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THE PREFACE.
THat the way of man is not in himself,* 1.1 that it is not in him to direct his steps in that way which he chalketh out, I have found true in my self, and am made an instance of it in the truest and most natural sense of the words; That our purposes sink and fail almost as soon as they are up, that in matters of indifferency (and would it were not so in those of the greatest concernment) we think we resolve when we do but think. And what strength hath such a thought against a Friend and Importunity.
I saw well enough the hazard before me which I was to run. I knew there was too much of this kind of work abroad in the world already; and, if there were none, yet there would be too much by mine. I saw the roughness of the times, and the un∣certainty of the weather, and what a weak and thin bottom I put out in, and could not hope for that security abroad which my cell and silence will scarcely afford me. I could not be ignorant how many several winds, and out of several coasts, might meet and spend themselves against me. I conceived in my self that it was in vain to hope to charm the Reader, and to as little purpose to court him into a favourable opinion, as it was for Xerxes to fetter the Hellespont, or to write letters to mount Athos. For after all pretenses, all apologies, all insinu∣ations, he will be the same, and think and judge as he please, when we have said what we can. All this I foresaw, or thought I did, and that Apologies were like complaints in this, were never welcome, no not then when they were necessary; Which was enough, one would think, to have strengthened and re-inforced my first thoughts, and so fixed them against all other temptations, all forein assaults whatsoever.