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A PRAYER relating to the foregoing Confession.
O Lord, The Great and Dreadful God, the Impartial Judge of all Men, I blush to lift up my Face to thee my God, Righteousness belongeth to thee; for thou art Just and Holy in all thy Wayes: But I am a Vile and Miserable Sinner, the Reproach of men, and therefore no∣thing belongs to me but Shame and Confusion of face. Thou, O Lord, hast dealt Mercifully and exceeding Bountifully with me; I was Early taught to seek and serve thee; I felt the motions of thy Grace, and the Powers of the World to come, to awaken my Conscience. Thou didst call me to thy Service to stand and minister at thy Altar, and thou didst give me such a measure of the good things of this life as was not only beyond my Deserts, but Expectations; But I have forsaken thee and rebelled against thee: I waxed wanton in my plenty, and kicked against that light and Easie Yoke which I should have taught Others to bear. I drew near to thee with my lips, but my heart was far from thee, and with my polluted hands I have presumed to compass thine Altar, and to touch the holy things thereof; therefore it was just with thee to give me up to my own Hearts Lusts, and to deliver me over to Judicial hardness, that seeing I might see and not perceive, and hearing I might hear and not understand. I have served divers Lusts and Pleasures; My Eyes and Heart were full of Adultery, so that I could not cease from Sin. Nor have I sinned alone, O Lord; for I have drawn many with me into the snare of the Devil; so that my Sins are Innumerable, and Aggrava∣ted by many Circumstances; but most of all that I was called by thy Name, so that thy Enemies do blaspheme it upon my account. I have to all this added that Execrable Sin of shedding Innocent Blood, and done what I could to stifle the motions of thy Good Spirit: But now my Sins and thy Righteous Judgments have found me out, I acknowledge this is in great Mercy to my Soul, that I might not lye and perish in my Sins. I am Confounded and Ashamed, I Abhor my self in dust and ashes: I Confess I do not only deserve to die this Infamous death, but to be cast out of thy sight into Outer-darkness; for thou art of purer Eyes then to be∣hold Iniquity, and the Deceitful and Blood-Thirsty man thy Soul abhor∣reth; so that I may justly fear my Prayers are Abomination to thee; yet whither shall I flye from thy Presence? thy Hand hath overtaken me, and