time delayeth to give what he purposeth at length to give; 2▪ why he denyeth and with-holdeth the particular mercy that was askt, and will rather give some other thing (which will be better for us) in lieu and consideration of what was desired, and thus will rather make a gracious compensation, then grant the mercy in kind that was desired? We shall be∣gin with the last, as being many a time the sad tryal and ex∣ercise of the Saints, who not seeing the Lords design, nor observing the compensation (it haply being in spirituals which are not so easily discerned) have been ready to apprehend such a dispensation to be in wrath, and that the Lord hath hid himself from their prayers.
But here it would be remembred, that our work is not to enquire after the meritorious and procuring cause, which by way of demerit doth provoke the Lord either to deny or de∣lay, because although the Lord delay to give or deny what was askt, yet he doth not (as the question supposeth) either deny or delay the acceptance and hearing of our prayers; yea, such a denial and delay is not only in mercy and love, but by way of answer to our prayers; and he who knew no sin, did meet with such a return to his prayers, Mat. 26.39, 42, 44. And therefore now we must only enquir concern∣ing the holy ends and gracious designs the Lord propoundeth in such a dispensation; under which we would not have the castigation of his people to be comprehended; for, albeit in his purpose, and in the issue that hath much love in it, yet it being in it self grievous, bitter and afflictive, and not a fit object of our prayers, it cannot so properly be said to be given by way of return to them, yet since it proceeds from love, and may be very profitable to us, and thus may be askt con∣ditionally and comparatively (as hath been shown) we shall in the close add a word concerning it; though still it would be considered, that there is a great difference between this, and those other designs which have nothing of anger and wrath in them, and here the object it self being absolutely considered is evil, a fruit and punishment of sin, and a testimony of divine displeasure, and therefore whatever be said of the fruit and event, yet the thing it self