before my most needfull and naturall rest. Yea so ea∣ger
was she vpon these things, that I was enforced
oft to perswade her to forbeare, considering her
great weaknes, and to intermit the intention of her
meditation, by giuing some way to rest and repose.
And here I cannot passe by one speech vsed by her
vpou such an occasion, which the rather I relate, to
prouoke others by her example not to neglect the
meanes of mercy and grace that God vouchsafeth
them now, while they may follow them. After long
discourse to and fro, perceiuing, as I thought, her
eyes to wax heauy, and her spirits fainty, and well
knowing what need she had of some refreshing, I
aduised her to compose her self vnto rest, which her
long want of it required, and her eyes seemed to in∣cline
vnto, that it was best to take it while she might,
lest she should after, want it when she would. Her
answer was that this was her best rest, & that which
she found best refreshing & sweetest repose in; and
that, said she, which you say of the one, may I much
better say of the other: if to giue way to rest I for∣beare
those meanes of comfort that God by your
presence now affordeth me, I may hereafter want
them when I would, and shall neede them.Some conflicts she had the day before her depar∣ture;
but such, through Gods goodnes, as lasted not
long, and ended in that comfort, that continued
with her to her end: which was so quiet and peace∣able.
that her departure was scarce sensible to those
that were neerest about her.I will add but a word, and that I speake vnfained∣ly:
I know Gods hand is not straitned, neither is his
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