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S. Fulgentius to shun the title of Abbot, hides himselfe in vayne: & 〈◊〉〈◊〉 afterwards a Bishopricke, is made Bishop of Ruspa. Chap. 5.
NOtwithstanding the great pleasure and contentment, which S. Fulgentius tooke on the one side, for the great fruit of soul•…•… which was made, yet on the other he felt exceeding sorrow, in p•…•…∣ceiuing himselfe by such occupations much hindred from his vnion with God, and sweet contemplation of inuisible things. Besides the which, the tytle of Abbot and charge of commaunding others, was of small contentment to him, while he called to mynd that Christ our Lord himselfe, had sayd, that he came to serue, and not to be serued, and to performe not his proper will, but that of the eter∣nall Father. With such kind of thoughts as these, being newly pushed on to abase, and hide himselfe by all meanes; after a long consideration, atlast he tooke the resolution, which we will shew you now.
There washes the banckes of Vinci, and Bennese, an arme of the Sea, full of shelfs and rockes. In the one of which, being so dry 〈◊〉〈◊〉 day by day, they were fayne to procure fresh water to be brought them with litle boates, was found to be a Conuent of Monks, who vnder the care of two Reuerend Prelats there, perseuered in extre∣me pennance, and pouerty. To this Monastery now the blessed Ful∣gentius being retired, he began to relish agayne the desired fruits of a priuate life, and of holy humility, mortifying through obedience all proper will, in taming continually the flesh with fastings, pray∣ers, and vigils, and diuing at pleasure in to the profound mysteryes of the Eternity: and yet interupting withall, at tymes, his mentall exercises, in copying forth, with his owne hand, •…•…ome good booke or other, which he could do very excellently well; or els in weauing, for sundry vses, the leaues of Palmes, wherin likewise he had beene very dexterous heertofore; so as it seemed to him h•…•… was now in that state he wished for so much: but yet was it not affoarded him, to remayne therein, as long as he would.
Because that Felix his Collegue, and the other his Monkes, ha∣uing notice thereof, first of all, vsed all the meanes possible they could themselues, to haue him agayne: but while their prayers and persuasions, were not of force thereunto, they finally interpo∣sed the authority of the Venerable Faustus the Bishop, by whome