me I had sent it an hour after it was gone, and the same
night I received yours, wherewith I was absolutelie satisfied;
not that it caused any change in my judgement, or that I thought
not my resentment just; but I could be no longer angrie with
you, and am convinced, that you cannot do me so great a dis∣pleasure,
for which three words from you shall not procure an
act of Oblivion. For, in fine, my affection is at the present,
arrived to that point whereto you said once at St. Clou, that it
ought to be, in so much, that though I should finde you guil••ie,
not of a negligence but an infidelitie, I could not forbeare lo∣ving
you. Since it was decreed I should be in the power of
some one, it is certainlie my great happinesse that I am fallen
into the hands of a person of so much goodnesse, reason, and
integritie, and who disposes of me with more care, caution, and
lenitie, then I could do my self. But all this granted, I have
at the present to object to you, that you have not that tenderness
of my quiet you ought: for to deal freelie, what was your in∣tention,
to write to me that Fortune hath carried her self verie
stranglie towards you, without acquainting me how, and lea∣ving
the rest to my conjecture? It is indeed an invention the
neatest that may be, to make me imagine and feel all the mis∣fortunes
that may have happned to you, whereas I should have
had but some to wrastle with, if you had acquainted me how
it is. Deliver me as soon as you please out of this paine, which
I professe, is one of the greatest I ever had in my life. I write
to you in much haste and disturbance, for I am now called away
by some that knock at my Chamber door. But I cannot endure
to write you a short Letter, and you, h••pl••e, would think it as
mischievous as the other, if it be not long enough. I have
kissed yours a thousand t••mes, and read it almost as manie; it is
the han••somest and m••st obliging in the World: But, I be∣seech
you write to me negligentlie▪ that you may do it the more
pleasantlie, and entertain me in your Letters with the same
freedom as you spoke to me in your Chamber. I am but too
well acquainted with your abilities, fear it not, and I would
have a knowledge of your affection proportionable to my wi∣shes.
I am extreamlie glad you are with the person you tell me
of; for knowing how much you love her, and how amiable she
is, I doubt not but she contributes much to your enjoyments.
You tell me that she is now as well acquainted with me as you