CHAP. 6. Of another let: The leauing our first loue. [ G]
NOW followeth the second let in this first sort, that is: that many such as do hold on in some Christian course, do yet lose and fall from their first loue, not for a short time, as they before mentioned, but euen for years & dayes as they say: whē yet, they hauing once receiued it of the Lord at their first effectuall calling and conuersion, it ought to grow vp with them and accompanie them throughout their life, to make euery part of it more sweet and comforta∣ble. [ H] And great reason there is, why it should be so: for if we be truly conuer∣ted vnto God, the longer that we haue bene trained vp in his house (which is the militant Church) and tasted of the diet of his seruants how good it is in comparison of any other; the more we had need to take liking of his seruice, and with all chearefulnesse to liue in it afterwards, which at our first entrance we saw so great cause to like and approue of. In so much, that although wee shall haue strong perswasions to waxe wearie and slouthfull therein; yet there are many more and greater considerations to moue vs to constancie and good liking in the same.
But that it may the better be seene what our first loue is, I will in fewe [ I] words lay foorth the same. We are to know therefore, that when God first called vs from darknesse to light, and from vnder Sathans tyrannie and feare of hell to see our selues deliuered from them, which we saw were by our sinne due vnto vs; and that yet for all that, he would pardon our sins, receiue vs graci∣ously and loue vs freely, whereas before we were his enemies: this astonished vs, and after due consideration, inflamed our hearts and caused vs to admire this kindnesse of his, and to esteeme and preferre it before all pleasures, and to haue our hearts knit to him for it: for this loue of his constrained vs to loue him most feruently and dearely againe. Which our Sauiour Christ knowing well, asked of Peter in that case, if he loued him not more then the rest; euen [ K] as Dauid also calling the same to mind, brake out into these wordes, saying: I loue the Lord, because in the sorrowes of death he heard and deliuered me.
Thus when we first saw the exceeding loue of God and Christ to vs, we could not (I say) but loue him sensibly and heartily; and therefore our bre∣thren; and so his word and Ministers that brought vs tidings of it: for we no sooner beleeued, but faith that worketh by loue, wrought this in vs. And seeing