The next which was called forth was Monequas∣sun,
who is our School-master; whose former
Confession, read before the Elders, was as
followeth.I Confess my sorrow for all my sins against God, and be∣fore
men: When I first heard instruction, I beleeved not,
but laughed at it, and scorned praying to God; after∣ward,
when we were taught at Cohannet (that is the place
where he lived) I still hated praying, and I did think of
running away, because I cared not for praying to God; but
afterwards, because I loved to dwell at that place, I would
not leave the place, and therefore I thought I will pray to
God, because I would still stay at that place, therefore I
prayed not for the love of God, but for love of the place
I lived in; after that I desired a little to learn the Cate∣chisme
on the Lecture daies, and I did learn the ten
Commandements, and after that, all the points in the Cate∣chisme;
yet afterwards I cast them all away again, then
was my heart filled with folly, and my sins great sins; af∣terwards
by hearing, I began to fear, because of my
many sins, lest the wise men should come to know them,
and punish me for them; and then again I thought of run∣ning
away because of my many sins: But after that I thought
I would pray rightly to God, and cast away my sins; then
I saw my hypocricy, because I did ask some questions,
but did not do that which I knew: afterward I considered
of my question, and thought I would pray to God, and
would consider of some other Question, and I asked this,
Question, How should I get Wisdom? and the Answer to it
did a little turn my heart from sin, to seek after God; and I
then considered that the Word of God was good; then I pray∣ed
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