me present to be an eye-witnesse of the entertainment you gave
them? This is so irrational, that my verie picture would not
have suffered it, for it would have been no lesse then to put me
to death in effigie. Adde to that, I should have felt something
of it hence, and, no question, have fallen into some languish∣ing
disease, not unlike those who are killed at the distance of a
hundred leagues, onelie by pricking their images. But though
there were no such thing to be feared, yet should you not desire
the sight of my picture, especiallie in the condition the first daies
of your absence had put me into. All the Art of painting could
not have afforded colours ill enough to represent that which
sadnesse had cloathed me in; nor indeed can I see any likeli∣hood
that a man half dead should be drawn to the life. You
would have found me quite another person, then what you had
seen so pleasant in your companie. If I had ben well drawn
you would not have known me, for I hardlie knew my self, and
might hardlie passe for an ill coppie of what I was a while since.
But I hope that after some short time you will finde me more
cheerful and more divertible, for I begin to cleer up my coun∣tenance,
and if the Painter do but his dutie, you shall discover
in the Piece a certain hope, that it shall not be long ere you may
expect my attendance to second that of my P••cture. Do you
therefore prepare your self to entertaine me with more freedom,
and if you are yet at your own disposal, let not the recommen∣dations
of the witty Gentlewoman hinder you. I sent her not
my humblest services, but onelie returned those I had received
from her by three several persons; and I should no have pre∣sumed
to do it, had I not been afraid to offend you by retain∣ing
any thing of hers. Besides, you would soone have beene
informed, whether I had not made a conscience to be importu∣nate
to you for a quarter of an hour by so unwelcome a refl••∣ction
as that. The same consideration which prevailed with
you, not to acquaint me with the newes I have otherwise learnt,
made me stif••e this. But since we know all one of another,
and that the bad angel, which keeps us asunder will needs dis∣cover
all those actions of ours which may any way give offence,
I beseech you let us elude his malice, and so prevent him in this,
that knowing all things by a mutual communication, they may
put on quite another face; and for my part, I professe to you,
I shall never be guiltie of any thing, which in any likelihood