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SERMON XXIV.
Psal. 77.10.And I said this is mine Infirmity, but I will remember the years of the right hand of the most High.
The State and Condition of a Christian whilst he lives here below, hath it's Ʋncertainties and Varieties with it; not onely in reference to the world, and the Concernments of this Natural Life, but likewise in reference to Heaven, and the hopes and Expectations of a better; not onely as to his dealings with Men, but to his Converse and Communion with God. There are the Ebbings and Flowings of Grace, and there are the Falling and Rising of Corruption which are by turns observable in Him, as we may see here in this Instance and Example which we have here before us. The Prophet David Himself who may serve as a Representation of all other Christians besides in this Particular; how ever he was at other times a man fiull of Faith, and Assurance, yet he had now at this time a sit of Destrustfulness upon him, and began to call in question the Love and Affection and Faithfulness of God Himself to him: But yet through the Goodness of God he does at last work Himself out of it, and he tells us here how he did it. Then I said this is mine Infirmity, but I will &c.
In the Text it self there are two General parts considerable. First, The Discovery of the Disease. Secondly, The Application of the Re∣medy. The Discovery of the Disease that we have in these words. Then I said this is mine Infir∣mity. The Application or Resolution upon the Re∣medy that we have in these. But I will remember the years &c.
We begin with the former viz. The Discovery of the Disease, Then I said this is &c. Wherein a∣gain we have two branches more.
First, The simple Proposition: This is mine Infir∣mity.
Secondly, The Rersonal Keflexion, I said this is &c. It was in the thing it self, and it was also in the Psalmist's own Observation.
First, Take it simply in the Proposition, and in the thing it self: This is mine Infirmity; wherein there are divers points included and Exhibited to us, we will take them as they lie before us.
First, We see here how the Saints and Servants of God themselves, they have their Infirmities. My Infirmity says David, who was an Holy man, a man after Gods own Heart, as the Scripture some∣times describes him, yet he had his weakness and Infirmities with him; and so also have all others besides, his 〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉 his often Infirmities as it is recorded of him, 1 Tim. 5.23. But also Spiri∣tual and Mental: The weaknesses and Infirmities of the Soul and inward man, they are those which are here mentioned in this place; these are such as the Children of God have, even in the Holiest and Exactest of them, as it is here implyed.
The Ground of it is this. First, The reliques and remainders of the Old man still abiding in them, where the Root is remaining, there will be Fruit answerable to it according to the Propositions of it. Now thus it is here in this particular, the Children of God they are Flesh as well as Spirit, and so far∣forth as they are Flesh there will be somewhat pro∣ceeding from them which shall savor of it. The Flesh lusts against the Spirit, as well as the Spirit a∣gainst the Flesh, as the Apostle tells us. Gal. 5.17.
Secondly, Grace is wrought Imperfectly in them, while they are here in this world; so much there is of the Flesh, so much the more there is to cause Infirmities, and so much the less as there is of the Spirit, so much the less on the otherside to pre∣vent them. I can do all things (says the Apostle Paul) through Christ that strengthens me. A Christi∣an is so far free from Infirmity as it pleases Christ to strengthen him; but this is not absolutely and perfectly while he remains here in thi world: Nei∣ther as to habitual Grace, nor Auxiliary: Neither as to the working of the Principles which is but in a weak measure and degree, nor as to the Concur∣rance with the Opperations which are various and different in them also, and at the best but very imperfect.
Therefore this teaches us to esteem of men as men, not to think of them above that which is written as the Apostle advises, nor to accept more from them, then is indeed in them; not to look for a Perfection in this Life from the best that are, for it is not to be found. As no man should think of himself more highly then he ought to think, so neither should he think so of other