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CHAP. XVI.
BVT perhaps thy heart tels thee, that the parti∣cular sinnes that thou art charged withall, were not onely done in thy daies of knowledge, whē thou hadst learned before, that such things ought not to be done: but they were also done in the freedome of thine heart, not surprised with sudden feare, nor led away captiue by any violent temptation: but with full consent of will, thy heart at leisure considering, and freely chusing (against all checke what∣soeuer) to do those things venturously, boldly, presumptuously, and (as we say) desperately casting behind thy backe at that time, all feare of God, all regard of his law, all remembrance of his mercy, and all bonds of thy obedience; only seeking to satisfie thine owne lusts, and preferring the pleasure of sinne, and wages of iniquitie, before the seruice of God, though thou didst know, that those pleasures were of that constancie,