and if I destroy not all these impostures, esteem me as the basest of all Men, take from me wholly all hopes, that is to say, take away my life; speak then Di∣vine Clelia, continued he, but speak without turn∣ing away your fair eyes, that they may see in mine all the innocence of my heart, and the fervour of my Love.
Clelia hearing Aronces speak in this manner, began to doubt of what had been told her concerning him, so that looking upon him with a more gracious eye then before, by your favour Aronces, said she to him, justifie not your self, for I had rather be in wrath then in sorrow, wherefore because 'tis upon necessity that I must lose you, leave me in the belief that 'tis I which have lost you: No, no, Madam, replied he, I will not indure this injustice, and I must be abso∣lutely justified.
As Aronces ended these words, and that he was in hope to appease Clelia, Fenice followed by two of her Friends, came down stairs at the foot of which we were, insomuch that Aronces, who did not think that she had been there, and who knew that Clelia had newly accused him to have born her some affe∣ction, was so surprised by the sight of her, that it was not in his power to conceal those marks which demonstrated the agitation of his spirit.
Nevertheless, as he intended to clear Clelia of her doubt, he saluted Fenice with more reservedness then ordinarily, insomuch that this person not knowing what was the reason of the diminution of his wonted civility, and calling to mind the cold en∣tertainment that Clelia gave her the last time she saw her, she could not hinder her self from making some reproaches for it: Ah Aronces! (said she to him) 'tis too much to be at odds both with you and Clelia; 'tis not added Fenice, but that her beauty deserves your regards, but she ought not to be possessor of all your civilities, Aronces and Clelia were so surprised by what Fenice had said, and she passed by so suddenly, that they had not the leisure to answer her, yet they both began to give her a reply, but as I have said already, Fenice gave them not the leisure to end it; nay, they were not able to say any thing to each other, and I could not go after Fenice, who had not seen me, because Sulpicia ended her discourse which she had with that Lady, which had stayed her, by this means, Aronces thinking to clear himself, found himself in a new labyrinth, for the alteration of his countenance, and what Fenice had told him, renewed the suspicions in Clelia's heart, insomuch that although he spake to her as he went up the stairs, she gave him no Answer, and she hath even acknowledged that she hardly understood him, you may then judge Madam, that when they were in this mourning Chamber, it was not easie for him to en∣tertain her, and when Sulpicia departed, Clelia car∣ried her self so dexterously, that she engaged me whether I would or not to lead her; it is true that Aronces was not prejudiced by it, for he found in Sul∣picia whom he accompanied, so much kindness, that it did in some measure comfort him, yet she never∣theless told him but very displeasing things, for she confirmed him in the belief which he had, that Clelius was very angry with him, and that he would not be easily reconciled: it is true, that she testifi∣ed to him a great deal of sorrow for it, which did infinitely oblige him.
But as she went about to joyn Clelia's thoughts with hers, and to make him know, that she also was very sorry for it: Ah Madam, said he to her, the equity of Clelia is far inferiour to yours, and I am far from having any subject by which I might equalize her goodness with yours.
Certainly you take the modesty of my Daughter (replied Sulpicia) as a Token of indifferency: but I assure you, she gives your virtue its deserved praise, and that if my perswasions could be ever able to cause an alteration in Clelius his thoughts, you should see what testimonies she would give of the esteem she hath of you: Aronces durst not tell her what Clelia had told him, for fear of angring that fair per∣son to whom I spoke, but as soon as I desired to know of her for what reason she would put Aronces to despair, by treating him so cruelly: Aronces (re∣plied she) it may be, is not so innocent as you think him to be, and you may chance to be a better Friend then you think for, in speaking to his advantage; Clelia told me that, in such obscure terms, that as I knew not, that she thought Aronces loved Fenice, I was far from understanding what she meant, and I likewise answered so ambiguously, and our conversa∣tion was so mysterious, that we parted without un∣derstanding one another; so that when Aronces and I were alone together, we knew not what to ima∣gine, for he was so astonisht that Clelia should ac∣cuse him of loving Fenice; and I was so affrighted at it when he told it me, that I knew not what to think of it, and the grief which Aronces had for it was so great that it could not be exceeded: for my part I knew well after that which he had told me, that it may be I was a better Friend then I thought, for be∣lieving that Aronces was amourous of Fenice, whom I loved, she was perswaded that I did more then I ought in speaking in his behalf.
In the mean time, we in vain searcht from whence should proceed Clelia's jealousie, the cause of which was very far off, for you must remember, that when I told you, that when Horatius endeavoured the first time to know whether Aronces was in love with Clelia or no, he found him with a Letter in his hand, which Fenice had wrote me, of which Horatius knew not the writing.
Now Madam, it happened that during the time that he had kept his Chamber for the hurt which he had received—Stenius fortunately shewed him a Song which was written by Fenice, which he saw sometimes, so that Horatius remembring it to be the same hand as that which he had seen in his Rivals hands, he began to imagine that Aronces loved in two places, and that I was his Confident only but by Fenice, so that relating this whole Adventure to Ste∣nius, he began to exaggerate the unjustice of Clelia, to prefer a Man to him which only gave her a divi∣ded heart.
So that Stenius effectively believing that Aronces had some intelligence with Fenice, and thinking to tender Horatius a good office, he went without in∣forming him of it to Clelia's house, and he so con∣trived his discourse, that he gave this fair person to understand, that I was Aronces confident near Fenice, though I went for her Lover, or if that was not that Aronces betrayed me, he even assured her, that he had seen a Letter from Fenice to Aronces, and he did it without making any scruple of the likelyhood of this lie, because Horatius had effectually told him that he had seen one in Aronces hands, it was not a considerable falshood to change one circumstance of this thing, so Stenius did what he intended, since he