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IT is a thing very rare, to see worldly love sudden∣ly transported from the visible to the invisible, from the temporal to eternal, from errour to truth, and from wretched passion to perfect charity. Notwithstanding Histories furnish us with some ex∣amples, and we often observe, those who were very sensible in worldly affections, when they found a good object, were more fervent and couragious in the love of God. Such were the heart of Saint Augustine, * 1.2 such likewise of generous Magdalene. For both of them knew so well to make use of their losses, that they seemed to have served their apprentiship unto creatures, to learn how the Creatour ought to be beloved.
Architects, when they build vaults and arches, * 1.3 make certain counterfeits of wood, which they call Centries, to serve as preparatives for their designs: but so soon as they thereon have raised true and so∣lid works, they destroy fiction to admit veritie. Much so it happeneth to souls as yet sensual; they are taken with sleight affections, which many times are not dishonest, but ever light, and far distant from perfection. Yet therein is to be learned what we should do for a God immortal, since we undertake so much for a mortal man. But Jesus insensibly buil∣ding his architecture in these loving hearts, ruineth all these feignings of amity, there to establish his love.
This which I say, is evidently to be seen in the per∣son * 1.4 of Aglae, and S. Boniface, whose acts I will here produce to give instruction how to sanctifie world∣ly love by the love of Jesus Christ. This Aglae was a Roman Dame, of prime quality, having a delicate wit in a beautifull body, and powerfull passions in a great fortune. She had been married, but becoming a wi∣dow in an age as yet furnished with verdant fresh∣ness, grace, and beauty, she had not buried all her affe∣ctions in the tomb of her husband.
After she had a little wiped away the first tears, which nature exacteth as tribute in such like acci∣dents, she quickly plaid so much the Courtier in her slight sorrow, that she seemed greatly to desire, as soon as might be, to finish what she had never well begun. She failed not to be sought unto by many gentlemen, * 1.5 who saw her to be accomplished with all parts desi∣red in an eminent marriage; and although she denied not to like their services, yet making no resolution to marry, she was all for her self, and for none else; so much she feared to take a master, in stead of a husband.
It is nothing commendable in a Christian widow, * 1.6 to make a shew no longer to have a heart for the world, so to draw all the world into her heart, to change a moaning life into perpetual chatter, & turn her widow-hood into a petty Empire. Aglae was not yet entered into vice, but pleased her self so much to afford the love of her person, and receive none, that ere aware she was surprized, and having disdained ma∣sters, saw her self become the slave of a servant.
She had a Steward in her house named Boniface, a * 1.7 witty man, and of a good presence, who manna∣ging the affairs of his Mistress discreetly, forgat not his own. He so well knew how to please her, to * 1.8 conform to her humours, to feed her with glorie, whereof she was very ambitious, to free her from cares, and fill her heart with joy, that he already possessed no ordinary place in her favours: besides that, he was handsom, he had a singular grace in jesting with∣out offence to any, to utter good conceits, and en∣tertain his Mistress with all the delightfull occur∣rents of the Citie. Love entereth in very far by this gate. It is not always beauty which surprizeth, for if it be not joyned with promptness of wit, and discourse, it is a bait which floats on the water with∣out a hook.
Familiar conversation with an Officer so pleasing, * 1.9 was no slight snare in the house of a young widow, who lived easily, and loved pleasure. It is not with∣out cause Saint Hierom would not endure to see a∣bout widows, servants so frizled and quaint, fear∣ing lest love might render them Masters over their proper Mistresses. Aglae began with pretty love∣tricks, which are the little idols of affection, not observing, that all these gentle daliances in a carriage too free, still thought to be constant in innocency, are not without danger. But by success of time she felt her passion so much enkindled towards this Steward, that she neither thought, spake, nor lived but for him, not daring to discover her fancies, so much is vice ashamed of its own conscience.
Boniface, who had an intelligent and ready wit, * 1.10 well enough imagined from whence these extraordi∣nary favours proceeded, which he received from his Mistress; but the more he saw her grow passionate for him, the more he persisted in his duty; whether that he in the beginning would divert this affection, which he perhaps thought not firm enough, or whether he was willing to kindle the fire by a slight resistance. His Mistress beholding him more serious in this mat∣ter than she wished, let him plainly enough under∣stand, that having had the stewardship of her estate, he should have the like of her heart, and entertained him with more courtesie, than was fit for a man of his em∣ployment and condition.
She in the beginning mannaged her affections with some discretion, following the advise of Boniface, who knew how to hide the matter; his fortune not making him loose the rememberance of what he had been, nor passion, providence in what he might be. Notwithstanding, it being a thing very difficult long * 1.11 to restrain fury, all composed of fire and violence, the favours of Aglae so plainly appeared, that they no longer could be hidden from the world, which is a hundred-ey'd Argus. She occasioned speech of her even to infamy, with so much noise and scandal in the Citie, that it much abashed all such as had rela∣tion to her. But being of a haughty humour, which rather useth to irritate passion by censure, than amen∣deth manners, she neglected what was said of her, since she stood free from controul▪ For love, which had bereaved her of innocency and gravity, despoiled her likewise of the care of reputation, (one of the greatest miseries may happen to a wretched soul.) She well saw her kinred neither had the will or power to hinder her pleasure, which made her change close af∣fection into manifest whoredom.
Love sometimes is weakened by over-much easiness * 1.12 of entertaining of it. It is like the Polypus, which finding nothing to oppose nor devour, eateth it self by gnawing its feet, and fins. So this passion find∣ing no more resistance, with which it ordinarily is cherished, lessened, and lost it self. Aglae began at first to be weary of the frequency of this infamous familiarity, then recalled again into her heart the sense of honour, next of virtue, and lastly, God more fully touching her soul, set her in open view to her self, and made her entertain a great distast of this in∣ordinate life.
Boniface on the other side, felt his conscience much galled, and thought on nothing but to break his chain, which he often begged of God, giving many alms in the height of his uncleanness. Aglae called