with all her piteous moane,
My heart for her did féele no griefe,
but was as hard as stone.