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CHAP. X.
MY Soul is weary of my life, I will leave my complaint upon my selfe, &c. * 1.1 The vulg. Dimittam adversus me eloquium meum, I will let my speech go against my self; Expounded by Gregory thus, It irks my soul that my life is so sinful, as to bring so great Judgments upon me; I will therfore not * 1.2 excuse, but accuse my self; wherein we are also taught what to do, and not when we have done evill and God meets with us by his Judgments, o•• we are accused and in danger to be punished, therfore to deny the evill which we have done, as the manner of most is: And because some speak in con∣fessing their sinns, or telling of them without all greif therefore; yea ra∣ther glorying and delighting to recount them, he addeth further, I will [Note.] speak in the bitterness of my Soul, As every one must do that would have pardon. Against glorying in sinn which is our shame, see Phillip. 3. 21. The Hebrew is, I will leave my words of complaint upon me: To the same effect; For he that doth so complain of his own evill deserts, and consequent∣ly against himself.
And the next words follow well after these, being thus understood.
I will say unto God, do not condemn me, shew me wherefore thou contendest with me. Seeing I confess all the fault for which I suffer is in my selfe (O * 1.3 Lord) do not thou proceed still against me, but now that I do, as thou re∣quirest of sinners, shew me wherefore thou still proceedest in thy Judgments against me, and dost not release me from them, that if there be any other thing by me to be done, I may apply my self unto it and recover thy favour; a speech much like unto that Ch. 7. 20. for the just Judg of all the world wil not smite without a cause, therefore not the poor, the work of his own hands, as it followeth, V. 3.
Neither will he help the counsell of the wicked. Wherby he meaneth his wicked friends, who conspired together to lay some gross sinns to his charge, * 1.4 arguing from the Judgments upon him, thar he must needs be notoriously wicked before God, and if his plagues should still continue, they would be confirmed in their evill opinion against him.
Hast thou eyes of flesh? or seest thou as a man seeth? Gregory, who by the wicked spoken of, V. 3. understandeth the devill taking occasion by afflictions * 1.5 to drive the servants of God to sin, & so into the danger of everlasting death, which he cannot otherwise effect to make them as miserable as himself; and the former words, Seems it good to thee to oppresse the Poor: as if he had said, I know it doth not, but thou seest some cause of these my Suffrings, which I do not, and for this I greive; He I say expoundeth this of V. 4. Thus, if thou hadst eyes like a man to see nothing till it were done, and wert in thy time and dayes like a man of short continuance, made in time, and so cut off again in a short time, and not from everlasting to everlasting, knowing all things to come from Eternity, and not as man who cannot know things so; because he cannot know but after he hath a being, I should not marvel a•• thy pursuing me with thy Judgments to prove me, but now it amazeth and troubleth me much, to think why thou thus tryest me, being so well known unto thee; even before I was born. Thus also August. and Tho: Aquinas Polichron. and many more. V. 7.
Thou knowest that I am not wicked, and none can deliver me out of thy hands. * 1.6
The vulg. joyning it by a copulative to the former verse, renders it, And thou mayst know that I am not wicked. Hebr. It is upon thy knowledge, without any copulative, Job appealeth here out of the clearness of his conscience to God himself, seeking to move him hereby, not to try him further by his judg∣ments,