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he loued, and reioyce in the sonne that hath sinned and laments.
But to my purpose, hauing in so many voyages gone forth and returned so successiuely and to approue, that the state of fortune, is like the spokes of a wheele, that is carri∣ed aswell downward as vpward, that this worldly feli∣city ioyes and pleasure, in which we so trust: which we study to know, labour to purchase, and are so carefull to keep, •…•…re but like the day that is giuen vs to vse, and vani∣sheth away euen in the growing▪ That while we think we stand sure on the pynackles of Fortune, we are on the sud∣daine ouerthrowne to lye gr•…•…ueling in shame, pleasure and sorrow, being indeed twins (as shall appeare by me) the one no sooner hatched, but the other is at hand to s•…•…plant her, and therefore I may fitly compare mans happines heere to a fruitles smile, the which is presently turned in∣to sorrowe and teares: •…•…e a dreame, the ioy whereof vani∣sheth euen as we wake: to a painted Sepulchre, faire without and putrified within, or to a Syren beautifull in shew and deceit•…•…ul to intice, glorious aboue to bewitch you with gasing, but l•…•…oke downe to the hinder part, to the bot•…•…ome of that which he•…•…re we ran mad for, we shal finde this tempting faire to haue the taile of a Scorpion, who in the handling giues such a blow▪ that it benummeth our bo∣dies, and the sence of vnderstanding, and stingeth our soules with an irrecou•…•…rable death.
For while I thus wallowed in my inclination, ma∣stred by my affections, and making my felicity out of others mens miseries, while I thought prosperity at sea, as sure in my gripe, as the power to speak was free to my tongu•…•…, my actions were •…•…o imboldened, and my heart so hardned, that I held if a cowardise to dispaire to attempt, and effe∣minacy to pitie whosoeuer did perish. So that my for∣tunes, like a byas-bowle, being all this while throwne vp a hill, and gayned not the top o•…•… safety, whereon it might rest, it must of force fall downe againe. So I feareles to