consideration it is, and very answerable, and proportionable to this loud and vehement ingemination Convertimini, Convertimini, Turn ye, Turn ye, able to turn us, and so to turn us, that we may turn from every evil way.
The fourth property of our Turn, it must be final, carried on to the end.
Our turn then must be true, and sincere; and it must be univer∣sal; we must turn with all our Heart; and turn from all our sins; there is yet one property more, one thing more required, that it be final, that we hold it on unto the end, for without this the other three are lost; the speedinesse, the sincerity, the universality of our Repen∣tance are of no force, which though it were true 〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉〈 in non-Latin alphabet 〉, in re∣spect of its essential parts, and in respect of its latitude and extent, yet is it not true in respect of its duration, unlesse we Turn once for all, and never fall back upon those paths, out of which hor∣rour, grief, and disdain did drive us; it may work our peace, and reconcile us for a time; but if we fail, and fall back, even our turn, our former Repentance forsakes us, and mercy it self withdraws, and leaves us under that wrath, which we were fled from. And therefore in our turn, this must go along with us, and continue the motion; the consideration of the great hazard we run, when we turn from our evil wayes, and then turn back again.
For first, as a pardon doth nullifie former sinnes, so it maketh our sins, which we commit afterwards more grievous, and fatal; and as it is observed; that it is the part of a wise friend etiam leves suspiciones fugere, to shun the least suspicion of offence, ne quod for∣tuito fecit, consultò facere videretur, lest what might formerly be im∣puted to chance or infirmity, may now seem to proceed from wilfulnesse; so when we turn, and God is pleased so far to conde∣scend, as to take us to his favour, and of enemies, not onely make us his servants, but call us his friends; it will then especially con∣cern us, to abstain from all appearance of evil, to suspect every ob∣ject, as the devils lurking place, in which he lies in wait, to betray us; lest we may seem to have begged pardon of our sins, not out of hatred, but out of love unto them, and to have left our sins for a time, to commit them afresh. We are bound now, not only in a bond of common duty, but of gratitude: for his free favour is Nu∣mella, as a clog, or yoke, to chain and fetter, and restrain us from sin, that we commit not that every day, for which we must beg pardon every day.
A reason of this we may draw from the very love of God: for the anger of God, in a manner, is the effect, and product of his