you, you have found experience of the contrary, you have had far less tryals and afflictions, then happily may befall you, or are like to befall you, and you have found your selves much distempered. You will say, I was not able to run with the foot-men, how shall I hold out with the horse?
To this I answer divers things.
First, it may be a mans strength may increase more af∣terwards, then i•• was at the first, then the same burden is not the same, when there is a disproportion of strength and enabling to bear it. As Abraham, Gen. 12. you shall find that he was another manner of man, then he was, Gen. 22. for when the tryall was but little, he began to falter, when he went into Egypt: but when he came to offer Isaac, he was couragious, and stuck close to God.
Again, secondly, I answer, there may be another reason why there may be a less affliction, and it may be born with much impatience, when a great and heavy one may be born with more patience and more comfort. The reason hereof is this, because when a man hath but one particular loss, when a man hath but a light cross, this serves onely to provoke and stir up corruption in him, and then a man (as it were) is armed against God, then he is ready to fight against him: but now if the tempta∣tion or tryal be a sore, and through temptation, it will vanquish and subdue corruption, and bring him on his knees, and so he falls flat before the Lord: In such a case I say, a man that hath his corruption subdued, though it were a tryal tentimes greater, and more sore, yet he may live upon better terms with the Lord, and more comfor∣tably then another man with a lighter cross.
As it falls out many times in the time of War and ho∣stility between two Cities or Nations, the weaker part in the time of War indures and sustains more inconveni∣ence and blood-shed, and loss of men, then after the full conquest is made, especially if the government of the Conqueror be moderate and just, as it is sometimes. So