prouerbe sayth: God doubleth his stripes, and scourgeth vs more and more, holding our nozes to the gryndstone (as they say,) and withdrawing himselfe from vs, so as hys spirite is as it were quenched in vs, and we feele not that he gouerneth vs any more, in so muche that we become poore desperate soules, and crie out alas, what is this? Afterwarde we become so inraged that wee would fayne haue God to giue vs some release, and if hee giue vs it not, yee shall see vs vtterly past our selues, so as there is no remedie in our state. Then may we well desire God [ 10] to withdrawe his hande and to giue vs leaue to say, Alas, Lorde, thou seest I am a sillie creature, I feele heere thy chastizementes which are ouergreat, considering myne infirmitie. True it is this chastyzement is due to mee, yea and I ought to feele yet muche more: but my strength is so feeble and weake, as (to my seeming) I am already shet vp in the dungeon of hell. Alas my God, voutsafe thou therefore to alay thy rygour a little, that I may haue ley∣sure to take my breath, and too bethinke my selfe better than I haue done. VVhen I haue such a releef, I will come [ 20] to thee, and my woundes shall be assuaged. For I see that the very meane to take good by thy scourging, is that I a∣bide not vnreformable vnder thy hand. Behold the good∣nesse that God dothe vnto vs, when he suffereth vs to come vnto him. Neuerthelesse when we make such re∣quest vnto him, it must bee done with such condition as this. VVell Lord, it is true that the petition which I make is for my necessity, thou seest I am able to beare no more, and if thou preuent not the mischeefe, I must needes fall into such a gulfe of confuzion, as I shall neuer get out of it [ 30] againe. Neuerthelesse Lord, I referre my self wholly vnto thee, thou knowest what is meet and conuenient for me, and thou arte able to remedie the extremities wherein I am, according as thou haste infinite meanes to plucke thy seruant euen out of death. Now then if we adde this condition, God dothe well suffer vs to make suche re∣quest, yea and he will like well of it. Lo what wee haue to marke in this sentence. But by the waye wee muste not thinke that Iob was so farre ouerseene as too beare himselfe in hand that hee was faultlesse, and that hee was [ 40] ready to enter into lawe with God and to pleade agaynst him, weening that he shuld get the better hād. Let vs not think that Iob was sotted with such a follye. VVhat then? VVee must hinke that he spake without aduisement, as we bee wont to doe when our affections ouermaster vs. For we haue our eyes so bleared, as we discerne nothing at all. As for example: If a man bee besides himselfe for greese and anguish as he knoweth not himself any more: some light wordes will escape from him, and if hee bee told of it, he will answere it was not so. Yet is it true that [ 50] he shall haue spoken them, Yea but it shall not seeme so too his owne vnderstanding, bycause his wit is troubled and confounded. For (as I haue sayde) our passions ca∣rie vs away in such wyse as we bee in a maner beside our selues in that cace: and yet in the meane whyle God ceasseth not to maynteyne alwayes a knowledge in vs, the which shall notwithstanding bee as good as choked. VVhen a man couereth a fire wyth asshes and earth, if there be a great Cole in it, it will lye hyd vnderneath, and a man shall not see any thing nor perceyue any heate. [ 60] Euen so doth God sometymes suffer all discretion too be as it were choked in vs, and in that cace wee see no∣thing but the asshes, that is to saye the passions that are vppermoste, and wee see some steame, but the fire she∣weth not it selfe at all. Euen so then standeth the cace wyth vs. And when Iob made this protestation, hee felte himself in such extremitie, that hee sought meanes too come before God, saying that hee would be the first that should speake. Let vs bee sure that hee spake this as a man vtterly rauing in his fittes. Seeing the cace is suche, let vs learne to walke alwayes in humilitie, and let vs be well ware that our affections doe not carye vs awaye after such a sorte, as wee knowe not what wee doe or say. Lo heere a sentence that is verye profitable and full of good learning. For first of all wee see that our affections are like wylde beastes: which dashe vs against God. But let vs come to rushe at him, and what shall we winne by it? Are wee hard••r than hee? Are wee able too make him to bowe, or else too breake him? Alas wee muste needes bee crusshed and broken in peeces when we rushe against him so furiously. And not onely so: but also hee will ouerthrow vs with his blast, he nedeth but his breth (as the Scripture sayeth) to destroye vs, vndoo vs, and bring vs to nought. Therefore let vs vnderstand that our passions must bee repressed, and wee must hold them in awe, yea and we must as it were fetter them: that is to say, we must do the vttermost that we can to abate the heady frant••knesse that is in them. For else what will become of it? we see what hath happened to Iob, that holy man, the mirrour of pacience, who persisted in the mynd to obey God, and yet notwithstanding it is to be seene that there was such a violence intermedled with it, as he fell to ru∣shing in such wyse as he wist not where he was. So much the more then ought wee to praye hartely vnto God to rule our passions when we see them so vnruly as we bee not able to weeld them, and that he will represse them in such wise, as they may not come to lift vp themselues a∣gainst him. Furthermore if we haue hapned now and thē to ouershoot ourselues, so as we haue passed our bounds and not hearkned vnto God: let vs not bee discouraged therefore: for there is a remedy for it: which is, to pray vnto God that he will bring vs vnto reason agayne. And moreouer let vs kindle againe the fyre that is going out: that is to say, whē we see that good consciēce is as it were falne a sleepe in vs, and in manner choked, so as we haue not so muche as one sparke of lyght, but are as people confounded: I saye when wee perceyue that: let vs la∣bour to come to reason againe, that wee may say, where art thou, thou wretched creature? Thou seest that thou flingest thy selfe here as it were at auenture, yea euen a∣gainst thy God, and that there is no witte in thy wordes. Therefore it standeth thee on hand to restrein thy self by measuring of passions whiche are ouer vehement and excessiue in thee. Lo howe it behooueth vs to come backe vnto reason, when we find ourselues so dismayde as wee knowe not what wee say: and let vs assure our selues that that is the thing whereby wee must bethinke our selues, more neerely, that we may absteyne from such excessiue speeches as wee see Iob hath vttered heere, yea euen without aduisement. Then let vs learne to mode∣rate our passions in such wise, as wee may desire nothing but that God will giue vs the grace to take such taste of