§. Sect. 2 Of the daily renewing of our repen∣tance. First, by recalling our sinnes to re∣membrance; And secondly, by humbling our selues be∣fore God in the sight and sense of them.
Now the principall meanes of renewing and confirming this couenant of grace, is, daily to renew the condition on our part, which is a liuely faith, approued by the fruits of it in vnfained repentance. The which lat∣ter, because it is the infallible signe and touch stone of the former, and the outward and sensible fruit, which assureth vs of the hidden roote, that it liueth and groweth, I will in the first place speake of our daily exercise in renewing of our repentance; vnto which is required, first, that we call to our remembrance our former sinnes, together with the cursed roote of o∣riginall corruption from which they spring; but especially the sinnes, frailties and falls, which haue ouertaken vs since the last time that wee performed this exercise, to which purpose it behoueth vs to keepe a strict and narrow watch ouer all our thoughts, words and workes, that these spirituall enemies of our soules may not slily passe by, or secretly lurke in vs vnespied, and consequently vnrepented of; and also to take speciall marke of them, that they doe not slip out of our minde and memory. For which end we must looke our selues often in the glasse of Gods Law, & ex∣amine our liues by this rule, that so we may take notice of our spirituall spots and deformities, of our errours and auersenes to good, & pronenesse to euill, and so bring them into the Court of conscience, that being there∣by, in the presence of God our supreme Iudge, accused & condemned, our hearts may bee smitten with godly sorrow in the sight and sence of them, and affected with a loathing and mislike of our former euill proceedings; according to the practice of the faithfull, foretold by the Prophet: Then shall ye (saith he) remember your former euill wayes, and your doings that were not good, and shall loath your selues in your owne sight, for your iniquities, and for your abominations. The neglect of which duty is reproued and condem∣ned in the people of the Iewes: I hearkened and heard, but they spake not a∣right, no man repented him of his wickednesse, saying, What haue I done? eue∣ry one turned to his course, as the Horse rusheth into the battell. Secondly, Hu∣miliation is here also required, in which, diuers things ought to concurre; first, when we haue called our sinnes to our remembrance, and set them in order before vs, we must in the sight and sence of them haue melting, relen∣ting, broken, and contrite hearts and spirits, which will truely mourne with bitter griefe, because by our sinnes wee haue displeased so gracious and good a God, who hath multiplied vpon vs so innumerable benefits and blessings, both in temporall and spirituall things, especially in giuing his only Sonne to the death for vs, when as we were strangers and enemies vnto him. Vpon which consideration we must, looking vpon him whom wee haue pearced, mourne for him, as a man mourneth for his onely sonne, and be in bitternesse for him, as one that is in bitternesse for his first borne. We must not slight ouer our sorrow, but labour with Peter to weepe bitterly, and with the Israelites, to powre forth our melting soules before God, like water drawne out of a well; and finally, with Dauid we must labour to bring our mourning for sinne into daily practice; Euery night (saith hee) make I my bedde to swimme, and I water my couch with my teares. And if