delights; so God useth to delight his people, by taking them, as it were, by the hand, and leading them into Heaven, and shewing them himself, and their Rest with him. God useth not to cast in our Joys while we are idle, or taken up with other things. It is true, he some∣time doth it suddenly, but yet usually in the foresaid order, leading it into our hearts by our judgment and thoughts: And his sometime sudden extraordinary casting of comforting thoughts into our hearts, should be so far from hindring our endeavors in a meditate∣ing way, that it should be a singular motive to quicken us to it; even as a tast given us of some cordial or choiser food, will make us desire and seek the Rest. God feedeth not Saints as birds do their young, bringing it to them, and putting it into their mouths, while they lye still in the nest, and only gape to receive it. But as he giveth to man the fruits of the earth, the increase of their land in Corn and wine, while we plow, and sow, and weed, and water, and dung, and dress, and then with patience expect his blessing: so doth he give the joys of the soul. Yet I deny not, that if any should so think to work out his own comforts by meditation, as to attempt the work in his own strength, and not do all in subordination to God; nor per∣ceive a necessity of the Spirits assistance; the work would prove to be like the workman, and the comfort he would gather would be like both, even meer vanity: Even as the husband mans labor without the sun, and rain, and blessing of God.
So then you may easily see, that close meditation on the matter and cause of our Joy, is Gods way to procure solid Joy. For my part, if I should finde my joy of another kinde, I should be very prone to doubt of its sincerity. If I finde a great deal of comfort in my heart, and know not how it came thither, nor upon what rational ground it was raised, nor what considerations do feed and continue it, I should be ready to question, how I know whether this be from God? And though, as the Cup in Benjamins sack, it might come from Love, yet it would leave me but in fears and amazement, because of the uncertainty. As I think our love to God, should not be like that of fond lovers, who love violently, but they know not why: so I think a Christians Joy, should be a grounded rational Joy, & not to rejoyce & know not why. Though perhaps in some extraordinary case, God may cast in such an extraordinary kinde of joy, yet I think its not his usual way. And if you observe the spirits of most forlorn, uncom∣fortable, despairing Christians, you shall finde the Reason to be,