444 THE MICHIGAN QUARTERLY REVIEW nately, Holden is not a fish. Mother Nature has not fulfilled his need. Being warm-blooded, he shares the plight of the ducks; his getting "frozen right in one position for the whole winter" is no solution to his dilemma. On the contrary, when Holden, with wet hair, begins to feel ice forming on the back of his head, he realizes that he could catch pneumonia, a disease of the lungs. Holden also tries to escape the influences of this world by forming a fantasy: he attempts to create a "make believe" substitute for the actual world, one in which, even though he has become "big," he is capable of preserving the state of childhood. Thus, he mentally fashions for himself the role of the catcher in the rye: I keep picturing all these little kids playing some game in this big field of rye and all. Thousands of little kids, and nobody's aroundnobody big, I mean-except me. And I'm standing on the edge of some crazy cliff. What I have to do, I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff-I mean if they're running and they don't look where they're going I have to come out from somewhere and catch them. The peculiar setting of this fantasy is recollective of two actual settings Holden would like to avoid, since they are not as beneficial to the preservation of childhood. The first setting, analogous to the cliff, is any street-curb from which, as noted earlier, a child may step and fall down in the street, possibly ending his childhood. Holden removes this danger in his fantasy by giving himself the role of the catcher. The second setting, analogous to the big field, is the park. In contrast with the city, with its concentrated gathering of corrupted adults, its hotels "full of perverts and morons. Screwballs all over the place," the park is a setting more often associated, in the context of Holden's experiences, with children. However, unlike the big field in Holden's "make believe" world, in which children can play without falling from childhood, the park too clearly reflects those corrupting influences of the actual world from which Holden wishes to escape: "It was lousy in the park.... there
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