But among other calamities, what can be more grievous unto me, then to be so separated from my brother (if I may by Natures consent claim any such title) that I never should have séen him yet, nor be like to see him hereafter? Neither is it a lesse torment for me, that by him I should be brought into these miseries, and that he should be cause of all my mishap, who no doubt, if he knew it, would if he could redresse my ca∣lamitie. But séeing he is not in Persia, assuredly some mis∣cheif hath befallen him, wherewith Fortune hath purposed to work both our destructions. The Gods grant that I may pro∣phesie falsly, though the apparent shew of all things force me to divine the contrary. And lastly, this latter pinch of For∣tunes spight, in that she is absent who is the cause that I am present, (yea, simpliciter that I am, for without her I had now not béen at all) in rancour doth surpass all the malice that hi∣therto she hath ever endeavoured, laboured, or enterprised a∣gainst me. Ah swéet Cerasilla, courteous Cerasilla, yea most lo∣ving Cerasilla, how wilt thou blame and accuse me of mon∣strous ingratefulness if thou suspect that I have puposely left thée of free will and counsel, and voluntarily abandoned thee? But I hope thou wilt not hold such opinion of me but rather impute this hapless chance to Fortune, who hath sworn to make me miserable.
And alas whither shall I go, or what way shall I take? since ye sweet guide is taken from me in whose cōpany I came hi∣ther, my coming is not from imprisonment to liberty, or thral, dom to freedom, or from death to life; but rather from one kind of captivity, bondage & death, into an other; altering the man∣ner of my misery, not abating the extremity of my calamity.
Therewith my brother Philorenus, not able speak to any longer for the multitude of sighs which he fetched from his heart, and tears which spouted out of his eys, he wept most bit∣terly, in which plight I will leave him a while, and declare unto you what Fortune mtstresse Cerasiila had: who having strayed up and down the wood a long time, and calling for Phi∣lorenus as loud as she could, weeping & lamenting his absence