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Soliloquium, or Discourse.
HE that dwelleth in the secret of the most High, shall abide under the shaddow of the Almighty. Gracious God, I humbly and thankfully acknowledge, that thou hast per∣formed to me this thy promise, although I come far short of fulfilling the condition: For thou art no hard Master, (as the sloathful Servant slandered thee) but the most liberal and boun∣tiful Lord; whose grace is free, who gives without upbraiding, and who savest us temporally, spiritually, and eternally, for thy own Name sake; Even when there is but a step betwixt Us and Death.
This truth was both verified and manifested, when I and my Servant, in my Lodgings in Somerset-House, were suddainly a∣wakened out of our sweet, and quiet Nights sleep, about break of Day, on a Summers Morning, by a great noise upon my Stairs head, seconded by the most forcible breaking open of my Dining Room Door, though defended by two great Bolts, and a strong Spring-Lock: which first assault gave us only time to step out of our Beds, in our Shirts, to my Chamber-Door, with our naked Swords, and wound-up, and ready-pri••'d Pistols, charged with Bullets; against which Door, without any Parly, another assault was made, by a kind of a Roman battering Ram, which forced out, and cast into the Flore, three strong Staples, the security of my Lock and Bolts; The Door wide open, a Person unknown to me, with others following him with drawn Swords, would have entred the Chamber, not once answering my loud demand, of what they came for: Whereupon they pressing upon me even to the point of my Sword, I verily believed they intended to murder me, and the rather, because not long before, reports were spread abroad, of a design of massacring in one Night, all the then Parliament-Men in their Beds. Wherefore in self-defence, I presented my Pistol, and struck Fire against the Brest of the Leading-man without effect, which failure in all likelihood might have encouraged, and provoked him and his associates, to have rusht in upon us naked Men, and to have hew'd us in pieces; but certainly there was more with us, than was against us; else had not a valiant tryed Officer, with some Files of Souldiers; for such I understood them to be afterwards, at the sight only of two Men in their Shirts been struck with such a pannick fear, that they suddainly and with great speed ran back through the Di∣ning-Room, not stopping in their flight, nor recollecting their spi∣rits, until they came to the bottom of my Stairs. To which Stairs