a Soul, which in an instant flieth from one Pole to the other; descends to the centre, and mounts up to the top of the world; which in one instant is in a thousand several places; which fathoms the Universe, without touching it; which goes, glisters, sparkles, which ransacks all the treasures and magazins of Na∣ture, which finds out all sorts of inventions, which frameth Arts, which governeth States, which ordereth worlds. This soul in the mean time seeth her passions about her, like an infinite company of dogs, barking at her happiness, and offering on every side to seize up∣on her with their teeth.
Love fools her, Ambition racks her, Covetousness rusts her, Lust enflames her, Hope tickles her, Pleasure melts her, Despair depresses her, Anger burns her, Hatred sowers her, Envy gnaws her, Jealousies prick her, Revenge exasperates her, Cruelty hardens her, Fears freeze her, and Sorrow consumes her.
This poor soul (shut up in the body, like a bird of Paradise in a cage) is quite amazed to see her self as∣sailed by all this mutinous multitude: and although she holds in her hand the scepter of government, yet she often suffers her self to be deceived, ravished, and dragged into a miserable slavery.
Consider also what man is by sin, vanity, weakness, inconstancy, misery, and curse. What he is made by Grace; a child of light, an earthly Angel, son by ado∣ption to the heavenly Father, brother and coheir with Jesus Christ, a vessel of election, the temple of the Ho∣ly Ghost. What he may be by Glory; an inhabitant of Heaven, beholding then those stars under his feet, which are now over his head; feasted with the sight of God, his beginning, his end, his true, onely, and original happiness.
The second, the benefits received from God, con∣sidered in general as those of Creation, Conversation, Redemption, Vocation; and in particular, the gifts of the body, of the soul, of nature, of capacity, abi∣lity, industry, discretion, nobility, offices, authority, means, credit, reputation, good success in business, and the like; which are given us from Heaven as instru∣ments to work out our salvation. And sometimes one of the greatest benefits, is that which few account a benefit, to have none of all those helps which lead a presumptuous, weak, and worldly soul to ruin; but on the contrary, their better wants in the esteem of the world, beget in him an esteem of heavenly things; Man (seeing what he was, what he is, and what he must be, whence he cometh, whither he goeth, and that union with God, his beginning, is his scope, mark, and aim;) if he follow the dictates of his reason, presently resol∣veth, that no sinew nor vein he hath, but shall tend to this end, to subdue his passions, and to serve creatures no further than he knows them available to attain to the Creatour. Serva commissum, expecta promissum, cave prohibitum. Every creature saith these three things to man: O man, preserve that which is committed to thee, expect that which is promised thee, and eschew that which is forbidden thee.
The third consideration, is the Passion of the Son of God; an Abyss of grief, reproches, annihilations, love, mercy, wisdom, humility, patience, charity; the book of books, the science of sciences, the secret of se∣crets; the shop where all good resolutions are forged, where all virtues are refined, where all knots of holy obligations are tied; the school of all Martyrs, Con∣fessours, and Saints. Our weakness and saintness pro∣ceeds onely from want of contemplating this infi∣nite tablet. Who would once open his mouth to complain of doing too much, of suffering too much, of being thrown too low, too much despised, too much disquieted, if he considered the life of God de∣livered over, and resigned for his sake to so painful la∣bour, so horrible confusions, so insupportable tor∣ments? Nolo vivere sine vulnere, cùmte video vulne∣ratum: Oh my God! as long as I see thy wounds, I will never live without wound; saith Bonaventure.
The fourth: the examples of all the Saints who have followed the King in the high way of the Cross. When we look upon the progress of Christianity, and the succession of so many Ages, wheresoever our consideration setteth foot, it finds nothing but bloud of Martyrs, combats of Virgins, Prayers, Tears, Fast∣ings, Sack-cloth, Hair-cloth, Afflictions, Persecutions of so many Saints, who have taken Heaven, as it were, by violence: Some there have been, who having filled graves with their limbs (torn off with engines and swords of persecution) yet remained alive to endure and suffer in their bodies, which had more wounds than parts: Demorabantur in luce detenti, quorum mem∣bris pleni erant tumuli, saith Zeno. Is it not a shame to have the same name, the same Baptism, the same Pro∣fession, and to desire ever to tread on Roses; to be em∣barqued in this great ship of Christianity, with so ma∣ny brave spirits, and to go under hatches, to sleep, like the out-casts and scorns of humane Nature?
The fifth: the peace of a good conscience, the in∣separable companion of honest men; which sugereth all their tears, which sweeteneth all their sharpness, which melteth all their bitterness; a continual feast, a portable theater, a delicious torrent of unspeakable content, which beginneth in this world, and is often felt in this life, even in chains, prisons, persecutions; what then will it be, when consummated in the other life? when the curtain of the great Tabernacle shall be withdrawn; when we shall see God face to face; in a body impossible as an Angel, subtile as a beam of light, swift as the wings of thunder, bright as the Sun; and when we shall dwell among so goodly and flourishing a company, in a palace of inestimable glory; where we shall enjoy no life but the life of God, the knowledge of God, the love of God, as long as God shall be God. Nescio quid erit, quod ista vita non erit, ubi lucet quod non capiat locus, ubi so∣nat quod non rapit tempus, ubi olet quod non spargit fla∣tus, ubi sapit quod non minuit edacitas, ubi haeret quod non divellit aeternitas, said S. Augustine. What will that life be, or rather, what will not that life be? Since all good, either is not at all, or is in such a life: Light, which place cannot comprehend: Voices and musick, which time cannot ravish away: Odours, which are never dissipated: a Feast, which is never consumed: a Blessing, which Eternitie bestoweth, but Eternity shall never see at an end.
The sixth, is on the other side to consider the state of this present life: A true dream, which hath onely the disturbances, but never the rest of sleep; a childish sport, a toil of burthensom and ever-relapsing actions; where for one rose we meet with a thousand thorns; for an ounce of hony a tun of gall, for apparent good, real evil: The happiest here may number their years, but not their cares; The paths here to the highest ho∣nours, are all of ice, and often bordered onely by pre∣cipices. Its felicities are floating Islands, which al∣ways retire, when we but offer to touch them; they are the feast of Heliogabalus, where are many invitati∣ons, many ceremonies, many complements, many ser∣vices, and at the end of all this, we find a table & ban∣quet of wax, which melts at the fire, whence we re∣turn more hungry than we came. It is the enchanted egg of Oromazes, in which that Impostour boasted, that he had enclosed all the happines of the world: but broken, there was found nothing but wind. Omnia haec conspectui nostro insidiosis coloribus lenocinantur: vis illa occulorum attributa lumini, non applicetur errori, saith Eucherius. All these prosperities flatter our senses with an imposture of false colours: why do we suffer those eyes to be taken in the snares of errours, which are given us by Heaven to behold the light, and not to minister unto lying? Besides, another thing which should put us into an infinite dislike of this present life, is, that we live in a time as full of diseases as old age of indis∣positions;