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CONFEERNCE CXXIV. Whether we may better trust one whom we have oblig'd, or one that hath oblig'd us. (Book 124)
COnfidence being the fruit of Friendship, yea, the sweet bond wherewith this Virtue unites Hearts; it may seem we ought to have most in him that loves most perfectly, namely, he that hath oblig'd us. For as 'tis harder to give then to receive, because we cannot give without depriving our selves of what we enjoy, (which is contrary to our natural inclination) so it is a more virtuous action, and argues a greater kindness: the receiver of a benefit finding no difficulty in this action of receiving it. More∣over, we cannot doubt of his good will, who obliges us by his benefits; but we may of his, that receives. For it frequently happens to those that do good, as it did to the Sower in the Gospel, part of whose seed fell in stony places, part amongst thorns, part in the high-way, and was devoured by birds; and the least part upon good ground, and brings not forth fruit but in its own time. Yea, there are many that hate nothing so much as the remembrance of those that have done them good, as if their presence were an Universal Reproach, notwithstanding that a second benefit revives the first, and a third or fourth cannot but mind them of the preceeding. But when you have obtain'd of them to remember it, yet many regret nothing more then to pay a debt, because constrain'd thereto, either by Law or Duty; and Man being of his own Nature free, hates nothing so much as to do any thing by constraint. Hence, if he requites an Ob∣ligation, 'tis not with that freeness and cheerfulness which is re∣quisite to good Offices, and becomes a Benefactor; in whom therefore we have more reason to confide then in another.
The Second said, The little fidelity now in the world, even amongst nearest Relatives, makes it reasonable to enquire, Who may be trusted. And if the fear of Ingratitude, (the most vulgar crime, though in shew much detested by all the world) is the cause why he who hath done good to another, yet dares not trust him; the receiver thereof hath oftentimes no less doubt of his Benefactor's intention. For though he hath re∣ceiv'd a seeming testimony of his kindness, yet the motives of benefits proceeding sometimes from an other cause besides true Friendship, suspicion may as well arise in the Receivers, as in the givers Mind. Many give onely that they may receive with Usury; others, out of vanity, and to make Creatures and Clients: which they regarding no longer but as their inferiors and dependents, 'tis as dangerous for these to confide in their Benefactors, as for a slave to use confidence towards his Master, or a Vassal towards his Lord; not often allow'd by the respect