CHAP. VI.
THen Job answered and said, O! that my greifes were throughly weighed and my calamity laid in the ballances together. Having heard his friend Eli∣phaz * 1.1 charging him for his seeming impatient under his sufferings, to be a wicked man, and one, who though he had formerly seemed most righteous, yet appeared to God to be an hypocrite, doing otherewise then he made profession, or else God would not have dealt so severely by him, as he did; having I say heard all this to his greater vexation, Job now answereth, as if he had said, I confess indeed that I have shewed much impatience in the speeches, that I have uttered, if they be looked at, as they sound, which I ought not to have done. But O! that yee could see how I am afflicted, even much more then appeareth outwardly to the eye in my soul and inward parts, because that here I feel nothing to make me look up to God as a mer∣ciful Father unto me, but a severe Judge against me; so that I feel in my soul as it were, the terrors of Hel upon earth: And these being thus weigh∣ed, * 1.2 would seem heavyer then the sands of the sea shoare, and therefore im∣portable by any creature, so that I want words to express my miseries, which he meaneth by saying, My words are swallowed up. For that he meaneth, his inward sufferings, besides his outward, the next words do declare, V. 4. The arrowes of the Almighty are within me, the poyson thereof drinketh up * 1.3 my spirit, the terrors thereof set themselves in aray against me. That is, I feel the effects of Gods wrath in my heart, as arrowes pei••cing and gal∣ling it, yea poysoned arrowes, which are most mortal: And are shot by most cruel enemies, desiring that none who are thus wounded, should es∣cape, [Note.] but dye a tormenting death, and whilst it is thus with me, I am beset as it were, with an army; from which there is none escaping, but I must needs perish for ever: Whence note, How great the severity of Gods wrath is, and shall be towards the wicked: for if Job so just a man be thus dealt [Note.] with, and being under it but for a time, judgeth the burthen thereof intole∣rable, what shall become of the wicked who shall beare the burthen of