private, or the dark, where still God is present to oversee and [ A]
punish. And if this be not a scoffing, a deluding, a meer con∣temning
of God, to do that without any fear or regret in his sight,
which we never offer to attempt before a man, nay, a friend, I
know not what may be counted Atheism. In like manner, we ac∣knowledge
God to be 〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉, all-sufficient; and if we should be
examined in earnest, we would confess that there is no ability in
any creature to bestow or provide any good thing for us: and yet
our will here also hath its ways and arguments of contradiction. [ B]
Our whole life is one continued confutation of this piece of our
faith, our tremblings, our jealousies, our distrusts, our carefulness,
our worldly providence, and importunate carking, our methods and
stratagems of thrift and covetousness, and the whole business of our
lives in wooing, and solliciting, and importuning every power of
nature, every trade and art of the world, to succour, to assist and
provide for us, are most egregious evidences that we put no trust
or confidence in Gods all-sufficiency, but wholly depend and re∣ly [ C]
upon the arm of flesh, both to raise and sustain us. This very
one fashion of ours, in all our distresses, to fly to and call upon
all manner of second causes, without any raising or elevating our
eyes or thoughts toward God, from whom cometh our help,
plainly shews that God still dwells abroad in tents: we have seen
or heard of him, but have not yet brought him home into our
hearts, there to possess, and rectifie, and instruct our wills, as
well as our understandings. [ D]
Thirdly, The whole mystery of Christ articulately set down in
our Creed we as punctually believe, and to make good our names,
that we are Christians in earnest, we will challenge and defie the
fire and fagot to perswade us out of it: and these are good resolu∣tions,
if our practices did not give our faith the lye, and utterly
renounce at the Church door whatsoever we profest in our pews.
This very one thing, that he which is our Saviour, shall be our
Judge, that he which was crucified, dead, and buried, sits now at the [ E]
right hand of God, and from thence shall come to judge the world; this
main part, yea, sum of our belief, we deny and bandy against
all our lives long. If the story of Christ coming to judgment, set
down in the xxv. of Matthew after the 30. verse, had ever entred
through the doors of our ears to the inward closets of our hearts,
'tis impossible but we should observe and practise that one single
duty there required of us. Christ there as a Judge exacts and calls
us to account for nothing in the world, but only works of mercy, and [ F]
according to the satisfaction which we are able to give him in that
one point, he either entertains or repels us; and therefore our
care and negligence in this one business, will prove us either Chri∣stians
or Infidels. But alas! 'tis too plain, that in our actions we
never dream either of the judgment or the arraignment: our stu∣pid