Thirdly, It was an intolerable burthen to the soul to be under the continual fears, aiarms and frights of death and damnation. Its life hath been a life of bondage upon this ac∣count, ever since the Lord opened his eyes to see his conditi∣on. Poor souls lye down with tremblings for fear what a night may bring forth. 'Tis a sad life indeed to live in conti∣nual bondage to such fears. But faith sweetly relieves the trembling Conscience, by removing the guilt which breeds it; fears. The sting of death is sin; when guilt is removed, fears vanish. Smite Lord, smite, said Luther, for my sins are for∣given. Now if sickness come, 'tis another thing than it was wont to be, Isai. 33. 21. The Inhabitant shall not say I am sick, the people that dwell therein shall be forgiven their iniquities: a man scarce feels his sickness in comparison to what he did, whilst he was without Christ, and hope of pardon.
Fourthly, A convinced sinner out of Christ sees every thing against him: nothing yields any comfort, yea every thing increases and aggravates his burthen, whether he look to things past, present, or to come. If he reflect upon things past, his soul is filled with anguish to remember the sins committed, and the seasons neglected; and the precious mercies that have been abused: if he look upon things present, the case is doleful and miserable: nothing but trouble and danger; Christless, and comfortless: and if he look forward to things to come, that gives him a deeper cut to the heart than any thing else; for though it be sad and miserable for the present, yet he fears it will be much worse hereafter; all these are but the beginning of sorrows: and thus the poor awakened sinner becomes a Magor missabib; fear round about.
But upon his coming to Christ all things are marvellously al∣tered: a quite contrary face of things appears to him: eve∣ry thing gives him hope and comfort which way soever he looks: so speaks the Apostle, 1 Cor. 3. 22, 23. All things are yours (saith he) whether life, or death; or things present, or things to come, all is yours, and ye are Christs, and Christ is Gods: they are ours (i. e.) for our advantage, benefit and comfort; more particularly upon our coming to Christ▪
First, Things past are ours, they conduce to our advantage and comfort. Now the soul can begin to read the gracious end and design of God, in all its preservations and delive∣rances;