Creator; we are creatures, silly worms, we must not take upon us to say, Oh it is unjust, cruel, and hard for God so to do; for he is Justice it self, and whatsoever we imagine or think to the contrary; yet Gods will ma∣keth the thing willed, to be good, just, and holy, because it is willed of him, who cannot will amisse, though it be hard and harsh to our corrupt reason, God hath willed the rejection of some: and this thing willed by God is good, for God cannot will amisse.
This being a truth, Oh then it concerneth us to look unto it, and to [Ʋse 2] take heed that we see to our selves, whether we stand in the mercy of God or no, and have hope of Gods mercy vouchsafed to us: Oh labour we to find our selves, not in the number of those whom God hath rejected, and cast off for ever; (for some such there are) but labour to find, that we be in the number of those whom God hath received to mercy. And consi∣der, howsoever Gods mercy is infinite, and endlesse, yet Gods mercy ad∣mitteth of a limitation, and a restraint in respect of man, for it shall not be reached out and extended to all men in the world, without exception, no, nor to many that make full account of it, in their own imagination, and flatter themselves, that Gods mercy belongeth unto them. And therefore in the fear of God, take heed we do not (in this case) deceive our selves; labour we to find our selves to outstrip and go beyond a reprobate, and to find in our selves that that cannot possibly be found in a reprobate; this is that we should chiefly aym at, and intend to reach to: and never rest untill you come to find such things in your selves, that cannot possibly be in one whom God hath cast off.
But you will say, [Quest.] What are those things that cannot possibly be found in a Reprobate? (a needful question.)
Beloved, they are many; [Answ.] yet I will onely commend unto you two spe∣cial things that cannot possibly be found in a Reprobate. What are those? The first is, a thorow and true change, both of the heart and life, from evil to good: (as you heard not long since) Gods eternal election bring∣eth forth an alteration; so the first thing must be this, a sound, thorough, and true change wrought in the whole man, not in the memory, the under∣standing, or the tongue onely, but in the rest, and throughout; not as ma∣ny that have onely left some sins, as the beastly adulterer, for want of ability to follow it, but they are changed throughout, and have the power of grace wrought in them by the means of grace, the Word, Prayer, and the Sacraments, they have true grace wrought in every part of their body, and power of the soul, by the use of the means; for howsoever God is not tyed to means, (he can work without means,) yet God doth ordinarily work, where he vouchsafeth means: And they that live under the meanes, and have not grace, they are in a fearful case.
The second thing that cannot be found in a Reprobate, is a groaning under sin, and that because it is sin; not for fear, or shame, or by-respects, and especially under such sins, as no eye of man can take notice of, to see or know, but onely God, and a mans own heart and conscience; a groan∣ing under inward and spiritual sins, a groaning under unbelief, hardnesse of heart, deadnesse and dulnesse in performing holy duties, pride of life, pride of heart, self-love, (which no man can discern,) a groaning unto God in secret, to remove these things. Now then if thou findest these things, that thou hast a true and thorough change, by the work of Gods Spirit, thou art able to stand against thy best pleasing and darling sinnes; and the more grace thou hast, the more careful thou art to use the meanes: thou doest not think the time tedious, in hearing the Word, or repeating of Sermons; the more thy love to the means increaseth, and the more thou groanest under such evils and sins, as no eye of man can take notice of, no not the devil, and thou accountest it thy greatest misery to bear the