that, a hideous darkness, a worme gnawing, a fire burning, wailing and gnashing of teeth, late remorse, despair, hatred of ones selfe, and all ima∣ginable distresses are but consequences of that misery of miseryes, to be hated of God and hate him for ever.
Of that incomprehensible misery the suburbs are the torments of conscience in this life, to which the racks, the wheeles, and the fires, are not comparable. How grievous those torments are, many forsaken wretches have sufficiently exprest it, who being tortured by their conscience, and un∣capable to conceive any deliverance from the dis∣mal expectation of hell, have chosen rather to leape into hell, by a desperate selfe-murther, then to endure any longer the angry face of God pur∣suing them. And the miserable soules find there, what they seek to avoid; Amos 5.19. as if a man did flee from a Lion, and a Beare met him.
The examples are frequent of those whom the secret lashes of conscience have forced to make an open declaration of their hidden crimes, shew∣ing thereby, that they were upon Gods rack. But truly the examples are yet more frequent of seared and benummed consciences, which by pastimes, companyes, businesses, and the deceitfulnes of ri∣ches, divert their mind from that formidable thought of the quarrell, that is betweene God and them; cosening themselves, as farre as they can, with a vaine opinion that the way to scape Gods