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Vers. 16, 17. Turn thee unto me, and have mercy upon me, for I am desolate and afflicted: The troubles of my heart are enlarged, O bring thou me out of my distresses.
[ A] §. 1. GOD being an Infinite Good, as he hath his being from him∣self, so hath he his contentment in himself: He hath his Paradise in his own bosom, his perfect bliss in the eternity of his own fulness. And O the immensity of Gods love unto man! in ordaining him no other felicity then himself enjoys, giving himself to be mans end, mans happiness! This then is the comfortable rest of mans soul, Communion with God in Christ; which yet in this life is neither full nor fixt, the godly mans comforts being always sweet, yet often [ B] short; his communion with God having its frequent interruption, though not a total dissolution.
§. 2. So that, did we lay our ears to the devout mans closet, how might we hear the Turtle-moans of his sobbing sorrows, the deep sighs of his broken heart? Oh how are his prayers bedewed with tears, which drop from the bleeding wounds of his anguisht soul! His sad complaint, how is it often that of mournful Sion; The Lord hath forsaken me, my God hath forgotten me? Every word hath its [ C] accent of woe, and emphasis of sorrow: The Lord, rich in his good∣ness, dear in his love; the Lord, infinite in his power, glorious in his majesty, faithful in his truth; even the Lord my God, my God by covenant and communion, the stay and strength of my soul, the desire and delight of my heart, the life of my joy, and the joy of my life, He hath forsaken me.
§. 3. Yea, he hath not only cast me out of his arms, but also out of his heart; he hath not only taken away his hand, but hath also hid [ D] his face. I am no more his love, I am no more his care, He hath for∣gotten me. Now this state of spiritual desertion, though excluding comforts, yet is it consisting with grace. And therefore the devout Saint of God, notwithstanding his languishments of sorrow, does not lie down in distrust, but raised by faith, he powres forth his com∣plaint unto God in prayer. Thus holy David; Turn thee unto me, and have mercy upon me, for I am desolate and afflicted: the troubles of my heart are enlarged, oh bring thou me out of my distresses.
[ E] §. 4. Here we have the Case and the Cure of a deserted soul; the Case rightly stated in a mournful complaint, and the Cure fitly applied in a fervent prayer. The Case rightly stated in a mournful complaint, (1.) In its spiritual dereliction, I am desolate. (2.) Its secret anguish, I am afflicted. (3.) Its high aggravation, The troubles of my heart are enlarged. In the Cure fitly applied in fervent prayer, (1.) To the Spiritual dereliction is applied the manifestation of Divine love,