from the pretertense habuistis, had ye? not habetis, have ye? that sin, like the trees of Sodome, if it beare any fruit at all, yet that it abideth not, but assoone as it is touched falls to ashes. Musonius the Philosopher out of his owne experience teacheth us, and that truely, that if we doe any good thing with paine, the paine is soone over, but the pleasure remaineth; but on the contrarie, if we doe any evill thing with pleasure, the pleasure is soone o∣ver, but the paine remaineth.
In those things whereof yee are now ashamed. As after the wound is hea∣led there remaines a scar in the flesh; so after sinne is healed in the conscience, there remaines as it were a scarre of infamie in our good name, and of shame also in the inward man. The act of sinne is transcunt, yet shame the ef∣fect, or rather proper passion of it, is permanent: sinne is more ancient than shame, but shame out liveth sinne. It is as impossible that fire should be without scorching heat, or a blow without paine, or a feaver without shaking, as sinne, especially heinous and grievous, without a trembling in the minde, and shame and confusion in the soule. For, as Macrobius well observeth, when the soule hath defiled her selfe with the turpitude of sinne, pudore suffunditur, & sanguinem obtendit pro velamento, she is ashamed of her selfe, and sends forth bloud into the outward parts, and spreadeth ••t like a vaile before her; just as the Sepia or Cuttle fish, when she is afraid to be taken, sends from her bloud like inke, whereby she so obscureth the water that the angler cannot see her. If it be objected, that some men as they are past grace, so past shame also, and some foreheads of that metall that will receive no tincture of modestie, such as Zeno was in Nicephorus his sto∣ry, who held it a disparagement to himselfe to commit wickednesse in secret, and cover his filthinesse with the darke shadow of the night; for that it be∣came not soveraigne majestie to feare any thing: he thought he could not shew himselfe a Prince, unlesse without feare or shame he committed outrages in the face of the sunne. Such were those Jewes whom the Prophet Jeremie brands in the forehead with the marke of a Strumpet that cannot blush; Were they ashamed when they committed abominations? nay, they were not a∣shamed, neither could they blush. I answer,
1 By distinguishing of shame, which is sometimes taken for the inward affection and irksome passion of a sinner, that hath cast any foule staine up∣on his conscience; sometimes for the outward expression, by dejection in the countenance, faultring in the speech, a cloud in the eye, and flushing in the forehead and cheekes. No sinner is without shame in the first sense, though many by custome in sinne grow senselesse thereof, and consequent∣ly shamelesse in the latter sense; and in the end they come to that height of impudencie, that they blush for it if they blush, and are ashamed of their shamefacednesse, & pudet non esse impudentem. But this hardinesse doth them no good at all; for they doe but stop the mouth of the wound that it bleed not outwardly, it bleedeth inwardly the faster, and much more dangerously.
2 A sinner may be considered either before or after his regeneration; before his regeneration he committeth many sinnes, whereof he is not then ashamed, either because he accounteth them no sins, or not such sinnes as may any wayes trench upon his reputation. For though the dim light of