with hunger. I will arise, and go to my Father, and say, Father I have sinned against Heaven and a∣gainst you, I am not now worthy to be called your Son, permit me only to be like one of your hired Servants. He had no sooner spoke these words, but pre∣sently without delay he puts them in execution; Leaves the place of his misery, comes and casts himself at his Fathers feet, to beg pardon and mer∣cy at his hands; and such and so great was this his repentance; that whereas he only demanded a place amongst his Servants, he was admitted unto that of his Son which he had lost.
Consider well this pattern, Theotime, imitate it in your Repentance, and return to God.
First, Practice well that, which is signified by these words, in se reversus; returning into himself; for one must return into ones self to return to God; that is to say, one must acknowledge the miserable condition, to which he is reduced by Sin; the distance from God, the loss of his grace, the lack of Spiritual favours, and parti∣cularly of Divine Inspirations; and above all, the continual danger of Damnation, wherein one is.
Secondly, in this view of your misery, con∣ceive a horrour of it, and form in your heart a prompt and firm resolution to return unto your Heavenly Father, in those words of the Prodigal Son, Surgam & ibo ad Patrem: I will rise from my misery, and I will go towards my Eternal Fa∣ther; I will declare my fault, and ask him par∣don, submitting my self in all things to his will.
Thirdly, do not deferr, no more then the Prodigal Son, the performance of your resoluti∣on; begin immediately and in earnest to do Pe∣nance for your Sins: Prostrate your self in the