higher by head and shoulders then most men, he holds in his hand a strong shield, that the Devil himself cannot peirce, but it quench∣eth his fiery darts: He gets a victory against the world by his Faith, and Samson-like, breaks all bands of temptation as straw, he leaps over a wall, breaks a bow of steel, lays heaps upon heaps.
8. An earnest longing for the appearing of the Lord Jesus: As he adventures and conquers in life, so he can think of death, without any prevailing fear; he can say with Paul, I desire to be dissolved, and to be with Christ; and with Stephen, Lord Jesus re∣ceive my spirit; and with the Spouse in the Canticles, Come away, my Beloved, and be thou like a Roe, or to a yong Hart upon the Mountains of spices. It is the voyce of Assurance, My life is hid with thee, O Christ, and therefore appear quickly, my Life, my Jesus, that I may quickly appear with thee in glory; let the day of gladness quickly come, wherein both soul and body, even my whole self, may eternally enjoy thee: I cannot be still put off with these tastes and earnests, my love and longing is rather inflamed by them to the fruition of thee: The very voyce of these earnests is, Come; yea, they scarce know any other language but Come, therefore again and again they s••y, Come; yea, after they have said, Come, as if that were not enough, they say, Come quickly; and now, what can the Soul say more to her Lord? onely as be∣fore she still said, Come, so now will she still say, Amen; even so, Amen and Amen.
9. A loathing of sin, indignation for sin, contest with sin, and a continual watch against the baits and allurement of sin: How can it be conceived that a man should be assured of the par∣don and forgiveness of many sins, but it will work a greater loathing and detestation of sin, unfeined abasement for former weakness, and continual watchfulness, to keep himself pure for the future, that he lose not his comfort, nor dishonor God, who hath done so great things for him? It is Satans cavil against the Saints, That Assurance begets security: Assuredly, if it be true Assurance, it will through Christ mortifie our lusts, and quicken us to more sincere, setled and constant obedience; nor is it possible that a Christian should hold his assurance any longer, then whiles he follows, cherishes and feeds in himself this heavenly af∣fection.