own waies for thine; yea, lead me in thy truth and teach me, lest I turn out of thy waies into mine own: shew me thy waies, by the mi∣nistry of thy word; teach me thy paths, in the guidance of thy Spirit; lead me in thy truth, by the assistance of thy grace.
§. 3. Oh how have I been blinded in my Judgment, not dis∣cerning the light of thy truth, through the thick mist of mine own wilfulness and pride! But now thou hast convinc'd me of my wander∣ings, [ A] shew me thy waies; now Lord especially shew me thy waies, now so many and so diverse, yea, so cross and contrary are the waies of men and of the world, though all pretending the paths of God, and leading to the heavenly Jerusalem of peace and life. Thou Lord who searchest the heart and tryest the reins, who understandest our thoughts afar off; thou, even thou knowest the secret trouble of my Closet-thoughts, the private anguish of my souls distractions; in that, viewing the waies of men and of the world, I see thy holy Name [ B] made to mask the face of wickedness; and under the most signal judgments of thy displeasure, men plead signal testimonies of thine acceptance, even in what thy soul hates, thy Word condemns, and thy wrath pursues.
§. 4. Whilst I see Covenants and Engagements entred with a seeming zeal, but broken with open perjurie; whilst I see Sacriledge possess, yea demolish thy Temples, and yet Hypocrisie pretend a pro∣pagating thy Gospel; whilst I see injustice in the seat of Judgment, [ C] Profaneness invade Devotion, and Violence suppress what is sacred and religious; sure these waies of the world are none other then the waies of deceit, and lead into the chambers of death: But thy waies, O Lord, are waies of truth, and lead in the paths of life; wherefore shew me thy waies, and teach me thy paths.
§. 5. Do thou shew me, and do thou teach me. While others take up∣on them to shew me thy waies, they teach me to throw off the sacred Order thou hast establishe in thy Church, as wicked and antichristian; [ D] they teach me to desert thy publick Worship, as Popery and Super∣stition; yea, they teach me Heresie, and pretend it is thy Word; they teach me Blasphemie, and pretend it is saving Doctrine; they teach me Schism, and pretend it is the Communion of Saints; they teach me to prophane thine Ordinances, and pretend it is to worship thee in Spirit. Wherefore do thou, thou Lord, shew me; do thou teach me; as shew me thy waies in thy Word, so teach me thy paths by thy Spirit; yea, lead me in thy truth and teach me; make me to [ E] learn by practising; let the experiences thou givest me of thy sanctifying grace, confirm my soul in the sincere profession of thy saving truth.
§. 6. But O my Jesus, behold me here, another poor Bartimaeus; so blind, that to shew me thy waies, thou must not only point them out, but also give me eyes to see. Yea, I here present my self at thy Table, as another impotent Cripple in the Temple; so that to lead ••e