some seruice, & honour which he se∣eth, may redownde to god thereby.
But in this case also he ought to de∣sire such estimation with feare and som sorow, that he must be honored, & with great circumspection, that he be not deceiued with self loue.
How may I know said Probus, whe∣ther in such case as this I kepe humi∣litie, with that desire of honour?
You may know & discerne this said Alphonso, if you ioy noe whitt in that estimation & honour, but onely in the seruice & honour which is done to god by it. And again, if you fele in your hart an vnfeaned desire or disposition, that leauing all honour & estimation (if so it might please God) you had rather for your owne part, chose to yeld him your seruice, by suffering contempts, dispysinges, disgraces, & iniuries, then by that estimation, credit, & honour.
And lastly, if you fynde your hart as desireous & ioyfull, that other mē be estemed & honored for the seruice & honour of God, as your self, or that they be preferred before you: without