we cannot be ignorant of it; of grief, when we have no feeling, of consession, and acknowledgement, when the Heart is not broken, of a de•…•…re to be Good, when we resolve to be evill, of our endeavour to leave off our sinnes, when we seed, and nourish them, and even hire them to stay with us,
—In udo est Maenas, et Attin.
our Repentance is languid, and faint, our
knowledge without
observa∣tion, our
grief without
compunction; our
acknowledgement without
tre∣pidation; our
desire without strength, and our
endeavour without Acti∣vitie: but they are all compleat, and made perfect in our
turne, and Conversion: If we
turne from our sinnes, then we know them, and know them in their Deformity, and all those Circumstances, which put so much horror upon them; If we Turne, our head will be a Fountaine of Teares; and the Eye
will cast out water; our con∣fession will be loud and hearty; Our desire eager, and impati∣ent; and our Endeavours strong, and earnest and violent. This
turn is as the hinge on which all the rest move freely and orderly;
Op∣tima poenitentia, nova vita, saith
Luther, the best and truest Repen∣tance, is a
new life, a
turne, carries all the rest along with it to the end, The end of our
knowledge, of our
griefe, of our
acknowledgement, the end of our
desires and
endeavours; For we know our sinnes, we be∣waile them, wee acknowledge them, wee desire, and endea∣vour to leave them; in a word; we
turne that we may be sa∣ved.
And first, it includes the knowledge of our sinnes; for he that knows not his malady, will neither seek for oure, nor admitt it; he that knows not the danger of the place he stands in, will not turne his face another way; he that dwells in it, as in a Paradise, will look upon all other, that yeeld not the same delight, as upon Hell it self; he that knows not his wayes are evill, will hardly go out of them; Malum notum, res est optima, saith Luther; 'Tis a good thing to know evill: for the knowledge of that, which is evill, can have no other end but this; To drive us from it, to that which is Good: when sinne appeares in its uglinesse, and monstrosity, when the Law, and the wrath of God, and Death it self display their Terrors before our face; That face is more then brasse or Adamant, that will not gather blackness, and Turne it self.
But this Prescript; To know sinne (one would think) should ra∣ther be tendred to the Heathen then Christians; To them some sinnes were unknowne, as Revenge, Ambition, Fornication, and therefore they are enjoyn'd to absteine from it; and yet even those which the light of Nature had discovered to them, they did com∣mitt, though they knew, That they who did commit them were worthy of death: But to Christians, it may seem unnecessary, for they live