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The best preparatory disposition for the acting this Duty, which maketh no opposition to the course of Justice; as also powerful persons ad∣monished of their temptation in the point of Revenge, and animated by their exceeding merit in this fidelity.
SInce it seemeth so unsafe, to presume upon the interior habit of this conformity before an actual probation, this question may well be made, What is the best pre∣paratoty disposition, in order to the compliance with this precept, in all emergencies and occurrences of Injuries? Whereunto I answer, The habit of sincere Humility, a vertue every one lays claim to, but most do it upon evidence which they forge themselves; so as commonly, when the possession thereof cometh to be questioned before God, it indureth not the tryal; In this case, we cannot recuse our Enemies for our Jury, since they are more proper then indifferent persons for this tryal, which is to be judged upon the testimonies of our humble and patient sufferings; few will protest against flexi∣bleness, under the depression of Gods hands, but most would fain hold the screw themselves, whereby they are let down, for fear of falling too violently or too low; but true Humi∣lity abandoneth it self to the supreme hand, under which all other move but instrumentally, not excepting against any violent motions of secondary hands, whereinto it is delivered to be exer••ised.
And if upon the pain we feel from our Enemies hand, we would with the eye of Humility look strictly inward upon