§. Sect. 1 The reason of this choice: what repen∣tance is, and the causes thereof.
HAuing thus set downe the doctrine of Meditation, it now followeth, that I propound an example of it, according to the former rules and directions. Where first we are to make choyce of the subiect matter whereon wee purpose to medi∣tate, and then to discourse of it with our vnderstanding, and to feele the vertue and efficacie of it in our hearts, the which must be done in a Soliloquie between vs and our soules, or rather of the soule to it selfe, after this manner: Now that thou hast (O my soule) sequestred thy selfe from all society, that thou mayest haue some secret conference betweene thee and thy selfe, in the alone presence of God and thine owne consci∣ence; make choyce of some fit subiect whereon thou mayest spend thy paines and time with most profit for thy spirituall good, that laying a good foundation, thou mayest erect thy building with more ease and fruit. And what fitter matter, vpon this present occasion canst thou chuse to thinke vpon, then vpon that excellent grace and duty of repentance, which is the first beginning of a godly life, and after it is begun, accom∣panieth it vnto the end, as a chiefe agent in all this worke? Vpon what bet∣ter argument canst thou meditate then vpon this, which the Prophets and Apostles haue so much beate vpon? yea, which our Sauiour Christ him∣selfe thought so necessary and profitable, that he did not onely make it the subiect of his owne Sermons, but being to ascend, commended it at his last farewell to his Apostles, as the chiefest theame, next vnto faith, vpon * 1.1 which hee would haue them to preach in his Name. A duty that belongs vnto all, and is neuer vnseasonable; alwayes necessary: An Euangelicall grace and chiefe fruit of faith, in which it liueth, without which it is dead. So that as faith is the life of our soules, by applying Christ vnto vs, in whom we liue, so repentance, in respect of our sense and feeling, which can no otherwise iudge of the hidden roote, but by the outward fruit, is the life of this life. As faith is the onely condition of the Couenant of grace, which assureth vs of all good things temporall and eternall; so repentance as a counter-bond, assureth vnto vs this assurance, & by a sensible infallibi∣lity & outward euidence, perswadeth vs that we performe this condition of beleeuing in Christ, and apprehending all the promises by faith vnfained. Now that thou mayest (O my soule) proceed in some order, what is this repentance, but an Euangelicall and sauing grace of God, wrought in thine heart by his holy Spirit, applying by faith (as by his instrument) Christ and all his benefits, which inflaming thine heart with feruent loue, doth make thee looke vpon him whom thou hast pearced, to bewaile thy sinnes, as the chiefe causes of his death, to hate and forsake them, and to turne vnto God, offering vnto thee grace and pardon, by amendment of life, and bringing foorth the fruits of new obedience. So that it is a grace and free gift, and no naturall endowment which commeth by inheritance, or else procured by thine owne purchase. It is the gift of God, who giueth