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Of the Soul troubled in Conscience.
WEll, the troubles and terrours before spo∣ken of in the precedent part, in reference to these that follow and are now at hand are but as S. Matthew saies of those troubles that shall go before the day of Judgement, the beginning of sorrowes. I say, the begin∣ning of sorrow, they are like the scattering drops which fall before a shower; and O now the shower it self begins to fall apace, a terrible shower, and most violent storm, such a one as David speaks of in Psal. 11. vers. 6. where he saith, Ʋpon the wicked be shall raine snares, fire and brimstone, and an horrible tempest, this shall be their portion to drinke.
For now our minds and bodies being perhaps more properly made fit for that purpose; I say, the rather fitted thereunto; as either by occasion of the leisure and vacancy of the mind, or also by the like concurring occasion of strong melancholly vapours in the body, or other diseased disturbance: Though fin only be the procuring cause, yet these or some of these are usually the present occasions which mainly help it forward; we quickly fall into an exceeding dumpishnesse of mind, and even in a short space our fancy is followed with swarmes of tormenting thoughts, in so extraordinary a manner, that we cannot tell what to doe; they come so thick one upon another, and are impious in so high a degree, that the dismall and hellish terrour thereof doth quite dull and take off our sences. There is, for the most part, no one houre all day long, but that we are haunted