A CONFLICT of Mind.
HOw soon did Peter, James and John forget the glorious Transfiguration, and fell asleep when the Temptation came? How soon is Sight gone, when the Sun is eclipsed? So it is with me. When shall I have skill to discern and resist the beginnings of Decay? How soon doth a Troop of Armed Men break in at an unguarded Gap? I cannot thrust them out again my self; but will rather go to him who hath his Bridle in their Jaws, and can both turn them back, and also lock the Door against them. Oh, that I could lift up a Jehoshaphat's Cry to the Lord of Hosts! Then would the day clear up, and I should yet see my Salvation come, flying upon the Wings of the Wind, and mounted upon the Glouds for my help. I have one hard task to do: but, O thou, to whom nothing is hard! reveal thy Will, and conquer mine. My sore Task and Travel is this; How to retain a close Application of Union with God in Christ, so as that I may prevent the loss of tender Converse, and holy reverential Familiarity