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THere ought to be a careful preparation before the action, and great heed in the whole action, and a joyfull and thankful close and shutting up of it; all which ought to be performed as well by the mi∣nister as the people.
1. Let there be a due search and tryal of our own souls, whether we can find in our selves the things which God doth require in worthy communicants, viz. 1. by examining our wisdom and knowledge, both of Gods will in general, and of the nature and use of this holy ordinance in particular; whether we can give a reason of the representation of Christ in the bread and wine, and see our need of it, and what we may benefit by it: So also we should examine our Faith, 2 Cor. 13. 5. 1 Tim. 1. 15. and repentance, Heb. 10. 22. James 4. 8. and see whether this to us be attended with the love of God, Zach. 12. 10. and of our Brethren, 1 Cor. 16. 4. and a fervent praying for a blessing upon this ordinance of God, Mat. 26. 26.
In thy preparation look much upon thy unwor∣thiness, as first the wickedness of thy nature, ready to all evil, and backward to all that is good. Second∣ly, consider thy blindness of mind, sleepiness of me∣mory, hard heart, and stubborn will, unholy affe∣ctions.
Consider if thou wast cursed in the womb, born a child of wrath, what art thou now having lived so long in Sin, but the child of hell far more then thou