(such a height and measure of zeal being scarce attainable, since it cannot be affirmed that any other ever did, or shall in this life, come their length) David his desire and prayer, 1 Chr. 21.17. is very considerable in the present case; Let thine hand (saith this holy man) be on me and on my fathers house, but not (or rather then) on thy people, that they should be plagued. It is true, he had sinned and deser∣ved to be punished; but whatever were his motives, we see this holy man prefer the good of Gods people to his own per∣sonal interest, and desire that the rod should be rather on himself and his family, then on the body of the people.
But abstracting from such high and holy ends, and when the comparison is only between some evil or temporal rod lying upon us, and some other evil which may rid us out of the present trouble, if the Saints should desire any such evil by way of remedy, such a desire must be sinfull; the object being evil in it self, and not determined as a necessary and the only mean for removing the present evil, which perhaps is less in it self and less dangerous; and so the end being base and low, and the root and principle sinfull and carnal, such as pride, passion, impatience, distrust and the like, I hope none will plead for such a desire, though in the most eminent Saints, as in Job, ch. 6.8, 9. in Moses, Numb. 11.15. in Jonah, ch. 4.39. in Eliah, 1 King. 19.4. in Jeremiah, ch. 20.14, 15, 16, 17. &c. For, though Job was a pattern of patience, Jam. 5.11. Moses of meekness, Numb. 12.3. and Eliah of confidence, 1 King. 18. yet they were subject to infirmities, even there where they were strongest; and those slips and fits of passion and impatience are left on record, to be, 1. a warning to us of our frailty, that we may learn to be humble, watchfull and cir∣cumspect; 2. to be as a beacon on the rock which we should shun; and, 3. to teach us that our imitation of men, though eminent for holiness, should be with a limitation and with caution, that we must only follow them when, and so far as they follow Christ and walk by rule.
But though some weak Saints may miscarry on the one hand, by presuming on Gods care and bounty, that he will bless such a severe course of physick as they prescribe to them∣selves