his mouth, as himselfe speaketh Rev. 2. in the mouthes and
testimonies of the Churches & Brethren, against whom when
you overheat your selfe in reasoning and disputing, against
the light of his truth, it pleased him to stop your mouth by a
sudden Disease, and to threaten to take breath from you: But
you instead of recoiling (as even Balaam offered to doe in the
like case) chose rather to persist in the way, and protest against
all the Churches and brethren that stood in your way: and
thus the good hand of Christ that should have humbled you
to see and turn from the error of your way, hath rather hard∣ned
you therin, and quickned you only to see failings (yea in∣tollerable
errors) in all the Churches and brethren, rather
then in your selfe.
Answer. In these lines, an humble and discerning spirit may
espie: First a glorious justification and boasting of Himselfe
and others concurring with him. Secondly, an unrighteous
and uncharitable censure of the afflicted.
To the first I say no more, but let the light of the holy lant∣horne
of the word of God discover and try with whom the
sword of Gods mouth (that is the testimony of the holy
Scripture, for Christ, against Antichrist) abideth. And whe∣ther
my self and such poore Witnesses of Jesus Christ in Old
and New England, Low-Countries, &c. desiring in meeknes
and patience to testifie the truth of Jesus, against all false cal∣lings
of Ministers, &c. Or Mr. Cotton (however in his person
holy and beloved) swimming with the stream of outward
credit and profit, and smiting with the fist and sword of per∣secution
such as dare not joyn in worship with him; I say,
whether of either be the Witnesses of Christ Jesus, in whose
mouth is the sword of his mouth, the sword of the Spirit, the
holy word of God, and whether is most like to Balaam?
To the sec••n••: his censure. It is true, it pleased God by ex∣cessiv••
labours on the Lords dayes, and thrice a week at Salem,
by labours day and night in my Field with my own hands, for
the maintenance of my charge; by travells also by day and
night to goe and return from their Court (and not by over∣heating
in dispute, divers of themselves confessing publikely
my moderation) it pleased God to bring me neare unto death,
in which time (notwithstanding the mediating testimony of
two skillfull in Physick) I was unmercifully driven from my