30 MICHIGAN QUARTERLY REVIEW line of his body, rather than his flesh, suavely or sensually accentuating his masculine bearing. In contrast, my costume reinforces the illusion of femininity, with dominant notes of either fragility or eroticism. Typically, costumes are made of yards and yards of gossamer fabric, adorned with plumes and glitter for the smooth dances, or of satin or lace, ruffled and beaded, attached to spandex bodices for the Latin dances. The shoes are high-heeled spikes, of gold or silver. Like ballet slippers, they are fragile, offer little protection to the foot, are meant, like pointe, to extend the length of the leg, and seem to defy gravity. They throw the torso forward and make balance more difficult for the woman than the man, whose footwear resembles very flat street shoes. The costumes serve as accoutrements necessary to showcase an idealized vision of male and female, so that the costumed dancers approximate living pieces of sculpture. All their movements aim to maximize this vision of perfection, of men and women with mythologically correct bodies, as if Adonis and Venus incarnate were to dedicate themselves to Terpsichore. The overall effect is one of grace and elegance. Subsidiary effects include man serving woman, chivalrously presenting her, courting her, desiring her, vanquishing her. In this landscape, the female body is a prize actively sought by the male, who uses his power, his finesse, and especially his body as lure. This landscape, so carefully constructed to accentuate body, and powerful in its own right, is energized and embodied in the dance. It becomes part of the world of the dancers, who, in an act of reciprocity, express themselves in this stylized world by stylized encounters. Each dance reveals both the soul of the dance and the soul of the dancer through the body. The self revealed is romanticized, idealized, and more or less erotic. Here is the second domain of human movement, what Van Den Berg describes as "the exposition of [one's] inner self; of the secrecy of head and heart." For it is in the movements of the body that the "hidden inner self becomes visible."6 However, given the nature of ballroom dance, the exposition of the inner self is a paired venture, and more problematic for the woman than in other forms of dance. First and foremost, all movement is initiated and controlled by the man. He "leads" and she "follows." The very language surfaces the deeply-embedded core of traditional male/female roles. In fact, all dance patterns are labeled from the man's point of view. Thus the basic patterns in all the ballroom dances move forward for the man, backward for the
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