The Effect of a Conference between Mr. John Child and Mr. B. K.
ABout the middle of July 1684. Mr. B. K. went to see Mr. Child, not hearing the least report of any trouble he was then under, and after some discourse which passed between them, Mr. K. occa∣sionably mentioned that Book called, A Second Argument, telling Mr. Child, he was reported to be the Author thereof: which he presently acknowledged, and cried out against himself in a bitter manner, saying, What he had done therein, was out of Malice and Revenge against those People; and seemed to abhor himself for casting such abominable Reproaches upon them, whom he said, he knew deserved it not; and presently desired Mr. K. to go up stairs with him, which he did: and then he farther signified to him his deplorable condition, and what horror and anguish of Soul he lay under, and that there was no mercy for him. And Mr. K. being on a sudden surprized with his deep expression of horror, of which he had heard nothing, it did amaze him; yet he endeavoured with the utmost of his ability to comfort him, by shewing the greatness of Gods mercy to true penitent persons, together with the infinite worth and value of Christ's Bloud, telling him withal, that he was glad to find he had the sence of his great Evil on his heart, or words to that effect, and that he hoped this breaking, was in order to heal∣ing: But Mr. Child said, he doubted of that. And all the Words and Arguments Mr. K. could use to satisfie him, were in vain: so that at that time, it being late at night, he took his leave of him.
Mr. K. Soon after, he came to seek me at my house; but then I could not stay long with him.—But a few days after, when he sent for me, I went, and found him in bed rowling and tumbling up and down in a lamentable manner, enough to pierce ones heart. I